I laughed immediately. In fact, I was a little strange: Why did she suddenly become so casual with me today? She was not like this before? So I asked her: "Chenchen, you and Doudou and the others

What happened?"

She didn't answer me, but came back and asked me: "Dr. Feng, you are much older than me. I want to ask you a question. Tell me, is money really more important than anything else?"

I didn't expect that she would ask me such a question. I was stunned for a moment. After thinking about it, I answered her: "This question seems simple but it is difficult to answer. I think it varies from person to person. People who need money

You will feel that it is particularly important, and those who already own it will hypocritically say that it is like dung."

She shook her head and said, "You're wrong. For example, take me for example. Although I don't have much money and I also like money, I don't think money is everything I need to pursue."

I said: "I believe it. But that's because you have your own dreams, and more importantly, you have never been worried about money. Take your current music bar as an example. Although the business is not good,

But it won’t make your life difficult, so you can keep going like this. Chenchen, do you think I’m right?”

She said: "Maybe. But, they all had the same dreams as me? Dr. Feng, to be honest, I regret it until now, and I also hate you."

I asked in surprise: "Where do you start talking about this?"

She sighed: "Because if you hadn't agreed to go to your father-in-law's place to attend the party last time, they might not have left. What happened that time was too exciting for the two of them, and you shouldn't have given it at that time.

That’s our money.”

I was stunned for a moment and then said immediately: "Chenchen, I don't agree with your statement. As the saying goes, everyone has his own ambitions. You can't use your own ideas to ask others to do what you think. Even that time

If my father-in-law doesn’t give you money, they will leave that place because they have already felt the gap between ideals and reality. Dreams are a good thing, but they cannot be used as food, clothing, or housing.

Ah. Do you think so?"

"But... forget it, I'll talk to you later." She said, and then asked me: "Dr. Feng, what about you? Do you think money is particularly important to you?"

I said: "I like money, but I don't want to be a slave to it. I think that as long as the money is enough, it will be enough. If it is too much, it may be a burden."

She asked me again: "I heard that men easily become bad when they are rich. Is this true?"

I laughed and said, "I also heard that women become rich when they become bad."

She said: "When men become rich, they will become bad. This is absolutely true. But when women become bad, they will become rich, but this is not necessarily the case. How many of those women who are young ladies are really rich?"

I thought so deeply that I was silent for a moment.

She looked at me and smiled, "Dr. Feng, I didn't mean what you meant."

I smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, I'm bad enough."

She seemed to be interested immediately, "Oh? Tell me, why are you so bad?"

I don’t know why I suddenly said those words just now. I just felt that I couldn’t help saying those words. Maybe it was because of my inner affection for her, so I subconsciously didn’t want to deceive her.

Tell her the truth. But when she asked me this question, I immediately woke up, "Chenchen, please stop asking. Now I feel that some things in my past are really... this, really.

.....Why!"

But she asked me reluctantly: "What is it really?"

I smiled bitterly and said, "Shameful, guilty, or feeling shameful."

She stopped talking immediately, and after a long time she suddenly asked me, "Dr. Feng, you mean you are different now from before, right? So, when did you get better?"

Was it before you met me or after you met me?"

I immediately understood the meaning of her words, so I immediately parked the car on the side of the road, looked at her and said sincerely: "Chenchen, I have never had any blasphemy towards you. Do you believe it?

?”

She did not avoid my eyes, "Since you were so bad, then why did you treat me... Dr. Feng, please forgive me for being young and naive. Maybe I shouldn't ask you such a question, but I

It’s a woman, do you understand what I mean?”

I nodded, "Of course I understand. You have always had a defensive attitude towards me, and I have noticed it a long time ago."

She read without saying a word and lowered her head to caress the hem of her clothes.

I turned my eyes, then looked at the colorful night in front of the car, and sighed softly: "Chenchen, to tell you the truth, your eyes are so much like my ex-wife's eyes. Alas! It's a pity that it's me.

I didn't know how to cherish her. It wasn't until she left this world that I realized how much I loved her. Unfortunately, it was too late."

She suddenly raised her head, "Dr. Feng, aren't you preparing to pursue me? Hehe! Your method is too old-fashioned. But I must tell you that it is impossible for us. The white horse in my heart

The prince is not like you."

I sighed: "Chenchen, you misunderstood me. I am a man with many flaws, and I have been married twice and have a son. You are so young and beautiful, and you are still so simple and full of dreams.

, how am I qualified to pursue you?"

She looked at me in shock, "Do I really look like your ex-wife?"

