Chapter 189 Where it begins and ends
Seeing Chen Yao crying like this, Chu Zixian felt a little distressed, so he reached out to hug Chen Yao, but Chen Yao unexpectedly pushed Chu Zixian away with his backhand, and said sobbingly: "Chu, Chu Zixian, let's break up.
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"Are you sure?" Chu Zixian's mood was very calm. He had thought about it in the past few months, but he didn't have the courage to say the word breakup to Chen Yao.
At least the scene of Chen Yao telling him to break up was simulated in Chu Zixian's mind countless times.
"Well, I think we are not suitable for each other. I have two younger brothers. I'm sorry. I don't want to be a burden to you. I'm sorry that I couldn't persist. I'm sorry." After Chen Yao finished speaking, she ran out of the milk tea shop crying.
She really didn't want to talk to Chu Zixian anymore, she was afraid that she would become soft-hearted.
Seeing Chen Yao's back running further and further away, Chu Zixian's lips curved into a smile, and in his heart he wished Chen Yao true happiness in the future.
"Young man, hurry up and catch up." The owner of the milk tea shop is even more anxious than Chu Zixian. He has seen countless couples break up in the shop, and there are very few who are as calm as Chu Zixian.
"Forget it, I can't catch up." After Chu Zixian finished speaking, he turned to the boss and asked for a cup of milk tea.
"Here." The boss quickly prepared the milk tea and handed it to Chu Zixian.
Chu Zixian took the milk tea and drank it slowly. He kept flipping through Chen Yao's previous photos in his hand. When he turned to one, he would stay for a while, then press the delete button to delete it until the end. Chu Zixian drank it.
Milk tea, tears fell silently, only the boss sighed helplessly.
Although Chu Zixian knew that he and Chen Yao might never go back to the past, now that Chen Yao had broken up, he was not willing to pester Chen Yao anymore. After all, he was far from what he was before, and it would be easy for everyone to let go.
But I understand, I understand, thinking about those beautiful memories, Chu Zixian couldn't help but shed tears. He once thought about the scene of breaking up, thought he would be strong, and thought that his feelings for Chen Yao had been exhausted.
, he still underestimated the memories deep in his heart.
Maybe, my brain understands the breakup.
However, the heart is not willing.
Habits that have been practiced for many years cannot be changed in an instant.
In the end, the boss confiscated Chu Zixian's money for the cup of milk tea and looked at Chu Zixian's lonely back as he walked out of the milk tea shop.
Chu Zixian didn't look back and let this relationship end here.
Pretty good too.
Where does it start and where does it end.
Snowflakes were flying in the sky, and the soft white snowflakes hit Chu Zixian's cheeks just like before. However, the boy back then had gradually grown up, and some things and some people had changed after all.
Chu Zixian's sadness came from the bottom of his heart, but Chu Zixian was able to control his emotions better than before. He no longer drank alcohol, nor did he want to hit others to vent his emotions. He just felt empty in his heart.
Looking up at the snowflakes in the sky, Chu Zixian seemed to have no worries in his heart and stood quietly for a long time.
There was no need to work hard to save money. Chu Zixian wanted to spend the New Year with ease, so he resigned from his part-time job at the hotel without much hesitation. Resigning was originally planned, but Chen Yao's breakup accelerated Chu Zixian's decision.
I went to the supermarket to work as before, chatting and laughing with everyone. None of my colleagues noticed that Chu Zixian had just broken up. Only Chu Zixian could clearly feel that his smile was becoming more and more fake, as if he was just trying to cope with social interactions.
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The acting coach also stopped, Chu Zixian just wanted to do something he wanted to do.
In the past half year or so, Chu Zixian has experienced various psychological traumas, and now he feels like it doesn't matter if he has too many lice.
"Xiao Chu, do you want to perform a show at the annual meeting?" The store manager found Chu Zixian and asked him.
"No, I don't have much talent either." Chu Zixian refused with a smile.
"Okay, then you will do the statistics of the annual meeting later and give me the plan." The store manager also said with a smile.
"Okay." Chu Zixian nodded.
The store manager now no longer only treats Chu Zixian with excuses, but also recognizes Chu Zixian's strength. Although Chu Zixian only handles some documents and other tasks, the store manager arranged for Chu Zixian
Chu Zixian can complete every task with great efficiency, so all the processes of the store's annual meeting were handed over to Chu Zixian as the store manager.
Anyway, there was last year's flow chart, and she had to review and sign it in the end, so Chu Zixian felt very relieved.
Opening the folder on the table, Chu Zixian felt an inexplicable irritation. For whom was he working so hard before?
Now that he was the only one left, did he still need to work so hard? What he had ever wanted was not to hang around in the supermarket, at least now he asked himself, he didn't want to hang around in the supermarket either.
Without the pressure from Chen Yao, Chu Zixian was able to face his own heart. He thought carefully about what he had done over the years. It seemed that more often than not, it was all for Chen Yao, and what did he want?
It seems that not many items have been completed.
Shaking his head to dispel these worries, Chu Zixian got busy with the work at hand.
Ideas are ideas, moods are moods, and he will complete his task in the supermarket in one day.
I can't say that I work hard, but I don't cut corners either.
After more than half a year of hard work, Chu Zixian's mentality has become much calmer, and he has learned a lot about this society. Although it is only half a year before graduation, Chu Zixian's growth rate is very fast.
It is said that poor children become rich early, not to mention that Chu Zixian also had a painful experience of abandonment. This is more terrifying than being poor at the beginning. It is easy to go from frugality to luxury, but it is very difficult to go from luxury to frugality.
Returning to the rental house early, Chu Zixian looked at the small and depressing living room with a smile on his face. This place that he hated now felt warm.
When the landlord needed to pay the heating bill, he asked him if he wanted to renew the lease. Chu Zixian did not hesitate and extended the lease for another half year. Maybe after another half year, Chu Zixian would leave here.
Although he has become accustomed to living here, as long as he lives here for a day, he will inevitably think of Chen Yao. He is not sure whether Chu Zixian can completely let go of Chen Yao in the future, but now Chu Zixian confirms that he still can't let go. Although on the surface it seems
It doesn't matter.
An idea came to mind.
He wanted to leave Pingshi, leave this city that made him sad and no longer cared about.
It's not easy to leave just by saying leave. No matter what, we have to pass this year first.
The time of the day slowed down in Chu Zixian's eyes. He began to have time to chat with his colleagues, instead of immersed in catching up on sleep or practicing as before. The work assigned to him by the store manager was not just for completing.
And after completing it, he will spend more energy to think about how to do the job more appropriately.
Finally, Chu Zixian bought the clothes he liked for himself. How long had it been since the last time? It seems to have been when he was a freshman. Anyway, since he met Chen Yao, Chu Zixian had never bought clothes alone.
Chapter completed!