Chapter 87: Pity is not love (Part 2)

I grabbed Wen Qiao's shoulder and said, "Tell me, what happened? Have you fallen in love with someone else?"

"Brother," Wen Qiao's expression was calm, her voice was very low, "Don't be excited for now, okay? You've hurt me..."

Then I realized that I was a little too excited, and my hand holding her shoulder was too strong. I hurriedly let go of my hand, "I'm sorry, I'm too impulsive. Are you okay?"

Wen Qiao shook her head, "Nothing."

I tried my best to calm my emotions, tried my best to restrain myself and asked her gently, "Why did I suddenly reject me? Can you tell me what the reason?"

“Because the feelings between us are not love.”

"What are you talking about?" I looked at Wen Qiao in a little surprised, "Why do you say that?! You know I love you because I know you love me."

"No!" Wen Qiao shook her head slowly, "Like it is not love, and pity cannot replace love."

"What does it mean?" I looked at her calm face in confusion.

Wen Qiao smiled and looked up at me, "Brother Fang, have you thought about it carefully? Do you really love me?"

"Why do you say that? Of course I love you!" I took out the diamond ring made for her in NY City from my pocket, "Look, this is what I bought for you, I really love you. Come and let me put it on for you."

"No!" Wen Qiao smiled faintly, "Thank you Brother Fang. I can't ask for this!"

"Why?!" I looked at her in a little surprised, "Tell me, what happened this month? Why did you become like this?"

I don’t know what happened this month, but it made her attitude towards me a big turn of 180 degrees, and I couldn’t adapt to it.

"I thought about it carefully when you were injured." Wen Qiao glanced at the diamond ring in my hand, "Do I really love you? Do you love me? The final answer made me unable to believe it myself. I found that there is no love between us at all."

"What's your reason?" I quickly denied, "Don't you believe in my feelings for you? I think you are thinking about it, and I'm sincere to you."

Wen Qiao looked into my eyes, "Brother Fang, can you listen to me and say it all? After listening to it, you will know why I said that."

Seeing me nodding, Wen Qiao continued, "I was really anxious when I heard the news of your injury. But no one thought of asking me to fly to M Country together. Although I really wanted to go, I really couldn't say it out loud, so I asked Sister Yufei and the others to take me with me. After all, our relationship has not been confirmed yet. I thought that when you wake up, I would call me to come over. Unexpectedly, I never waited for your call."

My heart sank, and then I realized that I had made an unforgivable mistake. I actually forgot to let Wen Qiao go to M Country to see me. This was an unforgivable big mistake.

I grabbed Wen Qiao's hand and quickly apologized, "I'm sorry, Qiao Qiao. I was really negligent at that time. It's me wrong, I deserve to die. But you have to believe that I didn't do this intentionally, I--"

Wen Qiao laughed and interrupted me, "No need to say anything. Brother Fang, I know you are a kind-hearted person. You wouldn't do this on purpose. It was because you neglected for a while that I forgot me. However, I began to think at that time. Why are you so careless? Why did you just forget to ask me to go to your side? After thinking for several days, I finally came to a conclusion. There is no real love between us at all. Your love for me is mercy, to be more precise."

I suddenly interrupted Wen Qiao's words, "No! I am sincere to you, you have to believe me!"

"Brother Fang, can you listen to me continue?" Wen Qiao interrupted me with a smile, "Actually, from the beginning to now, your feelings for me are the feelings between brothers and sisters. You have never regarded me as your lover."

I was about to speak, but Wen Qiao interrupted me, "Don't refute me first, listen to me finish my words. Remember when we met again at the stewardship gate? You said, "I only have the kind of love for you now for my sister. Give me some time to move me, and let me fall in love with you slowly, okay?"

I didn't think about it carefully at that time, but now when I think about it carefully, I realize that it was all the things you said to perfunctorily. If you say so, it means that you have no love for me at all. Love is the product of the joint efforts of both parties. If there is only one-sided efforts, then is it still love? So from the beginning to the end, you are the kind of love that brother and sister for me, not true love."

Then I realized that I said so. Now that I think about it, there is something wrong with what I said at the beginning. It is indeed wrong. How can I tell a girl who loves you like this? I am so stupid!

"Qiaoqiao, I just said it casually, but in fact I didn't mean that at all." I had to bite the bullet and explain, "I'm really not perfunctory to you, believe me."

Wen Qiao stared at me with her black eyes, "Brother Fang, I know you are talking casually, but I know that is your true words. Because in your heart, you have always regarded me as a little sister who needs someone to take care of, not a woman who needs you to love. Your feelings for me are not love."

"Qiaoqiao," I looked back at Wen Qiao's eyes and asked in a low voice, "Tell me, have you fallen in love with someone else? That's why you want to leave me, right? If that's the case, I hope you can tell me frankly that I want to hear your truth."

Wen Qiao glared at me angrily, "Brother Fang, why are you talking like this?! Do you think I'm lying?! Who do you think I'm a lie?! I'm not in love with you? Is this kind of person in your eyes? It seems that you don't understand me at all. Your words really disappoint me!!"

Wen Qiao finished speaking, and turned around and walked out the door. I hurriedly grabbed her, "Wait, Qiao Qiao, I don't mean that. Can you listen to me and finish your words?"

