Or to use them? Give me some sweetness and let them work hard, and then use them to avenge those who owe me.

Or is it for self-satisfaction? Satisfy my vanity of wanting to be a savior? Satisfy my desire to be grateful, worship, and be praised?

Maybe it was even an impulse? Is my brain so hot?

Haha, who knows?

You said I am nobler than many people, but I can't find any noble motives when I search my heart, only selfishness, despicableness and cruelty..."

Winters poured out all the depression in his chest in one breath. He vented without thinking without any hiding, even he was shocked by his own consequences.

"What will Anna think after hearing this? Will she hate me?" Every time she considers this, Winters' chest hurts like a sword stabbed in.

How could someone learn about the darkest side of another person without feeling disgusted?

But there was a certain desire for self-destruction that drove him to continue speaking.

He cruelly cut open himself like a self-abuse, prying open his ribs, digging out the dirtiest part and giving it to the other party, telling him: "Look, I'm such a person, are you disappointed?"

At the end, when Winters fell into silence, Anna's eyes were filled with tears.

"You said you want to know me." Winters asked softly, "Do you know me now?"

"I know you, but you don't know yourself yet." Anna said persistently with red eyes: "You saved them because you are kind."

Winter sighed heavily and reached out to rub Anna's cheek: "Your sister is right, you are indeed a fool who is blinded by love."

"No! Don't say it, listen to me." Anna's tone could not be refuted or refused. She held Winters' hand and held it very tightly: "In the winter when I was seven years old, my mother took me there as usual.

When we got home, we met a beggar who was about to die of freezing outside the city. My mother didn’t bring the money, and the coachman didn’t bring the money, so my mother took off her earrings and gave it to the beggar.”

“Madame Navare is kind.”

"No." Anna looked at Winters with complicated eyes: "Only afterwards did my mother realize that the beggar was frozen to death on the way to pawn the earrings."

Winters could see that so many years have passed, and this incident still made Anna feel very uncomfortable. He shook Anna's hand silently.

"I asked my mother if we took the beggar home, would he not have frozen to death?" Anna spoke quickly, and tears filled her eyes: "Mom said 'yes, but just take strangers home.

, our family may be in danger'."

Winters wiped Anna's tears: "Actually, what Mrs. Navare said makes sense."

"I'm not trying to tell you that my mother is right!" Anna expressed her true feelings: "I'm trying to tell you that my mother is the coldest and most ruthless businessman from Hailan and even Venetta! But even she will

She took off her earrings without hesitation and gave them to the strange beggar. Even she had the kind and compassionate side.

Because kindness and kindness are human nature, God also puts kindness and kindness into our bodies when he created man according to himself. If everyone had no kindness, the world would never be what it is today.

But when kindness and reason conflict, people always make choices! My mother always obeys reason, so she gives earrings to strangers, but she will not take strangers home.

And what about you? You are the one who still takes the beggar home after repeated weighing the trade-offs, but your reason cannot accept this behavior, so you must make up a sufficient reason for yourself - a selfish reason. I'll save me

He wants to use him,'I save him because I like him and appreciate me'. It is because of selfish reasons to convince reason."

"Dear, don't you understand?" Anna said with tears in her eyes, "You don't think you are kind, because reason tells you that kindness is a defect and means weakness. So you despise kindness, hate kindness, and blame kindness.

”

Anna stepped into the bathtub and hugged Winters tightly: "But you are wrong, my dear. Kindness is a precious trait. Especially after suffering, pain and betrayal, she still chooses kindness. You save you

It is because of this. The reason why your companions are willing to believe in you, follow you, fight for you, and die for you is because of this. Nobility is not the motivation, nobility is the result, and kindness is the same."

"Don't hate yourself." She gently stroked the wound on Winters' forehead: "I will be with you anyway."

...

...

Later, the bath ends.

Anna gave Winters a replacement for clothes: "Switch to this set later."

Looking at the new hunting suit Anna brought, an unknown premonition surged into Winters' heart. He said carefully: "I don't seem to have this piece of clothing... I took my luggage wrong when I was unloading the truck?"
Chapter completed!