Chapter 2563 love but can't get(1/2)
"Hey?" Feng Lulu hurriedly followed.
When they arrived at the institute, others were stunned for a moment when they saw Gao Han holding a little girl, and then they couldn't help but stop and look at Gao Han.
Feng Lulu didn't dare to say anything when she saw this, for fear of causing unnecessary trouble to Gao Han.
In this way, Feng Lulu followed Gao Han to his office.
And Gao Han's colleagues all exploded, what's going on?
Gao Han is recognized as the iceberg man in the bureau. He is usually unsmiling and notoriously strict in his work.
Now he is hugging a child with a gentle look on his face. Is that a smile on his face?
Entering Gao Han's office, Feng Lulu seemed a little embarrassed.
"Gao Han, if we come to your place of work, we will cause you trouble." Feng Lulu said with a serious look.
Gao Han put the child on the chair where he worked. He took the lunch box from Feng Lulu's hand and asked, "What trouble are you causing?"
Gao Han didn't look at her and opened the lunch box on his own.
Seeing Gao Han's nonchalant look, Feng Lulu said, "We will affect your work."
"We have working and off-duty hours. Other people's family members can also come to the office. You don't have to think too much." At this time, Gao Han had already opened his lunch box.
He said to Feng Lulu again, "The meat tastes really strong."
"..."
Well, it doesn't matter since he doesn't care.
Gao Han put the lunch box on the coffee table. He seemed to have thought of something again and took out a doll from the drawer of his desk.
"Smile, here you go."
Gao Han handed the doll to the child's hand.
"Wow~~" The child received the toy again, his tone full of surprise.
"You play nicely first, and uncle eats first."
"Okay~~" The child stared at the doll intently.
Gao Han touched the top of her hair and came to the sofa.
Feng Lulu handed him the chopsticks.
"I've cost you money again." Feng Lulu stood aside and said with some embarrassment.
Gao Han didn't reply to her words. He only saw the pancake in his left hand, a chopstick of braised pork, put it into his mouth, and ate it with big mouthfuls.
The fat and alternate pork belly is a mouthful, and the feeling is really amazing.
Feng Lulu watched Gao Han eating happily, and a smile appeared on her face.
"Does it taste okay?" Feng Lulu looked at him expectantly.
Gao Han glanced at Feng Lulu. He didn't answer, but continued to eat.
Feng Lulu felt that she had disturbed him, so she sat quietly aside and stopped talking.
After a while, Gao Han ate a corner of the cake and half a portion of meat.
Feng Lulu put the soup aside for him.
Gao Han glanced at her again, but still didn't speak.
Feng Lulu didn't know what he meant. Maybe he didn't like talking to people while eating.
Feng Lulu simply said nothing.
At this time, Gao Han took the bowl and drank the soup in large gulps. In the blink of an eye, he drank up the entire bowl of soup.
Feng Lulu actually wanted to ask him if it was to her liking. She pursed her lips tightly, fearing that Gao Han would not reply to her if she asked him.
Her hands were clasped together nervously, and Gao Han had already noticed her expression.
After he was full, Gao Han put his chopsticks on the bowl.
Gao Han spoke, "Feng Lu, what kind of man did you marry before?"
What man made her so cautious now?
Every time Gao Han saw Feng Lulu's cautious look, he wanted to beat that bastard.
"ah?"
Obviously Feng Lu didn't expect Gao Han to ask this, and she was stunned.
She looked at Gao Han blankly and didn't know what to say.
"Feng Lu, I'm different from that man. You don't have to be so cautious.
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"Gao Han, I..."
"Feng Lu, how many years have you been living with your children?" Gao Han asked again.
Gao Han seems to be different today than usual. He would never ask such a question directly before.
What happened to him today?
"Four years."
"Since you gave birth to her, have you been raising her alone?" Gao Han's expression became serious.
For a woman who is helpless and has a newborn child, you may imagine how difficult it must have been for her.
"Um."
"So, your life is very difficult now, right?" Gao Han had been waiting for Feng Lulu to tell him personally.
But now, he has to ask himself.
Feng Lulu looked at him silently and said nothing.
"Feng Lu, no matter what you are like, I can help you. If it's just a difficulty in life, it can be easily solved."
If she is short of money, a house, or a car, he can help her solve it.
As long as she is willing to talk, he will solve any problem for her.
Feng Lulu suppressed the sadness in her heart and said to Gao Han in a hoarse voice, "Gao Han, do you really want me to appear naked in front of you like this?"
Gao Han frowned slightly.
"Gao Han, how do you want to help me solve this problem? Marry me? Let me be a dodder and be tied to you for the rest of your life?" Feng Lulu smiled sadly.
Now Gao Han, after meeting her for the first time, has a beautiful longing for her, which is normal.
He can marry her because of these good things and let her live a prosperous life.
If he wants her, she will have a good life. But what if he doesn't want her?
Will she continue to live like she is now, being abandoned and gritting her teeth?
She is now thirty-one years old, and she can still work hard. If she reaches forty-one, she may not have so much energy.
If she is abandoned casually again, she may not even have the courage to live.
Gao Han said this to her frankly, and directly tore off her last fig leaf.
This is not what Feng Lulu wants.
"Feng Lu, you don't have to work as hard as you do now."
"Gao Han, I enjoy my current life very much. Every penny of my current life is earned by myself, and I live a very solid life."
"Feng Lu..."
"Gao Han, I know you are living a decent life now. You sympathize with me and pity me. But I am not that miserable. Xiaoxiao and I are living a good life."
"I feel that God has been taking care of me. When I was desperate, I met you again. I feel that this is enough."
"Is it enough to just solve the problem of children going to school?" Gao Han asked.
Gao Han's eyes were fixed on Feng Lulu's, and he wanted to see the real answer in her eyes.
"That's enough." She has never been greedy, and she has never been delusional.
Even though her family was ruined, she still lived a brave and optimistic life.
Even though life is difficult, she is still grateful to those who have helped her.
Doesn't she hate it in her heart? No.
Hate can only increase people's suffering.
While a person is alive, he or she may look down upon him for the rest of his life, or he may embrace others and gain enlightenment within a room; or he may wander away from home because of his entrustment.
Is having countless wealth happiness?
The happiness Feng Lulu wants is to live a down-to-earth life.
To be continued...