When he was in the barbecue restaurant, Lin Shiling was a little drunk. When he went out, he was blown by the night wind in Haizhou, and his feet were almost falling.

Fortunately, Li Rui was not drunk yet, so he quickly held her in one hand and asked her: "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine!" Lin Shiling laughed.

Li Rui found out that she liked to laugh when she got drunk. Even when she talked about the grievances she suffered in the Li family in the past, she still said it with a smile.

It’s just that it’s unknown whether there are tears in my heart.

"Go back." Li Rui asked.

Lin Shiling shook his head: "No, I don't want to go back, I want to drink more!"

"You're drunk."

"I'm not drunk!" Lin Shiling was very stubborn and shook Li Rui's arm away, "Look, I can still walk in a straight line!"

She walked forward crookedly, and Li Rui could only follow him quickly, for fear that she would fall.

Lin Shiling refused to go home, so Li Rui had to accompany her. It was still a little cold in the night in Haizhou in February. After all, he persuaded her to pull her into a cafe on the corner of the street and ordered another cup of hot milk.

Li Rui pushed the milk in front of her and said, "Here, drink it. After drinking, drink some hot milk to nourish the stomach and warm the heart. Go home and rest early. Don't worry about any worries, you will get better after a night's sleep!"

Lin Shiling looked at Milk blankly, smiling just now, but his eyes were wet at this moment.

"What's wrong with you? Don't you like to drink milk?" Li Rui asked.

Lin Shiling shook his head and said, "It's not that I don't like to drink... I just... I haven't cared about me like this for a long time, and I'm a little uncomfortable."

She held the milk cup with both hands, and a warm feeling was transmitted to the palm of her palm and spread throughout her body.

The feeling of alcohol seems to be dispelled by warmth, and the heart is warm.

At this time, Li Rui stood up and said, "You sit down first, I'll go out."

Lin Shiling watched Li Rui walk out of the coffee shop, wondering what he was going to do, and he felt a little panicked.

She wanted to call Li Rui back and tell Li Rui that she was afraid of being alone, but she was embarrassed.

A 35-year-old woman says that, it will make people feel that she is making trouble.

But she was really scared.

It is not afraid of the strangeness of a foreign country, nor is it afraid of the words that cannot be understood around you, nor is it afraid of the dark night, but it is afraid of the loneliness of a person.

It was a loneliness that surrounded every night like a tide, annihilated and suffocated, a terrible feeling of falling into a nightmare and wanting to wake up but not waking up, and a pain that people who have never experienced before.

Lin Shiling once went to see a doctor and was diagnosed with mild depression.

The doctor told her that her condition is relatively mild. As long as she makes more friends, exercises more, talks with others more, and finds a few more hobbies, it will be alleviated. It would be even better if she could have a relationship.

She tried to listen to doctors, gather with friends, do yoga and jog, often talked to her best friends on phone, and also tried to learn ballet and pole dance, but it was useless. Every night, loneliness came on time like a maggot with bones, entangling her thinking and eroding her happiness.

She was almost unable to withstand such days, and she thought many times that she really wanted to find a man to fall in love, even if it was just a week. Even if it only made her feel that a week was not so lonely, she could regain her confidence in life.

Before she could find a man, the man came to her door by herself.

That day, I met Li Rui, went shopping, sat on a carousel and chatted. After returning home, Lin Shiling was surprised to find that although he still had difficulty falling asleep, the feeling of murderous loneliness did not come as promised.

Li Rui's appearance swept away the curse that wrapped around her, making her eat and sleep soundly for several days without getting sick again.

Even after she decided to come to Huaguo with Li Rui that day, she had a beautiful dream. In fact, she just gently pulled her hand. When she woke up, she found that the bed sheets were soaked...

In the past few days, Li Rui may not have felt it, but Lin Shiling could feel psychological and physiological changes. She became more and more cheerful and lively, and her mentality became sunny. She could even hear every cell in her body cheering, as if she had found the second spring of her life!

It's not love, it's better than love.

She gradually became obsessed with the feeling of getting along with Li Rui, so she could not tolerate Li Rui disappearing from her sight, which made her feel restless, just as if the person who had just been rescued from a shipwreck was afraid of falling into the sea again.

She had never expected a person so much, had never wanted to see a face so much, had never wanted to get rid of loneliness so urgently, especially when the alcoholism surged again, she was even more frightened. She longed for Li Rui like a traveler in the desert to long for an oasis, she longed for Li Rui like a sailor in the ocean to long for a land, she longed for Li Rui like a pedestrian in the dark to long for light.

Just as Lin Shiling was restless and at a loss and was almost crying, a pleasant and familiar music sounded behind her.

It is a melody that Lin Shiling has been listening to almost every day recently.

"Round Wood"!

Lin Shiling turned around in surprise and looked at him. Li Rui was standing behind him at some point, holding an exquisite music box in his hand. A beautiful doll girl was dancing on the box, and the music of "Round Wood" was emitted from the music box.

"You..." Lin Shiling covered his mouth, unable to believe his eyes and ears.

Li Rui smiled and said, "I know you like this song very much, so I asked my friends to help you find this music box as a gift. I hope you like it."

Lin Shiling took the music box with trembling hands, looked at the dancing doll, listened to the beautiful melody, and could no longer control the tears that had already been in his eyes, falling out.

Li Rui was startled: "Don't you like it?"

"No, no, no, I like it very much, I like it very much!" Lin Shiling held the music box in his arms, but tears continued to fall.

She really liked it very much and listened all the time on the way home.

When she got home, Shao Xuan went to school. In the huge villa, there were only Li Rui and Lin Shiling, and the melody of "Carrotto" floating around the house.

Standing in the living room, the two of them had a collision of eyes. For a moment, Li Rui really wanted to ask her if she wanted to have instant noodles, but she still held it back.

He couldn't take advantage of others' danger. He told himself this in his heart, and then said good night to Lin Shiling and went back to his room to rest.

It was late at night and Li Rui tossed and turned, unable to sleep alone.

He didn't know how Lin Shiling was sleeping in the next room, so he could only hope that she could have a good dream.

The next day, February 23, 2012.

After Li Rui got up early in the morning, he said goodbye to Lin Shiling and headed straight to the airport.

Still on the way, my phone received a message from Lin Shiling’s whatsapp.

[Lin Shiling]: I didn’t sleep last night.

[Li Rui]: The problem of alcohol?

[Lin Shiling]: Your question.

【Li Rui】: My question?

[Lin Shiling]: You are turning around in my mind and preventing me from falling asleep.

Seeing this news, Li Rui slapped his thighs regretfully. If he had known this, why would he have been alone last night?
Chapter completed!