Chapter 55 Kang Jae Hee's Worries
There are no invincible people in this world. As long as they are humans, they will have various desires and bonds. These are human weaknesses.
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In October, Seoul has entered autumn. Although it is not cold, the bleak atmosphere has forced people to wear thick enough clothes sooner or later to ensure their body warmth.
Kang Jae-hee has always disliked the weather in South Korea. The pure marine climate makes Kang Jae-hee, a person who belongs to the mainland, never get used to it. Of course, it is not annoying to not like it. As long as it is not too harsh climate, no one will hate it. This is the powerful adaptability of human beings.
So since I came to this country, Kang Jae-hee has always liked to put herself in the position of an observer and an outsider, and it is difficult to invest in it, and it is difficult to regard herself and others as the same type of people.
Until he met Kim Taeyeon.
When I first met this girl, she was really a child, so even with the label of Jeonju, Kim Taeyeon and her father opening an eyeglass shop, it was difficult for Kang Jae-hee to overlap with the star in later generations who was regarded as a goddess by countless people. She was a little fleshy, without makeup and had no face, and could only be considered pretty. Her eyes that had been a little myopic since she was a child made her wear a pair of glasses almost all day long. Perhaps Kim's father opened an eyeglass shop because she was worried that her daughter's eyes would not be very qualified. And how could such a little girl be worthy of Kang Jae-hee's attention?
But people always have a kind of compassion, or should be called kindness. Kim Taeyeon happens to be the kind of person who can inspire people's desire to protect the most.
People always say that the eyes are the windows of the soul, and there is an old Chinese saying that appearance is born from the heart. Although these words have no scientific basis, appearance will affect your experience, and your experience will affect your mood. So in this way, appearance and heart still have some relationship.
Kang Jae-hee has forgotten the difference between Kim Taeyeon and now, because when you are always in touch with someone, you cannot see his changes. So even though Kang Jae-hee can still remember some interesting things about Kim Taeyeon when she was a child, her image at that time is very vague.
But Kang Jae-hee clearly remembers that Kim Taeyeon's eyes have always been like this since before. Looking at her eyes, you can clearly know whether she is happy or unhappy now.
This made Kang Jae-hee think that he had the ability that others did not have. It was not until he looked at the female classmate in the class like this and was scolded by the other party that he realized that he could only see Kim Taeyeon alone. Since then, he has never communicated too much with other classmates at school.
It is because of this thing that Kang Jae-hee cares about Kim Taeyeon at all. When you can know the other person's mood, you will have no capital to refuse.
Being needed is actually a kind of happiness.
Therefore, only Kim Taeyeon can help Kang Jae-hee wake up from the realm of surpassing mortals in the past few days.
Thinking of Kim Taeyeon practicing quietly in the company these two days, Kang Jae-hee felt a little bit of self-blame for the first time. She had never had such an emotion since he came to Korea.
In order to concentrate on practicing these days, Kang Jae-hee's mobile phone has not been turned on. Anyway, if you really want to find him in the company, you can also find his uncle.
After opening the phone, a lot of information will pop up immediately. Although there are a lot of information, the number of people is not very large. There are Park Jung-soo and his group of boys, Choi Soo-young and his group of girls, and Kim Jong-kook asked why he didn't come to play songs. Of course, more of them are Kim Taeyeon.
For the future SJs, Kang Jae-hee is actually passively becoming friends with them. Although Kang Jae-hee was defeated by Kim Taeyeon, Kang Jae-hee only puts down this mentality with the few people she cared about. For others, Kang Jae-hee greets others politely, bows politely, and smiles politely to others. Even Kang Jae-hee is even more extreme than Lin Yoona, because Kang Jae-hee’s backstage is harder.
Maybe Park Jung-soo and the others would express their kindness to Kang Jae-hee after considering some things after their debut, but who among the entertainment companies has no thoughts of their own? Even Kim Taeyeon, who is well-careeded by Kang Jae-hee, has his own thoughts (work hard, debut hard, stand on the stage with Kang Jae-hee...). This is not a bad thing. Only with the mind can one not despair and motivation, and such people will make progress. What's more, Park Jung-soo's plan will have to wait until he debuts before he can see. Before his debut, he had no relationship with Kang Jae-hee.
After getting along for a long time, Kang Jae-hee also likes to chat with these heartless people and joke. Although these people occasionally make a little mistake, in such an environment full of competition, if you don’t even want to joke, it’s better for such people to stay away from them.
But there are only a few heartless people who occasionally commit suicide. Kang Jae-hee sees more scenes of dancing and hurting all over. Every time the music stops, she lies on the floor and COS body. And Kang Jae-hee accompanied these people to the hospital to secretly buy medicine and rub it on the painful joints. Then she continues to practice deadly the next day.
I dare not tell the company because I am afraid that the company will force them to rest. In this way, I may miss an opportunity to be seen by the company's senior management.
People who work hard will always be respected by others, and efforts will not affect themselves, nor will they have people who want to harm themselves. They also express kindness to themselves. If such people cannot become friends, they will really not have friends again.
Maybe other trainees in the company also have this kind of thing, but Kang Jae-hee only knows these, so he will naturally only think that these are friends.
Maybe they have not done anything like being loyal or saving lives. But there are no so many exciting things in life.
Sometimes, being able to look at a person with a smile always appears in your own sight, and in life, it is a kind of recognition.
I made up a text message like "I'm fine, relatives have come to my family these days, and the company has agreed." Then I sent it to boys including Park Jung-soo and Choi Soo-young and other girls.
