Chapter 75: The Past of My Story
I smiled and suppressed the pain in my heart and said to the female police officer, "You are not suspicious of me killing people on purpose, right? That's a thing of the past. I was young and impulsive at that time, so I made a mistake. Since I have fallen and handed over, I must not make a second time. People cannot trip up the same stone twice. What do you think?"
The female police officer did not answer, but was still staring at me. I smiled and looked back at her, "If you have evidence that I was intentional murder, then you can come and catch me."
The female police officer looked at me deeply and stood up, "Thank you for your assistance. If necessary, we will come and ask for assistance in the investigation."
"I am very happy to work with your respected legal guardians."
"Haha, that's great." The female police officer said in a word, "Thank you for your praise. Don't worry, we won't just wrong a good person."
I smiled and said, "I will never let a bad guy go, right?"
The female police officer pointed out, "Just understand." After that, the colleague who came with her said goodbye and left.
I walked to the large floor-to-ceiling window, looked at the bright and beautiful flowers in the courtyard outside, and silently thought about my own thoughts. Wan'er came behind me, gently hugged my waist from behind, put her firm peaks on my back, and asked me gently, "What are you thinking?"
"Why don't you ask me?" I didn't look back and still looked at the flowers and plants outside.
Wan'er said softly, "You said, tell me when you want to. So I won't ask, wait for you to tell me yourself."
I was speechless.
"No!" I suddenly got up from the bed. The nightmare woke me up.
"Juexiao, what's wrong with you?" Wan'er next to me panickedly pulled the bedside lamp, hugged me and asked me anxiously, "What's wrong with you?"
I looked at her, shook my head and smiled reluctantly, "I'm fine. I just had a dream. I'm sorry, I woke you up."
"What dream makes you so scared?" Wan'er gently wiped the cold sweat from my forehead, "Tell me, okay?"
"It's just a dream." I laughed relaxedly, "Why are you still as curious as a child? Okay, go to bed quickly."
Wan'er looked at me and asked me softly, "You have something to worry about, right? Can you tell me?"
I didn't answer her because I didn't know if I should say it.
"Juexiao, I know that your past must have experienced a lot of painful things. So you don't want to mention it. But I am your lover, I want to know your past." Wan'er looked at me with my face full of love, "Forgive me, I don't want to force you. Really. Although this may make you very painful, I still want to understand you thoroughly. I want to share your pain and face the past that makes you sad with you. I want to use my love and tenderness to heal the wounds in your heart. Tell me, okay? I am your lover, and I will stand firmly with you. OK?"
I looked at her, Wan'er's eyes were filled with determination and deep love.
"Okay, I think it's time to tell you." (Dear spectators, wait and be anxious, I'll tell you the answer now!)
I reached out and hugged Wan'er into my arms, "I used to be a prisoner."
"Oh," Wan'er nodded calmly, "I know you were educated by labor for revenge and hurting others."
I looked at her curiously, "How did you know this? How did you know that I didn't have labor education because of revenge and hurt people?"
"I said, don't be angry." Wan'er looked at me uneasy as if she had done something wrong. "In fact, I have sent a private detective to investigate in your hometown..."
"What?" I looked at her in surprise, "You send someone to investigate me?"
"Yes," Wan'er whispered, "Don't get me wrong. I wasn't with you at that time. Because I was very curious about you, I sent someone to your hometown to investigate you, but I didn't do this after we fell in love. I promise."
The dissatisfaction in my original heart soon disappeared. She had not fallen in love with me at that time, and she was just curious about doing this, so she could forgive her. Even now, it is understandable. After all, no one would be at ease to live with someone who doesn’t know any origin or identity. What’s more, she is a lover.
I asked her softly, "Do you know everything?"
"No! What they investigated was only some superficial things, and I don't know the details in it. I still want you to tell me in person."
I nodded, "Then I will tell you my past and the past that made me suffer."
Next, I will start telling Wan'er about my past.
I was born in an ordinary family. My father was a purchaser who had been away for a long time, and my mother was an ordinary worker. My life was very happy when I was a child because I was the only child in the family. My parents gave me all my love. In the name of a movie, my life at that time was a sunny day!
And I did not disappoint my parents' expectations. Since elementary school, I have been a good student in the school, elementary school and junior high school, and then I was admitted to all the key high schools in the city, and successfully entered the third year of high school. If there was no accident, I would be as smooth as university and enter the ivory tower I yearn for, becoming a beautiful boy in the era.
But just as the last semester of the college entrance examination was approaching, bad luck came to me.
My mother was diagnosed with uremia! Kidney transplantation was the only way to save her. This unexpected blow made me no longer want to study to welcome the college entrance examination. My father and I took turns to accompany my seriously ill mother in the hospital, and we had to raise the huge amount of money for kidney transplants everywhere. It was a huge amount of more than 200,000 yuan! This number is undoubtedly an astronomical figure for an ordinary working family like our family.
