Font
Large
Medium
Small
Night
Prev Index    Favorite Next

Chapter 105 Do you love me or not

What surprised me was that the person standing behind me turned out to be - Lin Meifang, didn't she go abroad? When did she come back? Why did she suddenly appear here? For a moment, too many question marks appeared in my mind.

I asked casually, "How come you are here?"

As soon as I said bad words, I wanted to slap myself hard and make me feel so bad. I said this in such a tone. It was obvious that I didn’t want to see what she meant. Meifang was already angry with me. Now, after hearing what I said, according to her temperament, she would definitely angrily turn the scroll and hate me. I should die.

Sure enough, as soon as I said something, Lin Meifang's face, which had just smiled, was immediately covered with a layer of frost, and she snorted coldly from her nose, "Why can't I be here? I'm just annoying to you?"

"No, it's not Meifang, I didn't mean that. I didn't expect that female hero, you will suddenly appear. Your old light skills are getting better and better. You are really coming and going without a trace." I tried my best to make up for my mistakes, and then a classic line from Stephen Chow, "Accident is so unexpected, surprise is so surprising, surprise is so surprising, hahaha."

"Okay, okay" Lin Meifang finally smiled, her face relaxed, and I felt relieved, "Don't learn from Zhou Xingxing's fake smile, I can't become him even if I learn from you."

I smiled, "Oh, my natural performance made you see that it's amazing. I admire you so much."

"Okay, don't be too polite." Lin Meifang glared at me coquettishly, stuffed the cigarette in her hand into my mouth, and reached out to twist it on my cheek, "I'm getting more and more greasy and smooth, and I'm not serious all day long."

Ah? I was slightly embarrassed by the intimate action she made suddenly, and hurriedly took the opportunity to take the cigarette from my mouth and glanced around secretly. Fortunately, there was no one here, otherwise I would have been to outsiders to read it. Tomorrow, it might be a gossip in the newspaper.

"What? Are you guilty?" Lin Meifang noticed my actions keenly and looked at me with a smile, "Are you afraid of being seen by others? Or are you afraid that your wife will find out?"

Of course, we can't show weakness and say casually, "Where is it? I'm so old and I don't know how to write the word "fear". I'm thinking about it. If you can kiss me, I'll be happy, then I'll take advantage of it."

Why did the child start talking nonsense again after he died? How can he make such a joke now? This time she is 80% going to be angry

"Okay." Lin Meifang pouted her rosy cherry lips and smiled and leaned over to me to see her. She didn't seem to be joking at all. She seemed to be really going to kiss me.

I was so scared that I hurriedly reached out to block her and made a stop gesture, "Stop and stop, stop, stop, stop, you are really afraid of you, I surrender, I surrender."

Lin Meifang chuckled, "I know you are not brave, you have always been timid and not like a man at all."

After saying that, a trace of resentment appeared on her face, and her big eyes flashed and stared at me in a flash. I understood that she remembered my previous rejection of her. I couldn't help but feel a little guilty in my heart. Hurry up and change the topic, "When did you come back? Yes, I won't tell me, so that I can pick you up."

"Are you willing to pick me up?" Lin Meifang looked at me faintly, with deep loss in her voice, "I'm afraid you don't want to see me now, afraid of seeing me?"

"Where is it?" I said hurriedly, "Don't forget that we are old classmates and have been good friends for many years-"

Lin Meifang interrupted me dissatisfiedly, "Do you just think I am an old classmate?"

I didn't know how to answer her question for a moment, but she suddenly came back from abroad to find me. Needless to say, I also knew that Lin Meifang's feelings for me have not given up yet, so what should I do?

"Juexiao" Lin Meifang looked at me, "Tell me the truth, do you... love me?"

Do I love her? I thought about it and I believe the answer is yes. Meifang is smart, gentle and considerate, and she should be a good wife. If you don’t love such a woman, she will not love her anymore. She and I have been friends for many years. She used to have deep friendships, and this kind of friendship can easily turn into love, but I rejected her mercilessly. Now you ask me why I rejected her at the beginning. Even if I can’t explain it clearly, it’s definitely not because I hate her.

Lin Meifang sighed softly, "I know, you can't tell whether you love me, but I know that you still have me in your heart. I am not self-indulgent, but because I know you too much. Don't forget, we are good friends for many years, that I know you very well."

I didn't say anything, and I heard her continue to say it, in fact, I don't know what I should say now.

Lin Meifang took a step forward and looked at me and said seriously, "I understand, in your opinion, my approach was completely disrespectful to you, which hurts your self-esteem. But have you heard that? Women in love are stupid. Maybe I want to be with you too much, so I did such a thing. To be honest, it is not all my business that develops into what I later. You also have certain responsibilities?"

"Me?" I looked at Lin Meifang in confusion, "I have a responsibility, too?"

"Yes" Lin Meifang nodded affirmatively, "You are angry and angry, and even reject me not just because I hurt your self-esteem as a man. You are so angry because of your inferiority. Think about it, is it reasonable for what I said?"

I thought for a while and nodded, "Yes, what you said makes sense, maybe I didn't notice it at that time, but now I think about it, I did have a strong sense of inferiority in my heart at that time. The women around me are all excellent, so I feel inferior, so I hate others' arrangements for my life, so I can't tolerate others' disrespect for me a little bit."

I smiled self-deprecatingly, "I got angry, I refused ruthlessly. To put it bluntly, it is all to hide my inner inferiority. For the sake of my own face as a man, is it a bit ridiculous?"

