In this life, a person will always meet someone who you are willing to believe even if you say something fake.

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Due to the x file incident, major economic companies and individual artists have suspended their upcoming performance plans. Of course, those with contracts must go there.

It is precisely because of this that the album that Kang Jae-hee intends to release on February 14 has been stranded. According to Yu Yongjin, when it will be released, it depends on the development of the situation. Even if the storm really doesn't pass, he must not be the first person to release the album.

Although he was a little depressed, Kang Jae-hee could stay in Jeonju with peace of mind. So Kim Taeyeon also decided to stay in Jeonju for a few more days, but Hwang Mi-young, the child, was a little miserable.

However, Huang Mi-young has one advantage, that is, she is fond of sex. She was worried that she should go back to the company to continue training in order to make her debut quickly, and the next second she could pull Kim Taeyeon to shout at traditional Korean crafts. Kang Jae-hee was stunned by the speed of changing faces. This performance made Kang Jae-hee once doubt whether Huang Mi-young had her birthday wrong. She was not a Leo but a Gemini...

After a few times, Kang Jae-hee was not worried about the depressed child living here. She originally planned to comfort her when she was worried. Although she didn't understand it very much. Now, thinking about the first time that Wong Mi-young had such a reaction and Kim Taeyeon was so dull, we should be able to guess that this American girl had a pure habitual attack. It was only because Kang Jae-hee was not familiar with Wong Mi-young after all, and because she had a big reaction when she had an attack, she ignored Kim Taeyeon's performance.

However, no matter how leisurely the days are, there are still times when they are over. After a few days of laziness, it is time for several people to go back to Seoul.

After a deep conversation with Yu Yongzhen, Kang Jae-hee decided to apply for the Berkeley Conservatory of Music. Although there is indeed some idea of ​​"foreign monks are good at chanting scriptures", they are more of the hope of getting in touch with the most popular music system in the world. The Korean music industry is still a bit narrow, basically there are three categories, the national trot, the K-pop dance music that goes to the world, and the sad lyrics. Others such as r&b, rock, soul music and even reggae are not lacking, but they are really too niche. Putting aside the land area and population, as a developed country, such a side-by-side music circle is indeed a bit alternative.

During the period when there was no release or sing songs, Kang Jae-hee began to prepare for the composer department. Thinking that next year will not only delay a year, but also take the cruel college entrance examination, Kang Jae-hee thought it would be better to take the exam this summer. As a student, the most hated thing is the exam, and the most hope is to stay away from school early. However, after entering society, such a wish will want to return to school. It has to be said that humans have caused many troubles because they think too much.

What are the requirements for applying for the composition department? Kang Jae-hee asked Kenzie and realized that it was so troublesome... Although the content of the exam every year is different, basic things will not change.

There is no need to say much about professional aspects. The composition department will allow you to write a piece of music based on the topic. Usually the question will not be too difficult. As long as the score you wrote is not too wrong and is too far from the topic, there will be no big problems. The foundation of harmony also needs to be evaluated. Although it is a composition, a good sense of music will make you achieve twice the result with half the effort. Of course, it does not mean that people with bad music must not be able to take the exam. In history, a great musician in history still created immortal music after being deaf. But if the music feels good and the creation is not bad, it is naturally the best.

What makes Jiang Jae-hee the most headache is English, that is, toefl and ielts. Although Berkeley is an American school (all schools in the United States recognize TOEFL scores, but only some recognize IELTS scores). But Berkeley Conservatory happens to be the one that recognizes IELTS scores, that is, TOEFL or IELTS, as long as the score is passed, it is OK.

Both tests are divided into four parts: listening, speaking, reading and writing. In Eastern countries, reading and writing are not difficult, but due to pronunciation problems, listening and speaking are the more difficult parts.

So when the record was not released, Kang Jae-hee began a shameless life of talking to people in English...

In fact, among the people Kang Jae-hee knows, many of them have good English, but their relationship is pretty good (at least he thinks so...) Then there are only Jessie Jeon and Hwang Mi-young. After weighing the pros and cons, Kang Jae-hee decided to ask Hwang Mi-young for help.

