Chapter 247: My name is Fangge 1(1/2)
Chapter 247: My name is Fangge (1) Tangni's hand stopped on the scar, and her nails scratched the extremely ugly scar. She didn't know where this scar came from, but she felt that it seemed to suppress everything she had.
Love. [26nbsp;] For some reason, An Zexi's question made her feel a deep pain and burning feeling in her heart. She sat on the sofa and did not dare to look at him. Even so, she could not block the strong emotion in his words.
of injury.
"Do you think she would be happy if she saw me in hell? If this is what she wants and she has already seen it." There was something cold in An Zexi's ghostly eyes.
Ever since he knew she had left, he no longer understood what else in life was fast. He lived not just for himself, but for his two children. If one day he was no longer alive, he would at least let them
It is his responsibility and obligation as a father that his children can live without worries about food and clothing, and he cannot abandon them.
In her embarrassment, An Zexi's words were like a magic voice, disturbing the peace and tranquility in Tangni's heart. After a long time, she slowly raised her head to look at him, but there was guilt and even fear in her eyes.
"I don't know..." Her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and Tangni's voice was light, as if it was filled with a little bit of sadness like lilac flowers in the rain.
"You don't know, you should know it best." An Zexi's words were like knives, and his eyes were as sharp as eagles. He looked at her firmly with his scorching eyes, not asking her to escape anymore. He was already really tired.
, I was tired from the moment she left,
Now he is even more tired. He is too tired to lift his hands or even open his eyes. If he had the strength, he might stretch his claws towards her like an eagle. If he still had the strength, he would definitely use
Her eyes told her that she was the cruel one.
Tangni covered her aching head, shook her head, and said in a state of mental breakdown: "Don't ask me, I don't know anything."
An Zexi's lonely eyes circled the person in front of him. He really wanted to hug her or kiss her gently to block out all the pain in her body, but he didn't want to now.
"Go back!" Anzexi glanced weakly at Tangni. He was also tired today. The wound seemed to be torn open again and again, and his trembling hands used the needle to pass over the flesh again and again. He was tired.
At least I don't want to force her now. "I will handle the wanted order, but I just want you to tell me whenever you go or where you go."
Tangni left the room in a daze and walked quietly along the cobblestone path in the courtyard. There was a driver waiting for her outside the door. She got in the car and vaguely reported an address.
The driver was a little surprised, but he sent her back at the address she said.
"Miss, we're here." The driver hesitated and called the people in the car.
Tangni's mind was a little unclear. She got out of the car and stood blankly on the side of the road. Where was this place? Why did she know this place? It was obvious that she had never been here. Looking up, the tall and lush trees seemed to be one after another.
The vines intertwined in mid-air, forming a unique small world like an arch bridge. Old houses, blackened walls, and scattered green potted plants hanging on the windowsill. She had never been here before, but she knew the address.
The driver stood outside the car. He hesitated and asked, "Miss, are you sure you are here?"
"Yeah." Tangni glanced at the driver and walked leisurely into the community. The place seemed a bit familiar, and the familiarity gave her a headache. The old six-story building still retains the Soviet-style architecture of the past, which is heavy and heavy.
It was simple and unpretentious. It was obviously a strange place, but it made Tangni feel more familiar.
She seemed to have no hesitation as to which way to go. She turned on her toes automatically. To the left and then to the right, then around a small flower garden, and finally arrived at the door of a six-story old building. She looked up at the sixth floor.
, seems to have been here before.
Sitting on a chair by the flower garden, Tangni felt a little headache. The story Anzexi told was like a small earthworm, bit by bit turning out the flat and compacted things in her head. A little bit of air
, pieces of memory began to slowly return to their original places following An Zexi's words. Her head seemed to explode. Tangni had an unbearable headache, and she lay swaying on the chair unable to move.
"Miss, what's wrong with you? Do you want to go to the hospital?" The man's voice was filled with concern and even a bit familiar. Tangni slowly and reluctantly sat up from the chair.
