She looked at me and smiled, "Brother, you like her very much, don't you? Do you want to fall in love with her?"

Yang Shuguang gently patted the girl's face, "Don't ask, just answer this big brother's question."

The girl smiled coquettishly, and then said: "She is very beautiful, and very cold. It's strange today. I didn't expect that she would be so proactive towards you, brother."

I didn't understand what she meant, "What do you mean?"

She smiled and answered me: "When she is accompanying guests, she does not allow them to touch her private parts."

I was stunned immediately, and I even felt that there must be another reason why Dong Jie came here. Also, this girl must have seen the details of Dong Jie and me just now.

"I'm leaving. You take your time and play. I'm sorry." I extended my hand to Yang Shuguang and apologized to him at the same time.

He laughed "hehe" and said, "Brother, go and play slowly with her. This way may be more exciting."

I couldn't explain anything to him, so I just smiled at him and left immediately.

Soon I went outside the song city. I found that people were entering here from time to time, and they were all in groups. It seemed that those people had been drunk.

I think most people go to Songcheng after drinking. On the one hand, they need a place like this to release themselves after drinking, because hormones are often secreted more strongly after drinking. On the other hand, after drinking,

People's self-confidence will be stronger after drinking. Even people who are tone deaf or whose sentences are out of tune will feel that their singing voice is imperfect.

I suddenly felt that it was not appropriate to stand in such a place. This would completely expose me to the flash of neon lights, which would be bad if I met an acquaintance. So I immediately hid in a street tree nearby.

behind.

But from this place I can definitely see the exit of Songcheng.

At this moment, I am in the city at night, standing on the other side of the hustle and bustle. In front of me are the neon lights of Song City that are constantly changing colors. They are only a small part of the beauty of the city at night.

I felt very anxious and uneasy because I didn't know whether she would break her promise. At this moment, I found that there was a dark color in my heart that could not be erased.

Perhaps, at this time, there would be many men and women in the city who were drinking and reveling like me just now, but I had already escaped.

Although the winter night in the city is cold, it cannot stop people from having a carnival and venting their desire. But at this moment, I don’t feel that way at all, because I feel that I have a responsibility to Dong Jie. I don’t know why, but in my mind

In a vague inner consciousness, I always felt that her doing this seemed to have something to do with me.

I am standing here waiting, and time is slowly passing by. Maybe I have been waiting for less than five minutes, but it makes me feel that such a long wait.

The cold wind blew by one after another. On such a night, under the tree next to the sidewalk, the cold wind gave me waves of chills.

I couldn't help but stamp my feet a few times. It wasn't all because of the cold, but more because I started to feel more restless.

Standing in this place, I kept looking at the door of Songcheng, imagining and hoping that it would be her who would come out soon.

No, there were only people going in, one after another. The business in this place was very good. I immediately thought of the legendary animal Pixiu.

Pixiu is a mythical beast in ancient Chinese myths and legends. It has a dragon head, a horse body, and lin feet. It looks like a lion, has gray fur, and can fly. Pixiu is ferocious and powerful. It is responsible for patrolling in the sky to prevent demons, ghosts, plagues and diseases from disturbing the heaven. It has

It has a mouth that can swallow everything and never release it. It can attract wealth and treasures. It can only go in but not out. It has special magical powers. It is said that Pixiu is the ninth prince of the Dragon King. Its staple food is gold, silver and jewelry. Naturally, it is full of treasures, just like others.

The auspicious beasts, such as the three-legged toad, have many heads compared to each other, so they are favored by the Jade Emperor and the Dragon King. However, eating too much will cause diarrhea, so one day, you may defecate in the open because you can't help it, and the Jade Emperor will be angry and slap him.

The fight continued, and the result was that the palace was sealed. From then on, gold, silver and jewelry could only go in but not out. After this allusion spread, Pixiu was regarded as an auspicious beast that attracts wealth.

At this moment, when I saw the gate of this song city, I suddenly realized that it was the legendary Pixiu, but it absorbed not only money, but more people's desires.

By the way! When I go to pay New Year greetings to Governor Huang this year, why not give him a high-quality Pixiu? I remember I once saw in a shopping mall that a palm-sized jadeite Pixiu of good quality costs hundreds of thousands.

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And Director Zou, I think I should go and pay him New Year greetings this year, because I don’t want him to regard me as that kind of snobby person. Of course, the gift for him doesn’t need to be so expensive.

My thoughts began to wander. Although my eyes were still looking at the gate of Songcheng, my thoughts were no longer there. Vision will become a decoration when my thoughts wander. For example, right now, at the gate of Songcheng

The flashing neon lights no longer have any concept in my eyes.

This state of mind wandering made me temporarily forget the boredom and uneasiness of waiting, and it also made me no longer feel the long time.

Suddenly, I saw her figure in my vision, right at the gate of Songcheng.

Even if my mind wanders, even if I feel that there is no image anywhere in my sight, my consciousness is still there. So when she appeared there, I suddenly came out of my wandering state of mind.

