Jiang Yan's complexion changed slightly, and she became nervous and flustered again.

Eager to explain, she stumbled over what happened yesterday.

Most of the parts are comparable to Yan Hua.

The only difference is some details.

It can also be said that the different perspectives and feelings of two people result in the scenery they see being different.

Yan Hua did not take credit for himself at all and spoke very plainly.

Jiang Yan, on the other hand, was much more emotional, incorporating all her worries, panic, and despair.

Including seeing that she was not breathing, with only the last trace of warmth left in her body, she heard that there was still hope, and she made a decisive decision.

At the end of the sentence, Jiang Yan lowered her head, clenched the corners of her clothes with her hands and rubbed them: "I'm sorry, Coco, it's me, it's me who selfishly wants to keep you. I can't accept that you left me like this, and I can't accept you."

It’s such a cruel fact that he died because of me.”

"I made the choice for you, and I wanted you to survive in this way where you can't see the light, have no body temperature, and even need to eat blood."

"It's all my fault. I'm sorry, but I don't regret making such a choice."

Jiang Yan suddenly raised her eyes and met Lu Keke's gaze: "Even if you are like this, at least you are still alive, you can still look at me, you can still talk to me, and you can still stay with me."

"I, I once lost Miaomiao, who was my only good friend."

"When I first came into contact with you and got to know each other, I felt that you were very similar to her."

"The same eyes, the same temperament, the same way I rely on you."

"Without Miaomiao, I can no longer watch you die in front of me with an almost similar suddenness, under the fangs of a vampire."

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you stand in front of my closet. I shouldn't have let you have such a bad experience because of me."

"Everything is my fault. I dare not ask for your forgiveness, but I can't lose you. I..."

Jiang Yan choked up, and her subsequent words were blocked by sobs one after another, and she could no longer speak.

Jiang Yan cried very hard and was very sad.

Lu Keke can be sure that everything she just said is true.

But..., she lowered her eyes and looked at her hand, then touched her heart.

She wanted to smile, but she couldn't bring herself to smile.

She had already recalled the panic she felt at that time before she lost control and ran away yesterday.

That feeling was still piercing her tense nerves, making her scalp feel tight.

It was as if there was a bomb in her head that could explode at any time, blowing up her fragile brain and blowing away the sanity she barely maintained.

Lu Keke touched her heart and had already asked herself this question countless times.

"Hate?"

"How can I not hate it? I have worked hard and survived until now, for what reason? Isn't it just to win the favor of a certain adult, become a blood slave, and live cautiously?"

"But I was implicated and became my friend's scapegoat. I was kidnapped. I was found to have kidnapped the wrong target. Then I was sucked of blood alive and thrown into a dirty corner."

"Although I am not a princess, I am still the daughter of a baron, but I didn't want to end up in such an embarrassing situation at the end of my life."

"Resent?"

"How can I not complain? Is my life really worthless?"

"You have been trampled on by others, do you still need to forgive me generously?"

"Look at me now? I'm not human, ghost or not."

"Originally, I was implicated at that time and I was dead."

"When you die, you have no more thoughts."

"No, at least at that time, besides being afraid, I was also naively worried about the safety of my friends."

"But what about the facts?"

"When I opened my eyes again, my friend was safe and sound, but I became like this."

"It's so cold that I have no body temperature. I don't need to breathe. Although there is blood flowing throughout my body, I just feel cold."

"It's so cold, I can still smell corpses in my breath."

"I really want to feel sick, but I know it's the smell of my own decay."

"Fear, collapse, despair, anger, resentment...all the negative emotions came out, drowning me when I first woke up, and grew exponentially every day I woke up.

"

"How cruel is this kind of life? How long can I persist without being affected by negative emotions until I am completely annihilated?"

...

Lu Keke looked at Jiang Yan complicatedly.

The injustice in her heart was rippling, and the psychological gap between life and death made it difficult for her to calm down.

Her calm face gradually showed fluctuations.

The unwillingness to be manipulated vividly appeared on his face.

Lu Keke couldn't suppress it, but she didn't want to be swallowed up. The struggle on her face was mixed with the pain and despair that she couldn't suppress.

Jiang Yan's heart was broken when she saw it, and she was even more severely hit by such a good friend.

She wanted to step forward, but she remembered Alice's advice and did not dare to provoke Lu Keke any more.

She was afraid, afraid that she would lose control and run away again.

Jiang Yan looked at Lu Keke's ferocious face at a loss, and shouted in panic: "Your Highness, Your Highness Alice, woo, come and take a look, Coco, woo..."

Jiang Yan was sobbing and it was difficult to speak clearly, but she was really scared. She cried loudly and tried her best to call Yan Hua over.

Yan Hua was outside the door and heard clearly what was going on inside.

But she didn't rush in because she wanted Jiang Yan to see clearly the results of her choices.

This result is normal. After the transformation, the vampire is completely different from the living person.

Death is often accompanied by all bad negative energy.

Vampires who are reborn after death are affected by negative emotions all the time.

Generally speaking, people like Jin Lang can disguise themselves as gentlemen.

What is slightly abnormal is that Alice is so moody and needs blood, minced meat, and corpses to suppress the violent factors generated in her body.

The perverted one is probably like Lu Qiong, paranoid, cold, and quite psychotic.

And those who couldn't bear to be devoured were those living zombie monsters whose brains had been reduced to tofu and were imprisoned on the ground floor of the Colosseum, with only instincts left to act.

I want a sunny innocent girl to experience a tragic death after being implicated, and then experience a rebirth without any choice.

Every day I am tortured by all kinds of negative emotions after death, and I breathe the decaying smell of corpses.

She hasn't gone crazy yet, she still retains her sanity, she is really strong.

Lu Keke did not receive such luxurious treatment as Alice.

There is no rose water to improve the smell of the corpse, no rose petals to diffuse the fragrance inside the coffin.

But his sense of hearing and smell were suddenly strengthened.

You can hear the crawling sounds of snakes, insects, rats and ants.

Can smell any subtle smell produced by his own body.

These are extreme and difficult tortures.

It was enough to make the little girl collapse.

Sighing, Yan Hua stepped in after listening to Jiang Yan's desperate cry for help.

The job of cleaning up the mess always falls on her head.
Chapter completed!