Imprinted on the eyelids was a handsome face, beautiful eyebrows, and the center of the eyebrows was quiet and elegant, revealing a little bit of elegance. The man's skin was very white, but he looked healthy. Such a face actually made her feel a little bit
Familiar, even like deja vu. Has she seen this man before? She frowned and thought for a long time. It seemed that she had never seen this man before.
"Miss, do you want me to take you to the hospital?" The man continued to ask caringly, reaching out to hold Tangni's arm. The hand was not very strong, and he was even a little cautious to avoid misunderstanding.
Tangni looked at the man in front of her dimly, and she shook her head.
"I see you are pale, do you really not need to go to the hospital?" As if he was afraid that Tangni would faint at any time, the man asked again. Tangni shook her head, she didn't want to go to the hospital. In the past few years, what she was most afraid of was going to the hospital.
Hospital. Most children mention hospitals as needles and needles, but when she mentioned hospitals, they were all bright red. She was afraid of hospitals, and even hated them extremely.
When Tang Zhaoxi came back from outside, he saw a woman lying on a chair. He was a little worried, so he came up to ask. For some reason, looking at that figure, he felt like his sister was back. But he knew in his heart,
My sister will never come back no matter what.
In the past six years, he would often recognize the wrong person. On the street, when he saw some figures from behind, he would always look at them a few more times unconsciously. It was only after being disappointed again and again and experiencing pain again and again that he truly understood
Understand the meaning of death. If you really die, then there will be nothing. There will be no more Tang Fangge in this world, and there will no longer be a sister.
There was a bit of regret in his eyes. This mediocre face was not a singing face, but her figure looked similar. Tang Zhaoxi couldn't help but rub his forehead, feeling that he seemed to be suspicious again.
"Are you feeling unwell?" Tangni couldn't help but ask when she looked at the man in front of her who was asking if something was wrong. His face was a little pale and there was a deep sadness in his eyes.
Tang Zhaoxi smiled bitterly and said: "I'm fine, I just see you as one of my relatives."
"Is it really similar?" Tangni's bright eyes seemed to have a little light, and she looked directly at the man in front of her. She had seen this face somewhere, and was even deeply familiar with it.
, engraved in my mind.
"It really looks a lot like my deceased sister." Tang Zhaoxi couldn't help but feel a little tenderness in his eyes. For some reason, he felt a little familiar with this woman when he saw her, and was even willing to have a conversation with her.
"Sorry." Generally speaking, such questions should not be asked. Asking such questions will only make others more sad. Tangni was a little embarrassed. She should not have brought up other people's sad past. Today, she has seen
There was enough sadness and pain, and she didn't want to see more. Her heart was limited, and she didn't want to see that look again and again.
"Haha, it's okay, she has been dead for six years. If it was the year she just passed away, I would be really sad, and I can't even forget it. As long as I talk about it, I don't know how to burst into tears.
I came down, but I'm much better now. At least I don't think of so many things anymore, I'm just a little sad." Tang Zhaoxi sat down, his eyes flying in the air, a touch of sadness, but looking at
At least he won't be hurt too deeply when he comes out.
Tang Ni sat next to Tang Zhaoxi, listening to him talking, and seemed to feel that her heart could calm down.
Speaking of past events, many of them are actually very trivial things. Many times, Tang Zhaoxi himself couldn't help laughing or feeling a little sad as he talked about it. He talked about how he always quarreled with his sister when he was a child, because he didn't
She always wanted to help her, but she was beaten badly every time. For a long time, she would willfully say that she wanted a strong brother who could beat a cow with one hand.
Such words are childish. Even so, the relationship between their siblings is still very good.
"Are you feeling bored? I'm really sorry. I don't know why I suddenly mentioned these little things." Tang Zhaoxi smiled apologetically. He himself felt that he was a little strange. He had only met him once, but he was
I want to tell her a lot of things. About his sister Tang Fangge and the memories of their life together. He is not a talkative person, but he is a bit talkative now.
Tangni shook her head, "I feel fine."
