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Chapter 115 Tired and Persevering

We will find various reasons for failure, but the factor of success is very simple, as long as you can persist. Similarly, we give up and give up for persistence, and one idea is enough.

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Suddenly, Kang Jae-hee regained her motivation when she first learned music. She didn't have to read various music books, nor did she need to sit there every day thinking about new melodies and lyrics, nor did she need to say hello to everyone passing by with a standard smile every day.

Although there are too many test instruments and you will feel a little irritable, this life does not require too much use of your brain and body, and is what Kang Jae-hee wants the most.

Of course, it is also what Kim Taeyeon wants the most.

Unlike Kang Jae-hee's leisure, Kim Taeyeon is a little resistant to her current life. Her academic performance requires a lot of time to train every day, which is not very good now. In addition to vocal lessons, the progress is not so smooth. Although dance can be trained, it is actually a hardship for Kim Taeyeon, who doesn't like sports very much.

The first thing I do when I go back to the dormitory every day is to lie on the bed like a dead dog. Often, if it weren’t for Zhang Li-Yong or Hwang Mi-young, then I woke up and maybe it was late at night, then I went to wash up on my stomach and then looked around if there were anything in the room to fill my stomach. However, some snacks and the like are often difficult to fill my stomach, not to mention that I have to sleep right away, and I can’t even dare not eat too much. In just a few months, Kim Taeyeon lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Kim Taeyeon didn't know why she was still persisting. She loved singing because Kang Jae-hee was in SM company, and her teacher recommended her to come to SM company. She came in, transferred, studied, and trained in a daze. In the past few months, there were many new trainees who joined the company, but many left. Some of them couldn't stand leaving for a few days, and some had been persisting for a while, and some had been persisting for several years.

In private, Kim Taeyeon also quietly asked the partners who were training together if they were hard. Some people answered vigilantly, and some people said it was hard. Huang Mi-young's answer was hard, but she was happy. Zhang Li-young's answer was for ideals. However, except for these two, Kim Taeyeon had no one to ask. Now Huang Mi-young's circle is more familiar with Choi Soo-young's circle, although her relationship with them is pretty good.

After leaving these two words, Kim Taeyeon couldn't say anything. Fortunately, the company had a new plan during this period, and their daily training tasks were a little easier.

Since they often attend vocal training classes with Jung Soo-yeon, their relationship is more familiar to each other than those in Choi Soo-young's circle. But even so, Kim Taeyeon has never asked Jessie Jeon why she persisted until now. She was afraid that Jessie Jeon would ignore her because of this, and she was even more afraid that she would not be able to persevere after knowing the reason.

For this reason, I can only grit my teeth and persevere.

No matter what, he will make his debut. This is Kim Taeyeon's obsession in his heart and the motivation to persevere.

Compared to Kim Taeyeon and others who have just joined the company, Choi Sooyoung and others are not as hard as Kim Taeyeon imagined. Of course, this is just relatively speaking.

In the company for so many years, whether it is Choi Sooyoung, Jeong Sooyeon, or others, they can basically distinguish which training requires a lot of effort, while those training only require a look and remember the movements. Moreover, compared with the rookies, these old birds will master new dance movements much faster, and invisibly save the consumption of repeated training.

"It's been a hard time for training?" After seeing Kim Taeyeon, Kang Jae-hee was sure that the girl in front of her was very tired. Although she didn't look very energetic before, she was not energetic or tired, so Kang Jae-hee clearly divided it.

"Somewhat." This was Kim Taeyeon's first subconscious reaction, and she regretted it after she finished speaking.

They are already familiar with each other's way of talking. When they were climbing the mountain, Kim Taeyeon would say 'It's okay' at first, which means they would be a little tired, but the impact would not be great. After climbing for a while, Kim Taeyeon would say 'a little tired', which means that she is actually very tired now, but she can still persist. If the level is deeper, then Kim Taeyeon would express it directly, such as finding a place to sit, or saying to Kang Jae-hee, and returning directly.

Now, he subconsciously said "a little" and was telling Kang Jae-hee that he was very tired, but he was just persisting. Although Kim Taeyeon doesn't have that kind of strong "self-esteem", the problem is that if you have other friends who train together as reference objects, you will appear to be "weak".

"It's really hard. You don't have trained like Choi Sooyoung and the others for several years, and you will be very quick to grasp the movements." Kang Jae-hee has been paying attention to the changes in Kim Taeyeon during this period, and her very round face has also begun to become angular. Although this looks much more beautiful than before, the people who really care about it are naturally not considering these.

"But Meiying learns very quickly." The more easy-going a person has a temper, the firmer his personality is.

"She has a much happier personality than you. As a dance, people with cheerful personality will dare to do movements and are not afraid of making mistakes. They will naturally be quick to learn." Kang Jae-hee has also studied dance a little bit, and she occasionally learned it when she went to Park Jung-soo and the others. She is very clear about the impact of personality on dance. Of course, compared to personality, talent is the most important thing...

With Kim Taeyeon's personality who is more afraid of being shy, it would be strange if she can learn dance quickly when facing unfamiliar teachers and unfamiliar companions.

"Besides," Jiang Jae-hee thought for a while and continued, "Her physical strength is better than you. When you are tired, she is not tired, so she will have longer study time." Oriental people's physique eats Western food, so it would be strange if they are not fat, but when they are young, they will not be poor as long as they love exercise.

Seeing that Kim Taeyeon's face began to deteriorate now, Kang Jae-hee quickly added. "But your singing skills are much better than her."

"There is only the only thing left to sing." Kim Taeyeon also knew that Kang Jae-hee was telling the truth, and sighed slightly.

"This is not too hurrying, and your dance is not bad." After saying the truth, I naturally started to comfort myself now. Moreover, what Kang Jae-hee said was the truth. When I occasionally passed by the practice room, I saw Kim Taeyeon practicing dance. Although he was not professional, he was definitely better than he did.

Kang Jae-hee didn't ask Kim Taeyeon what plans he had for the future, or whether she was planning to give up. Similarly, Kim Taeyeon didn't ask Kang Jae-hee whether she wanted to persevere. Both of them knew very well that the decisions they made were impossible for others to change except for the forced means by their parents.

At the end of May, the climate in Seoul was still pleasant. As the two chatted, Kim Taeyeon's somewhat depressed mood gradually eased. For this little girl, what she needed was not comfort, but also a narrative.

Just like that summer two years ago, Kim Taeyeon made the decision to learn singing, and Kang Jae-hee, who was reluctant to leave, did not stop him. Now, Kang Jae-hee is just listening quietly.

How can you be without regrets if you don’t fight for your youth?

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Thanks to the wind and rain for the reward.

During this period of time, I was busy with training, looking for new office locations, and my work was also being adjusted. It’s not that the time is really full every day, but in fact everyone knows that after being mentally exhausted, I can’t do it anymore.

Anyway, I still have no plans to give up on this book. I will go back slowly, no hurry, haha.
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