Go there to find it? I borrowed all my friends and relatives, but in the end I was still missing 50,000. But there was really no place for us to borrow. Almost all the familiar relatives and friends had borrowed it. At this time, we thought of a distant cousin, who is a very wealthy private miner in the local area, with millions of property. Although we don’t have much contact with him, I think he will definitely help us because of the friendship between relatives. He will never refuse to save him, right?
So, my father and I decided to find him to help us.
But, I was wrong! I was wrong! The result was that we were so disappointed! The rich cousin just threw a few hundred dollars to us with pity and said, "I don't have money in my hands, I've all hit the mine. You can think of a way to go for yourself," and sent us out like beggars. Even if I kneel down to him and begged him hard, it would be useless. But you must know that I have never kneeled down to anyone, so I have never kneeled down to anyone!
I know that this 50,000 yuan is nothing to him. Maybe it is just the money for him to invite the officials to a meal, or maybe it is just the cost of singing and having fun with his friends in the bar! But when a life needs his help, he refuses to be generous! Because in his eyes, we are no different from those beggars on the street, not the object of relief, nor the person who deserves his help. But he forgot that we are begging him to save a life!
After learning about our experience of borrowing money, my mother didn't say anything. But that night, in order not to drag us down, my mother jumped down from the hospital without paying attention...
Tears flowed down my face to the bed sheets, and Wan'er silently accompanied me to cry. I looked at her, "It was from that time that I hated these rich people. They only had the love for money in their bones, but they lacked human feelings. Maybe I was too extreme, not all rich people are like this, but I hate, hate those rich people who are unkind and hate their ruthlessness."
"Not every rich man is like this." Wan'er wiped my tears, "Don't impose hatred on everyone. That will make you more hatred and more painful."
I nodded, "Maybe you are right, but this bend will take you slowly to turn around."
After my mother died, I had no intention of going to school. I began to scramble in society. I began to fall into depravity and self-destruction. When my master found out, he found me and gave me a lesson. Then he woke me up. Under the arrangement of the master, I entered a factory and started my own worker life.
There I met Ling Lan. She was the most beautiful girl in the audience and was recognized by the factory. She had outstanding appearance, gentle and quiet personality, and a good family background. My humor and wit also attracted Ling Lan. Soon, we fell in love. Song Jing was also working in that factory at that time, and she and Ling Lan were the best friends.
Love made me forget the pain of losing a loved one for the first time. Happiness returned to my life. That period was my happiest and happiest day. My favorite thing was to lean against my beloved Ling Lan and listen to her play the beautiful song "Dedicated to Alice" for me. At that time, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world.
But bad luck doesn't seem to forget me.
I clearly remember that the day of the incident was April 5, which was the Qingming Festival after my mother's death. Ling Lan accompanied me to visit my mother's grave. In front of my mother's grave, I cried sadly because I was not able to save my mother's life, but she shouldn't have died. It was me that I was incompetent!
During lunch, I drank a lot, so much that I couldn't even remember how much I drank. It was useless to dissuade Ling Lan. I started crying and making a fuss, shouting and screaming like crazy on the side of the road.
The tragedy happened at that time. A speeding car rushed towards Ling Lan and me because of the lack of brakes. After Ling Lan pushed me away, she fell into a pool of blood...
I woke up from my own wine for some reason. I hugged Ling Lan like crazy and held her name in her mouth. The last sentence Ling Lan said to me was - "Juexiao, save me." Then after her beautiful big eyes closed, she never opened again...
When I found out that Ling Lan had passed away and this cruel reality, the pain caused by losing two closest people in succession made me crazy. I rushed towards the boy who was driving, beat him hard, broke his nose, broke his six ribs, and broke his legs. I didn't know at the time that I had already caused a big disaster. The boy I beat was actually the son of a director with real power. The director was furious when he knew that his son was almost disabled and ordered the police to deal with me strictly. Although my father, master, and Ling Lan's parents asked many people to plead for help, in the end, I was sentenced to one year of labor education.
After I entered the refinement center, the director refused to give up. He asked the police there to torture me in a different way. I won't describe those inhuman treatments to everyone. In short, it was very cruel and inhumane. So, since then, I have no good feelings for the "respected" police. Because I was beaten up by them very miserably, very miserable.
If Song Jing hadn't visited me often and comforted me, maybe I would have found someone who tortured me to die together. When I was most miserable and helpless, Song Jing gave me warmth and hope, and love! She pulled me back from the brink of death.
Two years after we came out, we got married. Song Jing's parents were good people, and they did not stop Song Jing from marrying me. They also asked someone to go through the back door and arranged me into the factory where I later fired me to work.
I looked at Wan'er with tears flowing all over my face, "This is my painful past."
Wan'er held my face with tears in her hands, "Juexiao, I didn't expect you to have experienced so many hardships. But everything has passed and the nightmare is over. In the future, I will love you well, care about you, and use my love to heal and relieve pain. Let you have all the love between me and Xiaojing, do you believe me?"
I smiled, "I believe. I will love you well, too. I promise!"
Chapter completed!