I know that individual women can artificially control the contraction of the muscles in their cavity after training, but this is not the case for her. Her contraction is completely a spontaneous reaction.

In a state of excitement, such a situation will occur automatically before and after reaching orgasm. Moreover, her contraction function is actually so powerful.

So I can completely believe that I accidentally picked up a treasure.

Therefore, soon after I left Dai Qian, I no longer felt any regret.

I met Shen Zhongyuan outside the office. He ran over as soon as he saw me and said, "Dean Feng, do you have any specific instructions regarding the drug bidding?"

I think Shen Zhongyuan is different in this respect. He knows more rules than Jian Yi. But now I have a grudge against him, and Director Zou has given me clear instructions. I said, "Haven't we already studied this matter?

Is it done? You are responsible for it. The specific plan and bidding time will be reported to the Department of Health immediately, and then you can organize the implementation. "

He nodded, "Okay. But I should still report to you about the current situation of several pharmaceutical companies that have signed up to bid."

I waved my hand at him and said: "You can handle these things as long as you meet the conditions. Secretary Shen, you are the secretary of the party committee. I am not even a party member now. After all, you should be the leader, so you must not

You said something like reporting to me."

He smiled and said: "The hospital has a system of director responsibility, and I, the secretary of the party committee, am just your assistant. So it is completely appropriate for me to report to you."

I smiled lightly and said, "Secretary Shen, you are too polite."

He looked at me and said: "Dean Feng, it is a matter of your joining the party. We will seize the time to study it."

I said: "I heard from Secretary Jian before that joining the party requires at least a half-year inspection period."

He smiled and said: "Special situations should be dealt with specially. You are the dean, and your character and work ability are obvious to all. I think you can consider it in advance. To be honest, this is also for the sake of work. You who are the dean are not party members.

, which will affect the hospital’s development decisions.”

Hearing what he said, I was very happy, but I said in my mouth: "That's not the case, right? Even if I join the party now, I am only a probationary party member. I can't become a member of the party committee of the hospital, nor can I

Participate in the meeting of your party committee. So I think these are just procedural issues. I think the key to the problem is that if we discuss and discuss issues in the future, it will not affect decision-making.

.What do you think, Secretary Shen?"

He nodded and said: "Dean Feng, you have reached the most critical point of the problem. Don't worry, I will definitely not be like Jian Yi before. I will definitely cooperate with you to get things done in the hospital well."

I smiled and said, "Of course I trust you. In fact, Old Shen, you should know my principles, that is, as long as it does not affect the development of the hospital, I can make concessions on anything. This time the drug bidding matter is very important to our hospital. In terms of the entire development, it is not a special thing. After all, we already have a company supplying the goods. Your supervisor also followed the previous decision of Secretary Jian to take charge of this matter, so you don’t have to worry about it. Yes. But I think I should remind you: Although this matter is not a particularly big thing, you still need to be careful. Although the counterfeit drug incident that occurred previously has a great impact, Jian Yi can The main reason why she escaped unscathed was because she didn't reach out to anyone. Secretary Shen, you should understand the meaning of my words very well, so I won't say more about the rest."

There are two reasons why I said this to him. First, it was a kind reminder, because I really couldn’t bear to watch him fall into that trap; second, I had to say this. If I didn’t say this, It is very possible that he will suspect that I am suspicious of him.

He nodded, "Dean Feng, thank you for the reminder."

I smiled at him and said, "Secretary Shen, I found that you have become more polite in front of me since you became secretary."

He also laughed, "Haha! Really?"

I said: "Actually, I don't want things to be like this between us. We are all team members of the same unit, so it's better to be more casual."

He grinned, "Dean Feng, what you said makes sense. By the way, there is one more thing. The Dean of Academic Affairs of the Medical University is coming to our hospital today. It is said that he is in contact with the teaching internship."

I nodded, "I remember I told you about this matter before, and this time it has been settled. Director Shen, this matter will be very beneficial to the future development of our hospital. From now on. , we can hang another sign on the door of our hospital, which is Jiangnan Medical University Teaching Hospital. In this way, the reputation and quality of our hospital will be greatly improved."

