Ideals are beautiful, and we need them to deal with this cruel reality. But being too immersed in ideals will make you cruelly abandoned by reality.

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After coming out of the recording studio, Kang Jae-hee thought about it and decided to find Choi Soo-young first. Although Choi Soo-young has always given him the impression that he is smart, understanding and has a very quick response. But from the perspective of a friend, no matter whether the other party is sad or angry about it, if he continues his own affairs regardless of whether he cares about it, such a friend can only be an ordinary friend at most.

Looking in through the window on the practice room door, he did not find Choi Soo-young. He calculated the time if he was going to the bathroom, even if both large numbers were done. Kang Jae-hee didn't go in and asked Kim Hyo-yeon and the others who were practicing dancing, and turned around and walked upstairs. If he guessed correctly, Choi Soo-young should be on the rooftop now.

Speaking of the company's rooftop, Kang Jae-hee didn't know she could go up there. That was when Choi Soo-young and her practice room were given out due to company selection. At noon that day, several girls took lunch from home and didn't want to go to the boy's practice room to eat. Choi Soo-young took her to the rooftop with her seemingly sneaky, but in fact, many people have seen it on the rooftop.

Strictly speaking, the company does not explicitly stipulate that it is not allowed to go to the rooftop, but most of the high-rise offices in the company are on the 4th floor, so many trainees will not go up. In the past, when there were fewer people, no one could find that they could go up at will. As the company has more people, trainees will basically go to the 3rd floor and will meet people from the company asking you what you have.

But Choi Soo-young is a little special. Although she is still training as a trainee in the company, the older group of people know that this is a little girl who debuts the aisle and is already considered an artist. For artists, most people in the company will not interfere. After all, no one knows who the artist is looking for when he goes to the 4th floor. When it comes to matters related to the company's senior management, everyone is in a position to be less than more. They would rather not know and wait for the notice than know in advance if the senior management finds out that they are wearing their own shoes.

In this way, Choi Sooyoung could run to the rooftop unscrupulously. Of course, she didn't go up several times a day. In fact, when she was with other girls, Choi Sooyoung would hardly go there.

The 4th floor is very quiet, and almost every office door is closed. Occasionally, there are those who have the door open, and there is no time to look at who is passing by outside the door. In this way, Kang Jae-hee climbed onto the rooftop with some nervousness.

It was still winter in Seoul in January. When Kang Jae-hee opened the rooftop door and shivered by the wind. She didn't wear too much clothes in the heated room.

Without looking carefully, Kang Jae-hee saw Choi Soo-young, who was also dressed in thin clothes, standing by the rooftop and looking into the distance.

"How long have you been up? Aren't you cold?" Walking to Choi Sooyoung, Kang Jae-hee imitated her and looked into the distance.

"Why are you here?" It seemed like he was dazed or thinking about something. Choi Soo-young was startled by the sudden sound of Kang Jae-hee. He turned around and looked, with a hint of surprise and a hint of joy in his eyes.

"After you left, I talked to the teacher about something. I saw that I was planning to go to have dinner with you at noon, but I didn't see you in the practice room, so I decided to come and take a look." It was really cold, and Kang Jae-hee jumped hard a few times to warm her body a little, and then continued: "The teacher's words were a little harsh, but it seemed that he was a little anxious because of something."

"I don't think there is anything wrong with Teacher Yu Yongzhen's words, but I feel a little uncomfortable." Not to mention that Choi Soo-young is just a girl who has not grown up, even if an adult is scolded in front of others, he will feel a little uncomfortable.

"Well, I can understand, so I came to you not to persuade you, I just talk to you. But it's really cold here. Are you really not cold? How about chatting in another place?" Kang Jae-hee felt her body trembling slightly unconsciously, but he saw that Choi Soo-young had never had such a situation.

"It's cold, how could it be not cold? But it's good to have a blowout. I just felt the music was a little noisy in the practice room, so I wanted to come out and calm down." After saying that, Choi Soo-young looked at Kang Jae-hee. "Do you think there are other places in the company that can chat quietly besides here?"

"My practice room, there is no one there either."

"But there is no place where people feel refreshed." Facing the direction of the wind, Choi Soo-young relaxed her whole body. The cold wind not only blew through her face, waving her long hair, but also blew through the gaps in her clothes throughout her whole body. She made herself completely calm from top to bottom.

If it was just because of Yu Yongjin, Choi Soo-young would not be like this. It was because he did not do well, so it would be normal to be said by others. And the person who was scolded was his elder and the company's senior management. Just like being educated by teachers in the school, others dare not say it. Choi Soo-young believes that both Kim Hyo-yeon and Lin Yun'er are like him, with rich experience to deal with the teacher's hard work.

In fact, the reason Choi Sooyoung wants to be quiet is that she feels that she has been a little too complacent during this period. With the debut of "Tians Zhixi", among the company's trainees, the people with the highest seniority are all in her small group. Judging from the company's past traditions, the next group that debuts must be a boy group. So in this way, if she wants to join a girl group, then it will be the soonest thing after 2006.

Let’s talk about the current situation of female trainees in the company. Choi Soo-young can tell anyone in the company without any modestness that she is the person with the strongest overall strength among female trainees now. Just like a decathlon for women in gymnastics, maybe each item is not the highest score, but with so many items combined, Choi Soo-young is sure that she must be the one with the highest score.

Singing skills, dance, art, stage experience, body training, body shape, interviews, quick reaction, and even foreign languages. Not to mention trainees, even some newcomers, even those who have just debuted, are not necessarily better than Choi Soo-young. What's more, Choi Soo-young's performance is not worse than others in the most important event. He is not the top one, but he is definitely among the excellent group of people.

Choi Soo-young rarely talks about her training in Japan with her friends. The most common thing she talks about was some pleasant things, interesting things that happened on a show, and embarrassing or joyful things that happened when recording a song. But she didn't say a word about the hard work at the time.

When Jung Soo-yeon was depressed because she was not selected for "Tianshang Jixi", Choi Soo-young did not tell her that the company had actually asked her to join the group "Tianshang Jixi". Later, she felt that she was a little young and decided to quit not long after she came back from Japan.

There are still two years left in the process, and because of his own strength, Choi Sooyoung has changed a little in the past month. In the past, he used to practice dancing with Kwon Yuri Kim Hyoyeon and others, but now he is more likely to sit there and point fingers at Kim Hyoyeon and others and point out their shortcomings. During the vocal training, Choi Sooyoung also guided other partners, except for Jessica Jung.

This time, Yu Yongzhen's words made Choi Soo-young wake up suddenly. It turned out that in the eyes of those senior musicians, he was nothing. And the words that seemed to be the strongest in overall strength were just to cover up that he did not have a very good skill.

The contrast between some cruel reality and beautiful ideals is too great, which makes Choi Sooyoung a little difficult to accept, so he decided to find a quiet place to reflect on himself. No matter how many things he has experienced, Choi Sooyoung is still just a 15-year-old girl.

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Because of my humble hands, I clicked on the video of the world reunited in the concert of the Dome on December 9.
Chapter completed!