If you are scolded badly, write a single chapter and talk about why you wrote the role of Qin Huairu!
When writing the role of Qin Huairu, I watched the TV series carefully twice. As I watched it, I suddenly felt that this woman was so terrible. She almost controlled He Yuzhu's life.
Does He Yuzhu really not know the purpose of this woman?
I watched it several times, and finally felt that He Yuzhu actually knew that Qin Huairu was controlling his life many times.
But why is He Yuzhu still willing to spend his life foolishly?
This reminds me of another person, a real person.
Let me tell you a story!
The protagonist of the story is a woman who was born in 1989 and died on December 24, 2020!
This woman was very beautiful when she was young. When she was in junior high school, she was called the school beauty. She had long flowing hair and a white skirt.
Unfortunately, before graduating from junior high school, she dated a gangster. Her first boyfriend took away her innocence and ignorance.
Her second boyfriend was when she was seventeen years old. That year she gave birth to a child for that man, and that man took away the most beautiful youth and body in her life.
She met her third boyfriend when she was working. This man was very handsome and planned to take her around the world, but in the end he took her into a wolf den. She was forced to be a chicken for half a year, and was finally taken away by a drifter.
Her fourth boyfriend was that customer. That customer had a family and was twenty years older than her, but he gave her the first warmth in her life.
Her fifth boyfriend was a little gangster who took her flying, took her to have sex, took her to enjoy the last tail of youth, and made her change from a tall beauty weighing 110 pounds to a skinny beauty weighing 75 pounds.
Finally, under strong opposition and intervention from her family, she was brought to her mother. She secretly contacted the gangster and gave him her address.
The other party rode a motorcycle to her door in the middle of the night, threatened her mother with a long knife, and wanted to take her away!
Her mother chose to fight back, but was stabbed. She covered the wound in the stairwell and watched helplessly as the man held her daughter's hand and wandered around the world.
And her mother, that night, died of blood loss after struggling in the stairwell all night.
A month later, her fifth boyfriend was arrested, and she was sent to a mental hospital after learning that her mother had died.
A year later, she was discharged from the hospital and met her sixth boyfriend.
The two were together for three months, and the woman chose to hide everything in the past. Until one day, the woman suddenly broke up with him, and the man was a little confused.
The woman cried and began to tell her past, and when she told one thing after another, the man was confused.
After thinking about it for a few days, the man chose to forgive the other person and face the future life with him.
When a man sees the woman in his arms, he feels pity for her life, so he wants to know her past personally.
By an unexpected coincidence, the man found a QQ space that had a password. He thought about it and finally entered the woman's birthday and successfully entered the space.
The space was filled with diaries. The diaries lasted for more than ten years. It took him one night to read all the diaries, and the man was completely broken down.
It turns out that all the truths she knew seemed to be a joke. She did give birth to a child, and her mother was indeed killed by one of her boyfriends. But all the truths were crueler than those she once cried.
hundred times.
She did suffer from mental illness, not once, but twice. The first time was when she was abandoned by her second boyfriend. The reason for the abandonment was that she threatened the man with her child to marry her, but the man chose to leave her.
After being abandoned by the man, she chose to sell herself. There, she met the customer, who was rich and believed that she was a poor girl. She followed the man home and lived there for two years.
Two years later, she forced her first wife to divorce him, and as a result, she was abandoned again.
That time, she entered a mental hospital for the first time.
Later, she met one boyfriend after another until she met that gangster boyfriend.
While she was dating a gangster, she also dated another boyfriend. She took the initiative to send messages to provoke the gangster. As a result... that night, she saw her mother lying in a pool of blood with her own eyes. She was led away by the gangster with her bare feet.
The starting point of the story goes back to her sixth boyfriend after being admitted to a mental hospital for the second time.
After learning the full truth of the matter, the sixth boyfriend chose to break up.
But this woman chose to cry and apologize, causing the man to fall into endless pain again and again, and finally chose to break up.
In the two years after the breakup, this woman appeared in the life of her sixth boyfriend countless times through chance encounters, pretending to be pitiful, and finally, physical temptation.
It wasn't until the sixth boyfriend found out that less than a month after he broke up with her, he already had a seventh boyfriend. In the past two years, everything he told him was actually a lie.
The sixth boyfriend completely collapsed and chose to end the relationship completely.
Three years later, the sixth boyfriend heard about this woman again, the news of her death.
She chose to visit her son on the New Year's Day, bringing gifts, because that day was her son's birthday, but what she got was hateful abuse and expulsion from her son.
She stood alone on the road opposite her son's house for a long time. It rained heavily that day. She went to the pesticide store on the street to buy a bottle of pesticide in the rain, and drank it all on the road.
She was beaten 120 times and taken to the hospital. The doctor asked her what kind of pesticide she drank. She smiled and did not answer. She kept laughing and said nothing, and finally left in the evening.
Yes, I am that sixth boyfriend. I was depressed for almost five years because of her.
When I heard the news of her death, I was completely stunned. I still couldn't figure out why such a woman who treated men as a plaything chose to commit suicide? She even chose to give up rescuing her in the end.
Until I saw Qin Huairu, I suddenly thought of her for some reason. The two of them seemed to have nothing in common, but I suddenly thought that if I were Silly Zhu, would I choose to continue with the other party after learning the truth?
Live a lifetime?
It's a pity that I'm not Silly Zhu, so I still won't choose her in the end, but He Yuzhu in the TV series knows that the other party has been hanging on her, but still chooses to live with Qin Huairu for the rest of his life.
When I wrote this book, I suddenly wanted to darken Qin Huairu because I thought of her again.
Of course, Qin Huairu's darkening is more about finding someone to rely on, so everyone can judge for themselves whether it is good or bad.
Speaking of this woman, I suddenly remembered the first time I went to her house with her and saw a family photo on her bedside table.
The girl with long flowing hair above is wearing a long white dress. She looks like she is fifteen or sixteen years old. She looks like she has stepped out of a painting. She is standing behind her mother obediently, with happy dimples on her face. I still remember it.
Chapter completed!