Lin Meifang nodded slightly, "But I ignored these things at that time, so I messed up the matter. Maybe I should think more about your feelings at that time. If you change the method, maybe you won't make things like this. I'll blame me for this-"

"Okay, let's not talk about the old sesame and bad stuff in the past." I interrupted her, "Yesterday has passed. People cannot always live in memories. There is no regret in this world. What are your plans to come back this time? Are you still leaving?"

Meifang looked at me a little sadly, "You just want me to leave?"

I was about to defend myself, but Meifang laughed and said first, "No, I won't leave, I decided to stay and not leave after I come back."

I smiled, "Okay, welcome overseas wanderers to the embrace of the great motherland, welcome you to return to your hometown, and return to your roots."

"You know why I came back and why I didn't leave, right?" Lin Meifang did not smile, but looked at me seriously. "To be honest, your ruthless rejection at that time made me sad and disappointed me very much. I once swear that I will never forgive you, so I decided to leave here. I wanted to go abroad and never come back. Living alone abroad quietly let time dilute the feelings in my heart. Maybe time can make me forget all this - including my feelings for you."

A bitter smile appeared on Lin Meifang's face and she shook her head gently, "But I failed, I can't do it because after I got abroad, I realized that I miss you and always think of you involuntarily every day. Even in my dreams, I am the shadow of you, a guy who loves and hates you."

Meifang looked at me, her beautiful eyes were filled with deep affection, "When I was abroad, Xiaojing and Yufei were afraid that I would be lonely and often contact me, and they often talked about you. So, I know everything that happened here is that you were injured and hospitalized. I don't know how worried I was that I wanted to fly back to see you immediately. But when I think of your indifference, I hate you that you never want to see you again, but I can't help but want to come back to visit you immediately. I was tortured by my own conflicts. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to forget you. I heard that you were caught in prison this time, and I can't help but I'm afraid of you again.

I remembered the sad memories of the past, so I rushed back overnight by plane, and came here directly after getting off the plane. Actually, I thought for a long time before I realized that I was too stupid at that time. I shouldn’t be angry with you, and I shouldn’t leave you. I have to work hard to fight for your happiness. So I came back to strive for my own happiness.”

I looked at her silently, while thinking in my mind what I should do? How should I face this relationship?

We stood quietly and looked at each other without saying a word

After a while, I finally made a decision and asked her softly, "You still don't want to give up?"

Lin Meifang nodded and looked at me affectionately, "I think I will never give up again in my life."

I smiled slightly and waved my hand, "Meifang, don't say so much, it's a long time for a lifetime. Who knows if there are any changes and won't talk about this for now. I want to ask you a very important question, is it OK?"

"What?" Lin Meifang looked at me with a little disappointed disappointment

I looked at Meifang's big black eyes and asked softly, "I want to know if you are still willing to be with me now?"

"You, you mean-" Meifang looked at me in surprise, her face filled with surprise and shocked by this unexpected result.

"Yes," I nodded seriously, "If you still like me, then let's start?"

After all the ups and downs and downs of this period, I understand many truths. Yesterday is already a memory, and tomorrow I just hope that what I can really have is now and the most important thing to grasp. The ultimate goal of life is to pursue happiness and have happiness. If that is the case, why bother yourself and the people around you?

"You mean-" Meifang looked at me in a daze, "You mean...you agreed?"

"Yes, why don't you want to? I figured it out that life is just a few decades. Why don't you let yourself live happily every day? You're worried about this and that all day long, why do you care about so much?" I smiled and gently pulled Meifang's little hand, hugged her in my arms, "Just let yourself and the one you love live happily."

"Juexiao" Meifang suddenly hugged my neck and buried her head in front of my chest and started crying.

"Hey, why are you crying suddenly? Why are you so sad suddenly? What's wrong with you?" Why am I crying so hard by her crying?

"I'm not sad, you're so stupid..." Meifang looked up at me, with tears hanging on her gorgeous face, as beautiful as pear blossoms with rain, so beautiful that she was so stunning that she was sobbing and said softly, "I... are happy..."

I laughed, "Damn it turns out that you are happy. It doesn't matter if you are happy. People across the country must urgently mobilize to disturb Hong rescue."

"Go and talk poorly" Meifang smiled happily and reached out to twist her hand gently on my face, "Bad guy"

"I am a bad guy, but there is no such thing as, 'Men are not bad, women don't love.' It is because I am a bad guy that you love me so much. This is called - 'The sword is given to heroes, and beauty loves bad guys'"

"You're poor." Meifang gently hit me, her face full of joy and happiness."

"Actually, it's my fault. I made things complicated and messed up very simple." I sighed and hugged Meifang gently, "Since we love each other, just be together, don't worry about anything, because true love is invincible, it never needs to worry about anything."

I gently held Meifang's beautiful face with my hands and gently wiped away the tears hanging on her cheeks. "Meifang, I will never let you cry again in the future. I want you to live happily every day. I want to make your face a happy smile every day. This is the only thing I can promise. I believe I will do it."

Meifang nodded heavily

"You just asked me if I love you or not. Now I will tell you the correct answer - love me and love you." I looked at Meifang with affectionate eyes, "Maybe, the love I give you is not as much as you give me, but I promise that I will love you wholeheartedly. Do you believe me?"

Meifang nodded again with a heavy emphasis

I gently leaned down and grabbed Meifang's two wet red lips. When I kissed her passionately, Meifang was also moved. She responded to me affectionately. The more we kissed, we became more and more enthusiastic, and she completely forgot where we were.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Chapter completed!
Prev Index    Favorite Next