He nodded, "That's right. President Feng, to be honest, if you weren't the president of our hospital, it would be impossible to obtain many of our funds, policies, including the internship of medical university students. .So I admire you very much from the bottom of my heart."

I was also very proud because he was telling the truth. I said: "You are serious. Other people who become deans will also strive for such things. Dean Shen, you are the person in the Academic Affairs Office of the Medical University." Let's receive them. Arrange for them to have a meal at noon and choose a better place. By the way, we must try our best to agree to their conditions as long as we can do it. "

He asked me: "Aren't you going to participate?"

I said: "If the other party has school leaders coming, I will participate."

My point has been made very clear, that is, such reception must be reciprocal.

He nodded in agreement and left. I suddenly felt so tired.

Today is Monday, and I actually feel tired.

When I first came to work in this hospital, I was very ambitious and filled with excitement all the time, because every time I thought about how this hospital would change under my planning, design and implementation, When building a modern hospital, I will feel a kind of excitement, and that excitement will immediately transform into a kind of power. But now, when everything starts to proceed step by step according to my original design, I find that I no longer have How much motivation? The first thing that shows up in such a mental state is a kind of fatigue that comes from the bone marrow.

After thinking about it, I called the chief of the medical department and said, "Please arrange an extra two days for my outpatient clinic. Let me know about it in the department and arrange for me to have a suitable surgery."

The chief of the medical department agreed repeatedly, and then said to me: "Dean Feng, I will make arrangements immediately and bring your outpatient schedule to your office. The department may have to contact you specifically about the surgery, because you You need to know the patient’s condition in advance.”

I said: "Okay. That's it. Thank you."

The chief of the medical department said: "President Feng, Director Shen has called for a meeting. I heard that students from the medical university are coming for internship."

I smiled and waved to her and said, "Go ahead."

She left, and I felt a little happier.

In fact, this matter only requires a phone call, but I like to give instructions to my subordinates in person. On the one hand, I can really talk, and on the other hand, it also allows me to feel the fun of being the dean. The subordinates look respectful in front of me. It always makes people feel comfortable and happy. Maybe this is why many people are willing to be officials? In addition, there is another reason. I really don’t want to give up my profession.

Few people can understand the feelings that we professionals have towards the major we study. As long as a person loves his major, it is difficult to change, because that love for his major has become deep-rooted. But I But it is different because I am engaged in administrative work.

Some people say that there is no contradiction between the two, but I think it is absolutely contradictory. The relationship between politics and profession is actually the collision between desire and purity. Maybe my metaphor is not appropriate, but I think my feelings That's it.

Being in politics is really a manifestation of desire for a person who loves his profession, and sometimes I feel that it is not doing his job properly. However, such desire is difficult for ordinary people to restrain, because being in politics represents power. , is another manifestation of a person's value. And more importantly, that kind of value manifestation is often a shortcut. You must know that it is very difficult to truly achieve great achievements in academics. This is not the case in politics. For example, I can transform from an ordinary doctor to a deputy director-level hospital director in such a short period of time. Who can resist such a temptation?

You must know that the most fundamental reason why my scientific research project was able to proceed so smoothly and achieve success was because of Zheng Dazhuang. Otherwise, I would have achieved nothing until now.

Now, I have deeply realized one thing, that is: it is much easier to be an official than to be an academic.

I remember someone once said: What should you do when you can’t do anything? Become an official.

Although this sentence is exaggerated, it really illustrates the problem. In fact, I have always had a concept, that is: being an official is not that easy. And if you want to be an excellent official, you must have

Superior intelligence. And of course, luck.

I think my luck is better because I met Lin Yu by chance.

Yes, that's it. Since I met her, my life has begun to change fundamentally. I am the deputy director and director of the Obstetrics and Gynecology Department of the Medical University Affiliated Hospital, the director of the Foreign Affairs Office of the Medical University, and then the director of this hospital.

Long. I completed this process in a very short time.