I shook my head, "No, you are not similar to her at all, but your eyes are very similar to hers, they are really similar."

She immediately laughed and said, "I believe you. No man would compare her with his ex-wife when chasing a woman. Doesn't this make girls jealous? Haha! Doctor Feng, it's better now.

, I can finally feel relieved. To be honest, I am really worried that you have such thoughts, so I want to take this opportunity to explain to you today. Great, I can treat you as a friend in the future."

I felt that she was really too naive, that is, she just met me. If it were another man, wouldn't it be so easy for her to fall for her? So I immediately said to her seriously: "Chenchen, a girl can't

You should trust a man so casually, especially a married man like me."

Her expression suddenly changed, "Did you lie to me just now?"

I shook my head, "Of course I didn't lie to you. Because of the look in your eyes, I will never lie to you. But this society is not so pure. Didn't you just say it? Many rich men are actually very

Bad. So I'm really worried about you."

She pursed her lips and said: "Do you think I just trust someone casually? Many of the people who come to our place to listen to music are rich men, and some people have expressed that kind of meaning to me, but I don't think so at all.

I will believe them. Dr. Feng, it’s just that I think you are different from them. Maybe it’s as you said. I have never seen anything obscene in your eyes, but all I see is your sincerity.

."

I couldn't help but feel ashamed, "Thank you, Chenchen, thank you for your trust in me."

In fact, her direct rejection of me made me very frustrated and sad, but her eyes and sincerity made me even more ashamed. As I said just now: I am not qualified at all.

to pursue her.

She immediately came to me and asked: "By the way, Dr. Feng, you just said that you have been married twice. Did you get divorced recently? Oh, I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't ask you this question."

I shook my head sadly, then continued to drive the car forward. After a while, I said sadly: "It's not a divorce, it's my wife. My wife passed away from this world because of illness."

She let out a slight exclamation, "Ah... I'm sorry..."

I shook my head with a wry smile and stepped on the accelerator harder. The car roared quickly and flew forward. She shouted to me loudly: "Don't be so fast! Slow down, please slow down?"

I relaxed my foot on the accelerator a lot, and the car's speed gradually became normal, "I'm sorry."

She said softly: "Dr. Feng, I should be the one who should say sorry. I shouldn't ask you that question. Dr. Feng, I finally know why you like to listen to that song, and I also know why you were listening to that song just now."

Sometimes I will shed tears. I’m sorry..."

I stopped talking because my heart was filled with sadness.

Soon, we arrived at the gate of the Conservatory of Music. Although it was already midnight, there were still many small restaurants open outside the school gate. If there is a need, there is a market. I saw many small restaurants.

There were students eating inside. I slowed down the car and moved forward slowly. Finally, I saw a man and a woman eating in a small restaurant, so I went to ask Chenchen: "Is this restaurant

May I?"

She said: "I still want to eat barbecue."

I was startled and then said: "Okay, but you'd better eat less of that stuff from now on."

She said: "I won't eat mutton kebabs anymore, I will only eat vegetarian food."

I immediately laughed and said, "Okay, that's fine."

She also laughed, "It's really troublesome for you to be doctors. How come you have so many taboos?"

I couldn't help but smile bitterly.

She was looking at me, "Dr. Feng, tell me about your two wives later, okay? I really want to hear it."

I glanced at her and found that her eyes were full of expectation. I couldn't help but sigh in my heart and nodded towards her.

She said: "Thank you."

Then we got out of the car. I felt like I was in a dream now, because I really didn’t understand why she took the initiative to come and have supper with me today. Although she had already given the reason before, I still felt

It's weird because I still feel like it's too much like a dream.

I sat down at a small table outside a barbecue restaurant. She ordered the dishes herself, and she also brought a few bottles of beer. It was a bit cold in the night. Just like that, we sat opposite each other, and she picked up the wine glass and made it to me.

Made a "please" gesture.

We clinked glasses and drank. The beer was very cold and irritated my throat, making it almost difficult for me to swallow. After I finally swallowed it, I immediately felt a chill in my stomach. This feeling was very uncomfortable. But she was drinking.

She didn't seem to feel anything after drinking that glass of wine. I immediately guessed that she might have been living this kind of life all the time.

"Chenchen, your living habits are not good. You are still young now, so you may not feel anything wrong with your body, but over time you will have problems. I am a doctor, and I hope you can listen to my advice."

So I couldn't help but advise her.

She seemed not to hear my words, "Dr. Feng, tell me about your wife, okay? Maybe I am really too naive, so I really want to hear their stories. Maybe their stories will be helpful to me in the future."

."
To be continued...