As for why you don’t look for Jessie Jeon, there are many reasons, but the most important thing is that this girl will ignore people... whether conscious or unconscious. But Huang Mi-young is different. Even if she makes her angry, she will talk to you even more angrily, which means she will never give up until she makes you speechless. In this way, she is just like Kang Jae-hee.

But his move made Kim Taeyeon even more confused... He originally had a lot of contact with Choi Sooyoung, but no matter what, he could at least understand when he was present, but now he couldn't understand the content of his chat with his roommate! In addition to yes and no, there were some simple words, and other calls were all vague.

Although Kim Taeyeon also knew that Kang Jae-hee would not have any other thoughts about her roommate, no one likes the people she cared about being as close as other opposite sexes, let alone being deaf... But Kim Taeyeon didn't know how to express it. She was afraid that if she cared about it, she would be considered petty if she cared about it, but if she didn't express it, she was so entangled and uncomfortable...

In short, those days, Taeyeon spent her expressionless...

On February 22, 2005, before the x file storm had passed, another sensational event occurred in the Korean entertainment industry.

Lee Eun-joo, who just won the Korean MBC TV Series Acting Award for the TV series "Firebird" at the end of 2004 and won the "Best Couple Award" with Li Ruijin, committed suicide by hanging herself.

This made the dark clouds that had not yet dissipated from the entertainment industry have become thicker. She is not a little artist. She has been making continuous film appointments in recent years, and the movies and TV series broadcast have also received good responses. But, one month after the x file incident, she committed suicide.

After investigation, suicide is undoubtedly the conclusion that it is to suffer from depression and commit suicide. However, the most widely circulated among the people and most credible is Li Enzhu's mother and the rock godfather.

Kang Jae-hee has been with Kim Taeyeon all the time except for normal classes and training these days. This girl is very heart-willed, and most things will not have any impact on her, but this child has a bad characteristic, which is that she is prone to getting stubborn about something she can’t think of.

After learning about Lee Eun-joo's news, or the news from the public, Kang Jae-hee obviously realized that Kim Taeyeon's face was very bad and she would be distracted from time to time.

"What's wrong with you these days? You're in a bad mood because of Lee Eun-joo's affairs?" That night, Kang Jae-hee took Kim Taeyeon back to her original residence for dinner with her. If that's not the case, there will always be different people around her disturbing her.

"Did you tell her that she was really forced to death by that rock godfather?" Kim Taeyeon has heard of all kinds of rumors in the entertainment industry, and she has heard other people say about some things in the company. Even this time, there are some bad statements about Bo A. This reminds her of whether she will encounter such a thing in the future, and what should she do if she encounters such a thing? Kang Jae-hee also told her family when she was in Jeonju. After the Lee Eun-joo incident, Kim Taeyeon suddenly panicked. When people are panicked and helpless, they most hope that the closest person can be with her. Although Kang Ji-jin also knows her, her teacher is also very good to her and has known many trainee friends, but these are not the closest person in Kim Taeyeon's heart.

"How to say, something happens, especially one big thing, there is no possibility that there is only one reason. It must be that many factors are superimposed together, resulting in a qualitative change, which will lead to the occurrence of the incident. If Lee Eun-joo is not depressed, then it is just a harassment of a rock godfather. I believe that it cannot do anything to her. After all, in the entertainment industry, you can always encounter such problems." Jiang Jae-hee didn't think that Kim Taeyeon gave up her life as a trainee. He believed that as long as he really said it and made some promises, Kim Taeyeon could give up. As for the "Girls' Generation" in his memory, Kang Jae-hee believed that even if Kim Taeyeon was not in this group, "Girls' Generation" would still appear, and this group would still be popular.