This process may seem unbelievable to other people, but for me it has really become a reality. However, few people question my promotion process. That is because Lin Yu is treating me very well.

The promotion issue is being carried out in full accordance with the promotion procedures.

First of all, I graduated from a medical university with a master's degree, so I could easily get the title of associate professor, and I did become an associate professor very quickly. In universities, obtaining professional titles requires policies. As long as you have a master's degree

, as long as the working years and required papers for evaluating associate professors are met, the professional title of associate professor will become very simple.

Secondly, there is an unwritten rule in universities, that is, the title of associate professor is the same as that of deputy director. A long time ago, it is said that it was in the early days of reform and opening up. At that time, when people evaluated the professional titles in colleges and universities, this was generally the case: lecturer and full professor.

The regiment level is the same as the department level, and an associate professor is at the deputy department level. It can be seen that with the deepening of reform and opening up, knowledge becomes less and less valuable.

But in the final analysis, I had the title of associate professor at that time, and I was also the director of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology of the Medical University Affiliated Hospital. However, the position of director in the university was completely in line with the cadre appointment principle. Because I was in the university at the time, and

People in the university don't think there is anything wrong with my appointment, which is the most fundamental thing. In fact, Wang Xin was promoted much faster than me.

College is a relatively independent kingdom, and in such an independent kingdom, the promotion given to me is normal.

Because of this, it is not surprising for me, who already has a director-level position, to be promoted half a rank to deputy director. Although this process seems a bit short, at present, it is strongly advocated to strengthen the cultivation of intellectuals, and the appointment of

Under the premise, this seems to be a normal thing.

We already have such an example in our province: a full professor from the Democratic Party was promoted to deputy governor overnight.

Of course, there are several factors at play: the government needs women, and it needs someone with a certain position in the democratic party, and she has a certain backing. Therefore, now she can only be the deputy governor in charge of culture and health.

.

Can you say that this is not in line with policy? Can you say that it is just luck?

But I really can't give up my major. This is the truest thought in my heart. And I also believe that the current deputy governor in charge of culture and health in our province must have the same idea as me.

After the medical section chief left, I have been sitting in the office thinking about nothing. Now, I am really lazy. I don’t like to do research as much as I did when I first came to this hospital, and I don’t even like doing research.

I am willing to take the initiative to visit other vice presidents' offices.

I feel that I have slowly been immersed in the habits of officialdom, because I am always waiting for others to report to me.

There is a pile of documents on my desk, but I don’t want to look at them. These things are just there for show: they are all things I proposed and researched and launched, so why should I look at them?

I stood up from the boss's chair and started pacing in my office. I really felt that I was so lonely at this time. This kind of loneliness was completely different from my emotional loneliness, because at this moment in my heart

I really feel like I'm at a high place.

At this moment, I really hope that someone knocks on the door or a phone call comes in.

But no, nothing. This situation lasted until noon.

At noon, I went to the canteen to have lunch, and then rested on the sofa in the office for more than an hour, undressed. When I woke up, it happened to be the time to go to work in the afternoon. Then I got up from the sofa, and at this moment I was thinking:

Why not drive to the mountain and go to your own stone house? Maybe that place can help you no longer feel so lonely.

But I didn't go out because I knew that the loneliness in my heart could not be solved by that stone house. Now I also understand something: that stone house is not my paradise, but my hypocritical dream.

A place of escape.

In the past, my personal emotions were a failure, so I needed such a place. But now, although my personal emotions are still in a state of failure, I don't need to go to such a place at all, because now I simply can't

There is no need to escape from anything anymore.

I was still chatting in the office, and I didn’t want to go out at all. I knew one thing: I stayed in the office like this, and no one in the hospital knew that I was chatting like this. Maybe they thought I was taking care of everything.

Woolen cloth.

I just stayed in the office chatting like this. I tried to sneak in until the time when I got off work as soon as possible and then go back to hang out with Udon-mei.

However, when time slowly passed to after four o'clock in the afternoon, I suddenly heard someone knocking on my office door. At this time, I was pacing in the office chatting. When I heard the knock on the door, I ran away immediately.
To be continued...