"It was very nice, but she left without saying a word. The house here was actually not the one I originally lived in, but the house my sister rented. Now the house is in my name, and I do it every week
They all come to stay for three or two days. They say that there is a soul after death, and the soul will guard the family. If that is the case, I think if I stay here, I can at least give her a last home. This home is considered
Belongs to us
, at least she has a home to go back to. As long as she is not playful, she should be able to find her way home. When she was a child, she didn't like staying at home and always liked to go out to play. They say that the soul changes after death.
Just like a child, I just want her to stop being playful and go home obediently. Even if I can't see her, it would be great as long as she can come back." As he murmured, there was a little tear in Tang Zhaoxi's eyes. He looked up at the sky,
There were some tears in my eyes.
Tang Ni took out a piece of facial tissue from her pocket and handed it over. Tang Zhaoxi took the paper and thanked her.
The two talked for a while, the sky gradually dimmed, and Tang Ni left the community.
After leaving the community, the sky suddenly began to rain for some reason. Lightning in the sky struck across the sky one after another, as if a golden ax was about to split the sky in half. The black jade in the sky was torn apart.
, showing a little bit of blue. Tangni walked in
On the road, the rain wet her hair and her clothes. The sound of thunder hammered in her heart like a drum, making her whole body tremble, especially the golden lightning.
It was a string in her heart that was pulled.
Her whole body was soaked, and if Beno hadn't called her to ask her where she was, she would probably still be wandering around. Tangni squatted on the roadside waiting for Beno to pick her up, while she huddled up.
Like a little hedgehog.
She had a headache, her body seemed to be feverish, she was light-headed and everything in front of her started to shake, making her very uncomfortable. Her curled up body was tightly wrapped in a coat. Only when Tonnie raised her head did she see the dissatisfaction on Beno's face.
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"It's raining so hard, don't you know how to take shelter?" Saran said that Tangni just went shopping, but now it seems that she doesn't look like shopping at all, but like a lost child. His big hand held
With a corner of his clothes, he couldn't help but pick Tangni up and walked slowly towards the car.
"..." Tangni's body trembled, her lips turned purple from the cold, she leaned helplessly in Beno's arms, and then slowly passed out.
Beno reached out and touched Tang Ni's forehead. The temperature seemed to be very high, as if she had a fever. He looked at the woman in his arms angrily. What could have happened that made her so unable to take care of herself that she would go out in the rain alone?
. Feeling extremely unhappy, he quickly carried Tangni back to the hotel, keeping his child in mind.
When he arrived at the hotel, Beno found a doctor to diagnose Tangni. It was confirmed that it was just a cold. The doctor prescribed some antipyretics, but Beno was still worried. Originally, he wanted to keep Tangni safe, but the doctor said that the patient needed to take good care of herself.
To rest, and since he has work tomorrow, he can only go to the next room to rest.
The sound of rain and thunder intertwined and a bolt of lightning tore through the sky, illuminating the entire night sky exceptionally brightly. The person on the bed woke up faintly, and his eyes became somewhat clear.
Waking up faintly, Tangni walked to the bathroom step by step. In the bathroom mirror was a completely unfamiliar face. She stood in front of the mirror, picked up the makeup remover and removed the makeup on her face bit by bit. It was like...
A piece of facial mask was peeled off little by little, revealing an extraordinarily beautiful face. Tangni's hand slowly approached the mirror, her fingertips trembling. This is her, the real her.
Wouldn't it be better if she could sleep with such a dream forever, but everything would not go as she wished. She still woke up, and she was still extremely awake.
Her name is not Tang Ni, but Tang Fangge, and she will be thirty years old in a few months. She used to feel that she had nothing, not even a speck of dust, but now she realizes that she has everything.
She is the mother of two children and even has a husband who loves her, but they are obviously divorced.
Tears fell from her eyes bit by bit, as if she had not cried for more than ten years. Once she started crying, she could never stop. Tang Fangge's tears could not be wiped clean, so she finally just stood
In front of the mirror, she let her tears fall down like pearls. Only today did she realize that people can cry like spring eyes.
To be continued...