After you start to care about Kim Taeyeon, you will inevitably think of the other eight girls. This is an unsolvable proposition. You can only love one of them, but you can't ignore the other eight.
The meeting with Choi Sooyoung and the others was caused by a coincidence. Although this coincidence hurts Kang Jae-hee a little... but this did not affect their subsequent relationship.
Since the first day he joined S.M, Kang Jae-hee thought of these girls, and just so happened that his head gave him such a chance to get to know them.
What's a little different from being friends with Park Jung-soo and others is that Kang Jae-hee is a little proactive when she got to know Choi Soo-young and the others. But later on, there was no difference. If so, it was because they were girls and they would receive more care. Of course, if Kang Jae-hee really took care of those boys, maybe a terrible result would appear... Brother (gao), brother (ji), hot (ju) blood (hua)...
People who work hard and strong will always be more likely to be favored by God. The same is true for these girls. In fact, those who are trainees are all a group of hard-working children, but hard work is just the foundation. If you are not strong, you will not be able to persevere until the end.
Kang Jae-hee, who was afraid that her appearance would have some impact, in order not to change the future she knew, and because she was familiar with these girls, Kang Jae-hee would always take care of these girls carefully.
But no matter how careful he is, he can't stop the eyes of those who are interested. The excessive intimacy between Kang Jae-hee and these girls has been made known to everyone in the company. After all, a boy always takes a few girls to have dinner together, which is really conspicuous.
If Kang Jae-hee had not had a senior teacher and an uncle of a young director, he would have been called by the company to talk about his ideals and life. However, with Kang Jae-hee's temper, even if he was called by the company to have tea, he would still not change his behavior. Anyway, his ultimate goal was not to become a big star.
The information of these people is relatively simple. After replying, I will send you a message and go to the company tomorrow and it will be over. Kim Jong Kook is not very troublesome. Although this brother, who is older than his uncle, is a little terrible, as long as he is carried out of the company, the other party will not ask more questions.
What made Kang Jae-hee a little embarrassed was how to explain to Kim Taeyeon.
It’s not that it’s hard to explain, but Kang Jae-hee doesn’t want to lie to Kim Taeyeon. I don’t know if this girl is used to being taken care of by Kang Jae-hee in recent years. This girl, who is very independent and persists in her opinion, always obeys when facing Kang Jae-hee. Although Kang Jae-hee doesn’t ask her to do something unreasonable, she will tell Kang Jae-hee that everything has become Kim Taeyeon’s habit. Even once during menstruation, Kang Jae-hee accidentally learned about the sanitary napkin brand she was using and said that another one is more suitable for her. Kim Taeyeon didn’t ask why he knew such a question and immediately changed the brand...
But Kang Jae-hee couldn't stay by Kim Taeyeon's side all the time, and even her partner couldn't stay together for 24 hours. In this case, Kang Jae-hee was worried that after hearing what Kim Taeyeon said to her, she accidentally made her decision, and the other party would do it immediately. If she was not present, she would not be able to understand the whole story of the incident and could not make the most accurate judgment. In addition, Kang Jae-hee was not a saint, let alone a saint would make mistakes.
Only Kang Jae-hee knows best about Kim Taeyeon’s dependence on him. It is a kind of trust and dependence that can only appear after being together for a long time. When he was a child, he played together in his studies, his guidance and worship in singing, his peace of mind when he was lost in the crowd, and his concern that he could feel even though he was invisible and touched. Kang Jae-hee clearly felt these little things from Kim Taeyeon’s eyes.
And the more this happens, the more Kang Jae-hee can’t let go of this girl. And it’s because of this that Kang Jae-hee doesn’t want to deceive her.
But when I came to my relatives, I could not say what I did after staying for 7 days. This is the family rule and the rule of Kang Jae-hee and his family. From the beginning, I didn’t have this ability, but after seeing that my parents had this ability, my father warned me that I couldn’t tell others that even the closest person could not be said unless the person became his wife.
Kang Jae-hee doesn’t know what kind of relationship he has for Kim Taeyeon, but he knows very well that in this life, in this world, if anyone can become his wife, then the most likely person must be Kim Taeyeon. He has this view, his parents, and Kim Taeyeon’s parents, maybe Kim Taeyeon thinks so too.
But there are always accidents in this world. If there is no accident, Kang Jae-hee would not have come here. He is very scared, afraid that everything now is a very long dream. If you wake up from the dream, you will be nothing. If you tell Kim Taeyeon everything now and you suddenly disappear, it is estimated that according to the family, Kim Taeyeon will never have any thoughts to communicate with outsiders in this life. Only by being one with them can you not reveal the secret that has become his own secret.
Although Kang Jae-hee didn't know how powerful the family was, it should not be very difficult for these people with special abilities to get someone away.
This is what Kang Jae-hee is most worried about.
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Thanks to the wind and rain for chasing, cute teams, colorful sky, and tangled rewards.
I have been catching a cold these days. According to incomplete statistics yesterday, I had no less than one hundred sneezes. In severe cases, I once every five minutes, three sneezes at a time...
I never had tears... It was so uncomfortable. I originally planned to take a break at around 8 o'clock, then get up and update it. As a result, I slept until today after sleep... I'm sorry for everyone.
Yesterday I thought about writing a leave note first, but I always thought it was too pretentious to write a leave note just because I had nothing to do, so I didn't write it...
Anyway, in the impression of this book, there must be a label like "update is a problem"...
Chapter completed!