In the early morning, I opened my eyes from my sleep. The first thing that came into my eyes was Tang Wan'er's beautiful face and her eyes that were much brighter than the brightest stars. She was looking at me affectionately with her hands on her back.

Seeing me wake up, she smiled and asked me softly: "Are you awake? Are you hungry? I'll go and ask someone to prepare breakfast, what do you want to eat?"

I suddenly sat up, as I had a premonition, her and I were naked. Although I had no clear memory of what happened last night, I knew everything in front of me, and I knew what happened to me and her.

I got up and walked aside, picked up my clothes that I threw there, and put them on silently.

Tang Wan'er jumped out of the bed in panic, hugged my waist from behind without wearing clothes, and asked me anxiously, "Juexiao, what's wrong with you? What are you doing?!"

I separated her hands holding my waist, and turned back to look at her two steps before: "We both had faults last night, so I don't want to say anything more. Since things have happened, they cannot be changed. But I don't want to let the mistake continue. So, let's go our own way in the future."

After I finished speaking, I turned around and continued to wear my own clothes.

Tang Wan'er rushed over as if she was crazy and hugged me tightly and didn't let go, shouting, "No! I won't let you go! I won't let you treat me like this!"

I sighed and said, "Don't do this, we are all adults, I hope you can be more rational. Yesterday we all drank too much and were drunk. Just think that what happened was a dream."

"No! I'm not drunk! I'm not drunk at all!" Tang Wan'er turned to me and said excitedly: "I did that intentionally, I'm really not drunk! I love you, so I'm getting you in this way. I love you! Do you know?"

I looked at her in surprise: "What did you say? Did you mean to do this?"

"Yes!" Tang Wan'er had a firm look on her face: "I love you, so I got you with such disgraceful means. Because I love you very much! I want to keep you by my side, I want to keep your love!"

She always gave me the feeling of being gentle, elegant, and generous. I never thought that she would use the opportunity of me to have sex with me, which surprised me.

I looked at her calmly, "I don't want to blame you. I know you long for love and long for being loved. But you have to know that I am already a married man. I love my wife very much. We can't be together! That's all I want to say."

"Don't you love me?" Tang Wan'er's eyes were filled with pity. "Don't you like me?"

"We have only known each other for a few days, how could I fall in love with you?" I smiled faintly, "Love is not a foaming agent, it comes as soon as you say. Have you never heard the saying "True love will be seen over time"?"

"But I love you!" Tang Wan'er's tone was firm, "I fell in love with you from the first sight. I didn't lie, believe me."

I shook my head and said, "That doesn't matter anymore. I said, just think that what happened last night was a dream. Whether you really love me or fake it, it doesn't matter. I'm leaving."

"Okay, I won't stop you. Go..." Tang Wan'er made a few steps away, tears rolling in her eyes, "I woke up from the dream, I still have nothing. This world really makes me have nothing to nostalgic for..."

"What do you want to do," I stared at her coldly, "threatening me? I tell you, I won't eat this! Even if you want to die, I will never stop you."

"You actually said that?" Tang Wan'er, tears flowed down her face, and her rosy lips trembled, "Are you not sad at all if I die? Was it? I used to think you were a kind-hearted person, and I was really disappointed..."

Tears are always the most powerful weapon for women to deal with men. Looking at her heartbroken and pitiful look, my heart softened and I almost said surrender. But I soon thought of Song Jing at home. I had made a mistake and I was very sorry for her. How could I make a more serious mistake? Do I still have a conscience? Do I still have the face to see her and that well-behaved daughter? But looking at Tang Wan'er's heartbroken and pitiful look, I really didn't dare to leave, for fear that she would do something stupid when she was impulsive. The trouble would be great.

"You are more rational. We are adults and should learn to deal with problems calmly." I wanted to persuade her to forget about this. "We were both drunk yesterday, so we let something that shouldn't have happened. But we can't make mistakes again and again. You must know that I already have a wife and a daughter. It's impossible for me and you to be together."

"I said I was not drunk last night. Why can't we be together?" Tang Wan'er said while crying: "I don't expect anything. I just want you to have time to see me and accompany me... Don't worry about me destroying your family. I won't do that... I just want someone to talk to me about my confidant. I'm too lonely... I only have such a little pitiful request. Can't you even satisfy me?"

I shook my head and said, "I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of?" Tang Wan'er wiped the tears from her face, "I said I will not break up your family, nor will I ask for more. I just want to find a companion. Do you know?"

"I'm afraid I can't control myself." I think I should make it clear. "You are a very beautiful and charming woman, with great temptation. I'm afraid that if I get along with you for a long time, I will really have emotional involvement. That's the result I don't want to see. Although I can't say I'm a good person, I have a conscience. I don't want to be sorry to my wife, so we'll go our own way in the future."