But whenever Kang Jae-hee sees Kim Taeyeon singing, these words can never be said. Maybe Kang Jae-hee will develop according to her current trajectory, and she can make Kim Taeyeon stand on the stage again with just herself, but how many years will it take? Could it be that Kim Taeyeon has been waiting foolishly for so many years? Once she gave up being a trainee, can she continue to sing training? Will Kim Taeyeon, who cannot sing, be the complete one?

Maybe Kang Jae-hee can’t tell the difference between picking flowers and protecting flowers until now. What he hopes is that Kim Taeyeon gets the smile that Kang Jae-hee and others after singing, rather than the perfunctory smile that a group of people chatted together.

This is one of the reasons why Kang Jae-hee decided to go to the United States. Some people think that they should live for themselves. But for a lifetime, there will always be various ways of living. At least Kang Jae-hee feels that there is nothing wrong with his life like this. Kang Jae-hee also really likes music. Although he is not as crazy as Kim Taeyeon, the satisfaction that comes from the psychological rush of his favorite music is not comparable to anything else.

"You said, will I encounter such a thing in the future?" Kim Taeyeon asked the question she was most afraid of. She was afraid that her parents would stop her because they were worried about her safety, and even more afraid that Kang Jae-hee would stop her because of this. But at the same time, she was also afraid that she would encounter such a thing.

"You are now... you probably won't be able to meet you." Kang Jae-hee looked up and down with a picky look, and saw Kim Taeyeon's eyes begin to widen and quickly put away her smile: "But if you want to become better in the future, you will encounter such a thing sooner or later."

"What should I do if I really encounter something like that?"

"Look for me."

"But you are going to the United States." Just as Kang Jae-hee would not stop Kim Taeyeon's singing career, Kim Taeyeon couldn't say anything like that to let Kang Jae-hee not go to the United States to stay with her. They all knew very well that the choices made by the other party were much better than their own requirements.

"I'll definitely be back."

"But what if I encountered something like this when you went to the United States?"

Kang Jae-hee really wants to say that two years later it will be in 2007, and you haven't made your debut at that time, but this kind of blows up your enthusiasm and some charlatans still thinks it's better not to say it. "You can find my uncle or your teacher."

"What if they all happen to be out of here?"

"Taeyeon, you have to know that when someone is not allowed to have a **, he is invincible." If this incident does not make Kim Taeyeon feel at ease today, Kang Jae-hee believes that in many days in the future, this girl will still be immersed in this fantasy of encountering an accident.

"With **, some people have the opportunity to take advantage of it. When faced with harassment, you can report it, and when faced with those somewhat direct, you can resist it. Many things in companies happen because some trainees have various requirements. As long as you don't want, the dark thoughts of those people are futile. Just like the martyrs and betrayers in the past (there are almost traitors here...), in modern society, especially in the circle we are in, it is almost impossible to sacrifice life for ideals. And your worst result,

It is because you reject some unreasonable demands and you will encounter some setbacks. But as long as you are excellent, getting better and better, and as good as the company's senior management, my teacher and Mr. Li Xiuman pay attention to it, what can the others in the company do to you? What will you dare to do to you?"

"When you debut as an artist in the future, as long as you can still become better and better, the directors of the three major TV stations like you very much, they are your fans, and even people in the government like you, the president and the prime minister are also your fans. At that time, in the whole of South Korea, who would dare to do what you do? " Although these words are somewhat ideal, it would be better to use them to build confidence for Kim Taeyeon at this time.

"I go to Berkeley to learn to compose music. Even if someone in the company makes things difficult for you to not sing for you, they don't give it to you, I can give it to you."

With Kang Jae-hee's words one after another, Kim Taeyeon's eyes became brighter and brighter, and in the end she was completely staring at Kang Jae-hee. She believed that Kang Jae-hee would not lie to her, because he had never lie to her since she was a child. Maybe what he said just now was difficult, but Kim Taeyeon was still willing to believe him.

At worst, I just leave the company and wait for him to write a song for me to sing!

This is the most resolute and decisive decision that Kim Taeyeon has made until now.

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Yesterday, well, it should be said that the day before yesterday, I went home after dinner, washed and went to bed...
Chapter completed!