Back to reality, back to the present.

That was indeed her, Dong Jie. At this moment, she was looking around at the entrance of Songcheng.

Today she is wearing a long coat, which is blue and looks of good quality. Coupled with her perfect figure, she looks so graceful and graceful at the moment.

I immediately ducked out from behind the tree, and then shouted to her who was looking around: "Dong Jie, here!"

Now I realize something: it took her so long to come out, it must be because she hesitated and struggled in her heart for a long time.

She heard my voice and immediately ran towards where I was. However, when she ran in front of me, she suddenly stopped and looked at me. At this moment, her face suddenly changed.

There was a blush, and then I was surprised to find that she started to cry.

I suddenly panicked, "Dong Jie, why are you crying?"

She started sobbing, "Dr. Feng, I finally waited until you got here..."

I suddenly became stunned, "What do you mean? I don't come to places like this often. This is my first time here."

In fact, I am thinking in my heart at this moment: If Yang Shuguang hadn't told me that you were here, I probably would never have come here. Why do you think I will definitely come here?

She didn't answer me, but she immediately came to me and hugged me suddenly... She cried on my shoulder.

At this moment, I seemed to understand everything...

There is probably something really wrong with her spirit. Maybe, her inner world is like this

We once went to that song city together, so she thought that we men all like to go to places like that, and then she began to fantasize that one day I would also go to the song city where she is now, and then we could meet.

Of course, the way she fantasizes about our meeting is not a normal way, but one of ambiguity and desire. Perhaps, what she fantasizes about is my touching her body, like the way we were inside just now.

Otherwise, why did she use her hands to guide me when we were inside?

It's not that I'm being sentimental, or that I imagined myself to be so attractive to her. For a person with mental problems, their world is inherently incredible and unconventional, and they simply cannot use the normal world.

Thinking to imagine.

I sighed in my heart.

Immediately, I patted her back gently and said, "Dong Jie, let's go. Let's go have a cup of coffee and chat at the same time. Okay?"

But she was shaking her head, "No, I want to drink."

In my memory, this was the first time she rejected my proposal, so I was stunned for a moment, but I still nodded to her, "Okay."

Regarding her and her current situation, I feel that I should try my best to obey her.

Then I asked her again: "Dong Jie, where do you want to go?"

She said: "I can go anywhere you want."

I took her into the car.

At this moment, I also felt something: today seems to be the most casual time she has ever been in front of me. She is no longer shy, and there is no longer the sense of distance she used to have when she was in front of me.

I became even more worried.

Now, I suddenly feel embarrassed. You know, rejecting her is a very simple thing, but the consequences of rejection are likely to be very bad. It is even worse if you don't reject her, which may hurt her even more.

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Let’s talk to her first. I said to myself.

I drove to a relatively prosperous place in the city. What I mean by prosperous is not the city itself, but the place where there are many people drinking and eating late night snacks.

People have a consumption habit, and most people like to go to crowded places. This is called herd psychology in psychology.

When we see many people surrounding a stall or lining up in a long line to buy something on the street, even though we don’t necessarily really understand the advantages of the product or whether we need it, we can’t help but join in the buying process.

Buying in the queue is a common phenomenon of "following the crowd" in daily life. In psychology, it is called the herd phenomenon caused by the herd mentality.

Herd mentality means that individuals are affected by the behavior of external groups and behave in a way that is consistent with public opinion or the majority of people in their own perceptions, judgments, and cognitions. It is a psychological phenomenon common to most individuals.

Conformity generally has several forms of expression: first, obedience on the surface but acceptance in the heart, so-called oral and heart-to-heart submission. Second, dissatisfaction with the mouth and heart, and having no choice but to obey on the surface and follow the herd against one's will. Third, completely following the crowd, which is far from being submissive.

The problem of dissatisfaction.

Now, the reason why I choose to drink with her here is not because of herd mentality, but because I don’t want to go to a quiet place with her, because I worry that it will make myself very embarrassed.

What should I do if I make a mistake?

In fact, I also know that I choose such a place just for my own peace of mind. Even if there are more people here, it is of no use. I still need to control the final result myself.

After all, I am here to communicate with her today. This kind of communication is different from ordinary communication. To be precise, it is a psychological communication with her, or counseling. The key to the problem is that I am not a psychiatrist, so I

I am very worried that the final result will be counterproductive.

Ah Zhu also had psychological problems before, but at that time I found a professional doctor. In the field of psychological counseling, you must have professional knowledge and ability, so the problems in psychological counseling are not like

It is as simple as people think, and the problem cannot be solved by just finding someone to talk to the patient or something.

By the way, Azhu, how is she now? At this moment, my thoughts began to wander again, which made me almost distracted for a while.

Fortunately, a waiter came over and asked me what I wanted to order, which brought me back to reality from my wandering thoughts.

I looked at Dong Jie and said to her softly: "Just order it. If you want to eat anything, just order it."

After saying this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly: In a place like this, how can it be possible to achieve the conditions of casualness?
To be continued...