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I haven't received news from Tian Yu for a long time. Although I have already sorted out what kind of feelings Tian Yu feels about, Han Feng still smiled at the corner of his mouth. He looked at the little suspense left by Tian Yu here in the letter and continued to go down:

"Mr. Forty, I have read a lot of books in my spare time recently, and many things have happened around me. These things are things I have never thought about since I ran away from home and joined the army.

Director Luo said this when he talked to us female nurses recently:

Out of the need of the revolution, we lesbians also shoulder the burden no less than gay men.

We are responsible for the nurses in the rear of the base area, the military hospital, and we are also making our own contributions to the revolutionary cause of the War of Resistance and have also made indelible achievements.

Of course I agree with this point, and at the same time I feel that I am not as great as Director Luo said. I failed to go to the front line in person and wrapped myself in the body. I feel in private that it is already a kind of cowardice and retreat, so how can it be said that it is an indelible achievement!

Director Luo continued to say.

We stubborn people who have entered the revolution must continue to move forward bravely. In order to achieve greater revolutionary goals, we must be heart-warming. Personal issues are not worth considering. Compared with the interests of our organization and common interests, our husbands and children must even consider them later.

Of course, I had no objection, thinking that this was a fearless spirit of sacrifice for the country.

But female cadres and female revolutionaries should not only devote themselves to the revolutionary cause like gay men, but also get married and have children and keep their families. Director Luo said that this is also a contribution to the revolutionary cause.

I don’t agree with this. Why is personal emotional issues tied to the revolution?

In this way, we women have no choice at all. We have already said that marriage is free. Now that we have joined the organization, we have to choose a man we don’t like for the sake of the organization, and live our lives?

Not staying at home to manage the house, being a housewife, and continuing revolutionary work are considered to be irresponsible to the family and neglecting husbands and children.

But if we, those poor women, really become housewives, will be criticized by those who are interested as unactive and lagging behind, then the so-called husband who actively participates in the revolution will divorce them again.

Oh my God, how could this reason be in this world? It's really incredible. Mr. Forty, do you think so too?

It seems that the world is born unfair to us women. It is fine if the feudal dynasty that has been unfair for thousands of years is about to come out of the darkness and see the light. The small mouth that had already revealed a little light was suddenly ruthlessly sealed down by someone. What a ridicule!

As a result, I have become a little afraid of marriage, as the book that Political Commissar Xu gave me said:

When women cannot get independence and respect, marriage is the grave. We are not afraid of death. When facing death, we can also burst out with courage and responsibility no less than all men. We just don’t want to die inexplicably. Even after death, we have to be buried in the same coffin with a man who makes us feel disgusted...

...Recently Director Luo talked to me, and he said that some teachers liked me and were willing to ask me to be my wife. I think this is a feudal marriage idea.

So what about the division commander, so what about the army commander? Why do they want to ask me to be a wife when they like me? Is it just a kind of goods that can be taken into consideration at any time in their eyes? Do I have no right to be independent of my body and my mind?

Oh my god, this is simply a nightmare.

Mr. Forty, I will lead you as a confidant, so I will tell you about these.

You are a warrior on the battlefield and can face all injustice and difficulties. Even if you face life and death, you will never change your temperament. Maybe you will have good advice or suggestions!

Sorry, maybe these have disturbed your life.

Director Luo came to talk to me again. Don’t worry, my heart is strong. I am willing to contribute my life for the revolutionary cause, but I will never trample on my dignity and freedom.

——Your confidant, Tian Yu”

Han Feng put down his letter and didn't know how to answer for a while.

These free women who advocate pursuing the idea of ​​the new era live between the old era and the new era, constantly changing, and the pain and contradictions during this period can be imagined.

This is a big situation that Han Feng cannot reverse. The only thing he can do is to enlighten Tian Yu's thoughts in a smooth manner. After a long time, Han Feng sat down calmly and began to write a reply.

When Xu Zilin opened the curtain and walked in, Han Feng just finished writing the last word.

Xu Zilin was puzzled, and she saw the opened envelope on the wooden table.

Han Feng naturally heard the footsteps outside the regiment headquarters, but there was nothing hidden.

"Old Han, someone wrote you a letter?"

"Well, Tian Yu wrote it, take a look."

The last three words made Xu Zilin's frown unfold. She picked up the letter Tian Yu wrote to Han Feng and read it carefully.

Compared to a person like Han Feng who has thoughts in later generations, Xu Zilin was significantly more impacted, and perhaps she was a woman, so she empathized with it.

Xu Zilin didn't give her any comments, she just asked, "Have you written a reply?"

"Yeah, I've written it."

"I'll install it for you."

"If you want to see it, just take a look!"

"I don't want to see it, that's the matter between you."

Han Feng was amused and crying, "Is that so, why are you doing with such a pouty mouth?"

"Hmph, just look at it. You asked me to see it, I'm not guilty of being stingy."

Xu Zilin picked up Han Feng's reply, but saw that the font on it was hard and almost penetrated through the back of the paper. Every stroke and every stroke were so vigorous and powerful, just like killing an enemy on the battlefield, and a golden sword and iron horse came to her face.

Hello Tian Yu:

I am very happy that you regard me as a confidant in life. It is said that having a confidant in life is enough in this life. Now if you say this, plus Lao Xu, I, Han Feng, already have two confidants.

I read your letter seriously, and read it word by word. It seemed that a figure had appeared in front of my eyes. A beautiful and gentle woman was struggling to resist the injustice of fate.

What you are right is that this idea is wrong. It is an oppression of new cultural democracy and should never be done with it.

Director Luo is wrong, and I am sure of this, and I will warn Director Luo in a special way that you don’t have to worry about this.

As for marriage, first of all, I must affirmatively deny the marriage arrangement idea mentioned by Director Luo.

Secondly, everyone has their own opinions. For example, for me, talking about marriage now is a completely luxury. War cannot have feelings, at least it cannot have children's feelings. If I hold someone in my heart, then when I go to the battlefield, how dare I let go of my hands and feet and fight with the enemy?

My father is a farmer and doesn’t know any big principles and doesn’t know any big words. However, when he joined the army, his father warned me: It’s okay to marry a wife, but you must wait until you come back from the army.

I think so. Now that you are facing such a dilemma, you can also make a choice with me.

We are revolutionaries and have established solid revolutionary paths to move forward. Of course, we must leave our hearts behind for a while.

In addition, since our organization changed "xx chief" to "xx officer" and called each other comrades, the organization only has different responsibilities and no inequality in rights, but your marriage is still free. Any illegal, unreasonable, and forced requirements that violate organizational discipline are mean and can be sued.

You are you. Keep being a self who pursues your ideals and not be disturbed by external objects. You can regard all this as a tempering and test on the revolutionary road. Forge ahead, you will always be bright.

——Your confidant, Han Feng

Xu Zilin put the letter in the envelope and smiled and said, "Old Han, I'll send the letter for you. In addition, I will contact someone to talk to him on the side of Director Luo."

Han Feng nodded, "Okay, I've saved a lot of worry with you."
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