Chapter 79 The Unconfident Kim Taeyeon
Career and love, friendship and love, family and love...
In most cases, love always needs to compete with all kinds of people and things.
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Like most people, once you have someone you care about, you will become a little worried about gains and losses.
No matter how similar Kang Jae-hee and Kim Taeyeon are in their personalities, the way of thinking caused by gender differences is different. This is destined that what Kang Jae-hee thought before was not completely correct.
If it weren't for Choi Soo Young's previous reminder, Kang Jae-hee would definitely have told Kim Taeyeon about this, because in his opinion, there was nothing wrong with it at that time. But now he is a little unnatural.
"You went to the dormitory today, how about you?" When we were having dinner together in the evening, Kang Jae-hee thought it would be better to ask some other questions first.
"It's okay, but one of the roommates is Chinese and the other comes back from the United States. They are the ones who didn't speak Korean language last time after Jessie Jessie Jeon."
How could Kang Jae-hee not knowing that girl? It can be said that she is the biggest threat to his future... She is very independent when she is alone, but she is very clingy and possessive when she is with her close friends. However, now Pani is just a little girl who has just made up her mind to return to China to pursue her dreams.
"Oh, it's that girl named Huang Meiying."
"Hey? Can you remember her name?" Kim Taeyeon's reaction was purely subconscious. After all, in her opinion, Kang Jae-hee only met Hwang Mi-young while having dinner.
However, Kang Jae-hee was guilty when she heard this, "Ah, you know, I have always had a good memory, and the girl had a rich expression during the meal that day, and she deserved to be back from the United States."
Kang Jae-hee doesn’t know what the rich expressions are related to those who come from the United States, but if he doesn’t say that, he really doesn’t know how to finish it.
This is how people are. Once they face a person with a little guilty heart, they will carefully think about the other meanings in their words, which means that the person is unintentional, and the listener is intentional.
"Well, yes, she is also very enthusiastic today, very... enthusiastic." Although Kim Taeyeon was not disgusted with this kind of expression of emotional outward feelings, the kind of person who was around her became the focus of attention, but she was a little uncomfortable and embarrassed.
Suddenly, neither of them talked again but ate quietly. This was a normal thing in the past, and they would not feel embarrassed because they didn't talk anymore. But today Kang Jae-hee felt something in her heart, but she felt a little unable to sit still.
"What's wrong?" Kim Taeyeon felt that the rhythm and frequency of Kang Jae-hee's meal today were very different from usual, and asked.
Emotions can be expressed through tone, expression, and behavior. Familiar people can even perceive your mood through some subtle changes. What's more, the bonus of Jiang Jae-hee's passive skills...
Seeing Kim Taeyeon ask a question, Kang Jae-hee breathed a sigh of relief. Because he really didn't know how to speak, he always felt that he was taking the initiative to ask, which was a bit too deliberate.
"Well... that's it. A song I liked a lot before has not been able to get it because of copyright issues. Today I finally got it because of Brother Jong Kwok." Kang Jae-hee had decided what to say.
"This is a good thing." The emotion Kim Taeyeon felt just now was a little anxious, which was obviously different from what Kang Jae-hee said.
"After this song is adapted, a female RAP needs to be added. Considering that you have worked with the_one senior for only half a year and have been working with the_one senior for a while, it will have a bad impact on your future life in the company. And I know that like me, you prefer lyric songs. RAP is not very popular. So I went to find Choi Sooyoung. She debuted in Japan and the RAP feels pretty good."
Before Kim Taeyeon could respond, Kang Jae-hee continued, "But Choi Soo-young said I should tell you first and then go to find her. Otherwise, you will be a little unhappy."
Speaking of this, Kang Jae-hee paused, looked at Kim Taeyeon with nothing unusual, so she had to continue saying, "I don't think there is anything wrong with what she doesn't say. I'm more sure today, and it's not a big deal. I haven't seen you during the day and I originally planned to tell you when I was having dinner at night. But after she said this, I always felt that I should tell you first, instead of telling you after I've decided as I have made a decision."
