Chapter 137 Never See You Again
Author: Bo Mi
Shen Yulin felt bitter when he heard this.
What she said is indeed true, but...
"Qingyuan, can you wait for me? I will work very hard. Although I can't enter the work unit or go to the state-owned factory, I have also done my best in the machine repair station. You believe me, I can make you live a good life.
." Shen Yulin was unwilling to give in.
He has liked her for so many years, sacrificed so much, and worked hard for so long, and he doesn't want to give up just like that.
"Shen Yulin, can you be realistic? Just by touching those machines at the machine repair station every day, how good can you make me live?" Zhou Qingyuan was upset and angry, but she was afraid that he would stalk her, so she started to give her to him again.
He put on a high hat and said, "Actually, apart from your appearance, you are good-looking and a nice person. You have a high school diploma and you are considered a cultured person. Even if we are separated, I believe you can find a good girl with your conditions."
Yes, let’s separate decently, okay?”
A decent separation?
"What about the relationship we have had for many years?" Shen Yulin looked at her with unspeakable sadness and anger in his chest, "You said we should separate, so what do you think of me? Have you ever liked me?"
"Is it so important whether you like it or not?" Seeing that he was still struggling with this issue, Zhou Qingyuan was also a little annoyed, and shouted angrily: "Do you know what the situation is outside now? You know what your family background will bring to me.
Are there any hidden dangers? I want to avoid danger, and I don’t want our family to be dragged down by yours?"
Hearing her almost hysterical shouting, Shen Yulin's heart suddenly went cold.
If it comes to other things, he may still be able to fight for it, but when it comes to family composition and social environment, this is simply not something he can change.
"Can I owe it to you?" Seeing him like this, Zhou Qingyuan suddenly felt a little unbearable. "I can't accept the hidden dangers behind this, nor can I accept the fact that you are covered in oil and dirt every day, let alone that one day I may have to follow you.
If you go home and farm, I can't live that kind of life. If you really like me, can you let me go?"
If you ask her if she has ever liked Shen Yulin, of course she has. If Shen Yulin's family didn't have an aunt who was a landlord, maybe it would have been possible for the two of them to get together.
But the reality is that what she sees outside is not only beautiful but also cruel, and she cannot accept the possibility that one day she will be thrown into the dust. What's more, now she has a better choice.
For a long time, Shen Yulin took a deep breath, raised his eyes and looked quietly into Zhou Qingyuan's eyes, and finally asked again.
"Do you have to break up with me no matter what I say?"
Shen Yulin's eyes were too deep, making Zhou Qingyuan feel guilty.
But thinking of the classmate who sent her back, and her biological father who was the county magistrate, she immediately gained courage and nodded vigorously: "Yes, I want to separate from you. As long as you don't embarrass me, we will still be together."
We can be just friends."
"That's not necessary. Separation means separation. There is no need to be friends." Shen Yulin shook his head directly. When he raised his eyes again, he had returned to his original carefree look, as if he didn't care so much and said: "I wish you a bright future in advance.
Show off your ambitions, let’s say goodbye today, we will be strangers when we meet again, there is no need to say hello when we see each other again, we will never see each other again.”
After saying that, Shen Yulin smiled and waved to Zhou Qingyuan, turned around and rode on the tricycle and left without looking back.
However, when he turned around, two lines of tears quietly slipped down his face.
But he couldn't look back because he was afraid that if he turned around, his pretense of strength would be seen through.
Zhou Qingyuan looked at Shen Yulin's retreating figure and stood there quietly for a long time without moving.
For some reason, when Shen Yulin refused to break up, she was filled with irritation. Now that Shen Yulin suddenly agreed happily and left without any regrets, she felt an indescribable loss in her heart.
Did he accept it so calmly?
Isn't he sad?
Then... does that mean he doesn't love me much?
That's fine. If he doesn't love me that much, then his decision to break up is not wrong.
Zhou Qingyuan comforted herself in her heart. Only in this way could she feel at ease and not feel that she owed Shen Yulin anything.
Of course, she actually didn't owe him anything. Shen Yulin had given a lot in this relationship, but she had also given sincerely. If you really want to say it, it can only be because the two of them were not destined for each other. No one can blame her.
When Shen Yulin pretended to be strong and walked home, Shen Yuxiu and Zhao Hui had also returned to the village.
When Fang Youshun saw Zhao Hui entering the house with her, she couldn't help but asked in confusion: "Why did you send Xiaoxiu back? Aren't you busy?"
"The wind is strong today, so there are few people going to the supply and marketing cooperative." Zhao Hui said with a smile: "Xiao Xiu waited at my place to look for Yulin when the wind was light. Yulin had already left, so I sent Xiao Xiu back when I had nothing to do."
"Ah? Is Yulin back? I just went to your uncle's house and didn't see him!" Fang Youshun looked confused when he heard this.
"Didn't you see it? Then where did he go?" Shen Yuxiu asked in surprise. Suddenly, she thought that Zhou Qingyuan should be back soon. She immediately understood something in her heart and quickly covered it up: "Then maybe he is not
You know where he went again."
"It's possible." Fang Youshun didn't pay much attention when he heard this. After all, Shen Yulin had been wild for a day or two. He wasn't worried at all. He turned around and took out a small bamboo basket filled with cooked peanuts and handed it to Zhao Hui: "This
Your grandma just fried it in the morning, you eat some first, then let your grandma cook early, and eat here before leaving."
"Hey." Zhao Hui was not polite. He followed him to the kang and started chatting with Fang Youshun.
He was either at work or on the way to work every day. It had been a long time since he had such a chat with Fang Youshun.
When Shen Yuxiu saw them chatting, she ignored him and went back to the house to sort out the things she had brought back.
Put away what should be put up, and put out what should be put out.
The days are short and the nights are long in winter, and it always gets dark very quickly. Even if Grandma Fang had cooked in advance, it was almost dark when Zhao Hui left after having a full meal at Fang's house.
It was already noon when Shen Yuling came home against the wind. She didn't know whether it was due to the wind or the cold. When she came back, she felt dizzy and cold all over.
But even though she was like this, her mother still seemed invisible and asked her to carry grass for cooking in the yard at the end of the village.
At this moment, Shen Yuling felt that her life was really boring.
Parents love their children very much. When they see their children are sick, they wish they could serve them with clothes on their backs, food in their hands, and their mouths open. But she is not feeling well, and she is still being ordered to cook.
Just when Shen Yuling walked out of the venue in a daze carrying burning grass on her back, she saw a figure riding a bicycle walking away. When she saw clearly who it was, she couldn't help but stand on the spot.
Zhao Hui?
When did he come to the village?
Chapter completed!