"Brother Fang, maybe my words are not nice. In fact, you know in your heart that what I said to you just now is the truth. But you can't accept it. I feel incredible. I guess I rejected you for other reasons." Wen Qiao smiled, "Actually, to be honest, it's your vanity that is causing trouble. Any man who is rejected by a woman will feel hurt, especially if you think I will definitely agree to it, and I will feel even worse. So I want to find an excuse for myself to comfort yourself and make myself feel better. But I clearly tell you that I left you not because I fell in love with others, but the latter for other reasons. I said it now and thought it over carefully. I don't want to make us both more painful for this in the future."

I didn't know what I should say, I really didn't know what I should say. Wen Qiao didn't say anything. We both stood there silently, speechless for a long time.

"Brother Fang," Wen Qiao finally spoke. "Let's not deceive ourselves. There is no love between us at all, there is a love between brother and sister. I have thought about it these days, but I actually don't really love you. And my feelings for you are not that kind of pure love."

I looked up at her in surprise. What does she mean? Did she turn out to be her friendship with me fake?

"Don't be surprised." Wen Qiao seemed to see my thoughts, "I didn't lie to you before, let alone lie to you. I have been thinking about it for a long time these days before I came to this conclusion. When we met, it was the time when I was the loneliest and most helpless. At that time, my world was dark, without sunshine, without hope, and without future. At this time, you appeared, and I woke up from the desolation. Let me regain the courage and confidence of life. It should be said that I was right at that time.

Your feelings are more grateful than you like, and it is not the kind of love between men and women. As the contacts later increased, I discovered many of your advantages: kindness, humor, a sense of justice, and willing to help others. From then on, I felt that I began to like you. I thought I was falling in love with you. But now thinking about it, at that time, I actually just wanted to find spiritual sustenance and hope to live. I was still grateful for your feelings and extra love. That was not true love."

"But when I rejected you, why did your reaction be so big?" I asked her in confusion, "You scolded me at that time, and... are these fake?"

Wen Qiao shook her head and said, "No! That's not fake. I might have had such a big reaction because I regarded you as my only place to support me. And there was also the shame and annoyance of being rejected. To put it bluntly, it was the same as your reaction just now, an anger that was ignored. Feeling the anger after being teased by others. What I can't get is the best. Maybe this sentence means this. Do you think I'm right?"

I don't know how I should answer this girl. Is it true that she said? There is no love between us...

"Brother Fang." Wen Qiao glanced at the diamond ring I was still holding in her hand, "I am a little willful girl. Maybe my personality is a bit extreme and a bit stingy. But I am not a pretty unreasonable girl. I am not particularly smart, but I am not stupid either. I know that you do this more to pity me, or even pity me. But I am a strong man, and I don't need others to treat me like this. So, I will not accept your feelings. I'm sorry."

I smiled self-deprecatingly, raised the jewelry box containing the diamond ring in my hand and looked at it, "It seems that I am a little bit self-indulgent."

"Brother Fang," Wen Qiao looked at me, with sincere thanks in her eyes, "I thank you for helping me get rid of the pain in my most difficult time. Maybe I'm disappointed and angry with me when I do this. But I still have to do this. I am a person who likes to confess. I ask you, does this make you feel embarrassed and embarrassed?"

I asked with a wry smile, "What do you think?"

Can I not be angry? I confessed my relationship with Wen Qiao in front of Song Jing and the others, and won their understanding. I thought everything would go smoothly. But who knew that it would be like this now! I couldn't help but feel a little angry with Wen Qiao. How do I explain this when I go home?

"You may not like to listen to what I say, but you are my elder brother. I treat you as my relative, and I still want to tell you some things honestly. You are not like this because you really love me, but just feel that you have no face. You think you are excellent, and I shouldn't reject your love. But why should I accept your love? Just because you are rich now, are you a billionaire? But I want to tell you that it is precisely because you have status and status that I consider breaking up with you."

"What does this mean?" I really don't understand her words.

"It's very simple. I just said that I am a very strong person. To be honest, if it were only Sister Jing and Sister Wan'er, I would consider being with you. But now there are too many confidants around you. You also know my personality, and I can't tolerate it at all."

"Yufei's personality is as fierce as you, why can't she do it?"

"Sister Yufei is Sister Yufei, and I am Wen Qiao. We are two people, and you can't let everyone accept the same lifestyle. She can accept it, but I can't. I am different from her. First, my personality is very stubborn, second, I don't have the energy she has like. Third, I may not have the deep love and true love she has for you. But the most important thing is that I can't integrate it."

"What the hell do you want to say? What fusion?" I was completely confused by her, "What the hell do you want to say?"

"To be honest, I can't be able to serve as a husband with Sister Jing and others. I can't integrate into Sister Jing and others' circle, and I can't get along with them like sisters. Although it's the 21st century now, you still have to admit that this society still has a hierarchical concept." Wen Qiao smiled, "I can't help but admit that in terms of origin, sister Wan'er and others are too far apart. We have too few common languages. Even if I really become your woman, I can't get along well with them. Although I know that they are all very kind people, different life experiences and different growth environments make it difficult for us to get together and become good sisters who can talk about everything."

Then I suddenly realized that Wen Qiao and Yufei and the others were very kind to each other when they met, but they were just polite and polite. They were definitely not the kind of intimacy that sisters in the boudoir.

"But didn't Ruoxue get along well with them?"

"Although there is a story about Cinderella, don't expect her to happen to every child." Wen Qiao shook her head and said, "Ruoxue has a gentle and gentle personality. It's different from me. She can do it, but I can't. Brother Fang, if you think about my words carefully, you will understand that what you are saying is the truth. Now that we are over, we are very good to me and you. Can you be sure to love me like Sister Aijing and Sister Yufei?"
Chapter completed!