"It's nothing, I really don't like RAP very much." In fact, Kang Jae-hee's first reason had already convinced Kim Taeyeon. After a while in the company, Kim Taeyeon could also feel the fierce and excessive competition in the company, both open and secret.
Kim Taeyeon also understood why on the first day she officially joined the company, Kang Jae-hee took her to meet everyone he knew. Although those people did not take care of her clearly, of course there was no need. But it was precisely because of the greetings of these people after meeting that she really made her much better in the company. After all, it was impossible for both the teacher and Kang Jae-hee to take care of her at all times in the company.
Seeing that Kim Taeyeon was not unhappy, Kang Jae-hee relaxed. As she got older and came into contact with more people, people would gradually change. Although it is difficult for people who often stayed together to detect subtle changes, Kang Jae-hee obviously felt that she is much more mature now than Kim Taeyeon half a year ago.
"But if you have such an opportunity in the future, I have to tell me first. At least, I don't want to be the last person to know." No one wants many opposite sexes to appear around the people they care about, and they are also those opposite sexes with good relationships. But Kim Taeyeon also knows that in this circle, it is impossible to avoid contacting these people. This is not a worry about Kang Jae-hee, but just a pure, subconscious psychological reaction.
Kim Taeyeon is actually a very careful person, but her clumsy expression makes this carefulness difficult for outsiders to know. Among the girls in the future, many people will say that this person is careful and that person is careful, while Kim Taeyeon is mostly regarded as restrained, extremely restrained, and rarely expresses herself. However, few people know that Kim Taeyeon is not talking much, and slowly remembers other people's habits in their hearts. It's just that a few girls have been together for a long time, and many things don't need Kim Taeyeon to mention at all, and others also know about each other's habits.
Kang Jae-hee looked at Kim Taeyeon, who lowered her head back to continue eating in surprise. From what she said just now, Kang Jae-hee clearly felt a kind of resentment. Yes, although it was not very obvious, Kang Jae-hee still heard it with a hint of resentment.
"Because I'll see you tonight, I called you in the afternoon, and I always thought it would be better to say this in person. And I happened to meet Choi Sooyoung when I went downstairs, so I said it by the way. I occasionally talked about RAP when I saw them practicing, and I thought it was pretty good." Kang Jae-hee said about Choi Sooyoung asking those girls to study RAP together and did an alternative small selection.
"Well" Kim Taeyeon felt a little embarrassed when she heard Kang Jae-hee explaining. She didn't do this before when she was in Jeonju. No matter how many gifts Kang Jae-hee had received from her female classmates or how many notes Kim Taeyeon had received, although they didn't think they were the one who was the most suitable person for the other party at that time, they were all very sure that the other party would not take those people seriously at all.
But after coming to the company, Kim Taeyeon found that everything was different. It was not about how beautiful the trainees were or how tall they were... It wasn't about how harmonious those people got with Kang Jae-hee. But Kim Taeyeon discovered that only she and Kang Jae-hee had when they were together, but others appeared.
This tacit understanding is different from Kim Taeyeon herself. For Kim Taeyeon, this tacit understanding is that I like to eat this and you like to eat this and I like to do this and you like to do this. But that person's tacit understanding is that I like to eat this and you know why I like to eat this and I like to do this and you know why I like to do this. Kim Taeyeon actually knows but can't explain why. This is the difference caused by the difference in experience and insight.
This made Kim Taeyeon a little anxious, just like a toy she liked that she used to belonged to only her, but now she can suddenly be played with by another person, but she has no choice.
Fortunately, Kim Taeyeon can still confirm that at least the ownership of this toy is still hers. Thinking of this made her feel much better.
No matter how close she is to someone, she cannot know what she is thinking. Kang Jae-hee doesn't know that Kim Taeyeon has a sense of crisis. He can't think of those things. In his eyes, they are just a group of underage girls.
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Thank you to Yundong and the wind and rain for the reward.
I just arrived in a new city in the afternoon, and I was too tired at night and slept until early in the morning before I woke up...
Chapter completed!