"Since you are afraid of this, can we just be friends? I promise not to talk to you about feelings again. We are just pure friendship, okay?"

I shook my head and rejected her words: "I don't believe that there is any so-called platonic spiritual love in this world. Once men and women spend a long time together, physical relationships that transcend friendship will inevitably occur. What's more, we already have such a relationship, which is even more difficult to control."

Tang Wan'er seemed to find that my attitude was loose, "I promise I will never make such a mistake again."

"Is it guaranteed to be useful?" I shook my head and said, "Speaking and doing are always different. You may not be able to do it when you say it. I hope you should be more awake."

"I am very rational and sober!" Tang Wan'er said seriously, "I just love you, I love you very much. I do this to keep my love. I don't want to lose it, otherwise my heart will be completely broken."

"You keep saying that you love me, then what do you love me? Do you understand me? You are seeking medical treatment in a hurry."

Tang Wan'er shouted: "I'm not! I really love you! I love you're funny, my kindness, my considerateness. Do you know? Last night, when you arranged for me to celebrate my birthday, I suddenly realized that I love you so much, and I can't live without you. That's why I took the initiative... that way. Do you believe it?"

"What do I have to love? I am a poor boy, no money, no formal job, and have children from marriage. I can't think of any place I have to love."

Tang Wan'er looked at me, and I saw the deep affection and love like a sea in her eyes: "I don't know how I fell in love with you. But does love need a reason? You love to eat chicken, but can you tell me why you love to eat chicken? Love does not need a reason. If you have a reason, it is not pure love."

I really can't say anything to refute her. I remember that before Song Jing married me, I also had this question for her. Her answer was surprisingly similar to Tang Wan'er. She also said that she had no reason to love me. She loved me because she loved me and there was no reason at all. I don't know who said that women will lose their minds in the face of love and become impulsive organisms. I think it makes sense, at least I met two.

I was still thinking hard about how to convince Tang Wan'er, but she didn't allow me to think.

Tang Wan'er came over and grabbed my hand, looked at me affectionately and said, "Juexiao, I want to be with you, I really love you. I can swear this. And I promise that I will never do anything that hurts your family, and will not let anyone know about our relationship. I will not bother you all day long. Is this OK? Will it be good to let us be together?"

I looked at her, and her beautiful face was filled with expectations and desires. When my heart softened, I almost agreed to her. But my reason made me realize that I could not do this.

I said flatly, "No! I still can't agree."

A strong sense of sorrow appeared in Tang Wan'er's eyes, "Okay, let's just be friends later."

I nodded and walked towards the door. When I walked to the door, I turned around and said, "I don't think I will go to your bar to sing again in the future."

"Why?!" Tang Wan'er looked at me in shock.

"I think it's better not to meet again. This is good for you and me."

Tang Wan'er's tears flowed down and sobbed, "I have promised you... I won't bother you anymore. Isn't that enough?... I just want to see you every day, but... you have to deprive me of this little happiness. You... so cruel... I understand... Okay, you go..."

I saw despair in her eyes, which was a desperate look. I was shocked, knowing that my words really hurt her heart this time, making her really unloving! I didn't expect that she loved me so much that she could really make me feel unforgettable. My refusal to reject her so ruthlessly might really make her do something stupid.

"Don't think about it all. I..." I couldn't find a reason to convince her, and I didn't know what I should say.

"I have nothing to do. You go." Tang Wan'er's eyes suddenly became dull, and she said to me without expression on her face, "I want to stay alone and quietly for a while."

The more she said this, the more scared I was. I hurriedly walked over and grabbed her shoulder, "Don't you do this, calm down, do you understand? Don't do anything stupid!"

"No one wants me anymore... Everyone hates me, only dad is nice to me..." Tang Wan'er seemed to have heard me say nothing, lowered her head and muttered to herself, "I'm going to find dad, I'm going to find my dad..."

I was really scared, and she really had a desire to die. How could I watch her die?

I yelled, "Tang Wan'er!"

Tang Wan'er seemed to have been awakened from a sudden shock, and looked up at me. Suddenly, she cried loudly and threw herself into my arms, hugging me desperately, "I won't let you go! I beg you not to leave! You are the only hope in my life... I can't lose you anymore, just treat it as you pity me or give me charity, I beg you not to leave me... Don't leave, I beg you..."

My firmness softened in her miserable and sad cry, and my determination disappeared in her rushing tears. I knew I could no longer refuse her, alas! Is there any way, who made me soften!
Chapter completed!