Chen Yang returned to Tianzhou.

Everyone is worried about Chen Yang.

At this time, Xuan Zhenghao took out a letter.

"This is what Chen Tianya left for you."

Xuan Zhenghao said.

Chen Yang took the letter, left Dakang Imperial City, and came to an unnamed island on the sea.

Under the sunshine, on the top of the cliff, he opened the letter!

"Chen Yang my son:

I told Xuan Zhenghao that if I die, this letter will be given to you. If I survive by chance, then this letter will be destroyed. If you are reading this letter now, it means that I have

dead.

As a father, I know that you have been worried about two things in your life!

The first thing is, I will kill your mother, Lin Qian!

The second thing is that you thought that my change was because of Nianci. Later, you even thought that my change was because of Yihan's absence. So, I grabbed your last straw!

The first thing is, I killed your mother!

Killing your mother was my act of rage that day.

Now that I think about it, I really made a big mistake. Unfortunately, I can't correct the mistake.

The second thing is that my transformation was not because of Nianci, nor because of losing Yihan. It was just because, one day, I woke up. I saw that you were so nostalgic for the mother I had never met.

You are struggling to survive. I was thinking, what have I done all these years? I can't help you, but every time we meet, there is always no good atmosphere. I probably only have some pitiful things left.

I have lost my self-esteem, so please forgive me. I have been trying hard to maintain my poor self-esteem in front of you.

"I became a devil, but I used to...Son, do you know? I used to be full of passion, just like you now. I also devoted myself to the country and righteousness, but God was teasing me. God let me

I kept losing. I lost Tang Jiayi and her son, the child I had never met... I lost Lin Lan. What’s even more ironic is that later I even lost myself. I lost everything, everything, but I didn’t

Don't know, what did I do wrong.

Like a gambler who has reached the end of his life, I became red-eyed. I lost my mind and wanted to take everything back. So I became a devil, and Yihan’s mother was my beauty in the end. She comforted me.

She won my heart, but in the end, she was gone too...

All of this is really a huge irony!

Until later, I even lost Yihan.

And you, only if I die can I get your forgiveness!

This is your life!

I don’t accept my fate, is it useful?

In the end, I had no choice but to accept my fate!

Son, I was never nice to you during my lifetime, and I never even said a few words of tenderness to you.

Now, I'm dead anyway. So, it doesn't matter what you say. If you laugh at me, I can't see it anymore.

Son, I had a dream. I dreamed that you and Yihan were brothers and sisters.

I also dreamed that you brought your wives and Nian Ci. It seems that Yihan also has a little granddaughter. Everyone gathered around and you toasted to me together.

That dream was so wonderful!

So when I woke up in the middle of the night, I was surprised to realize that it was a dream, and I felt as if I had lost it!

That night, I thought about Yihan being gone, and about the gap between you and me that can never be eliminated...

I feel that my life is really boring, extremely boring!

Son, now, all the injustices and all the mistakes have been corrected.

The gap between us can also be eliminated.

So, son, I love you.

There are some things you dare not say while alive, and even if you say them, you won't believe them.

But now, I say that you and Yihan are equally important in my heart. At this time, you should believe it, right?

Okay, okay!

At this point, there are already too many words.
Chapter completed!