Every strong person has been weak.

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My name is Stephanie, I am 15 years old and I am from the United States.

When I was a child, I was very surprised why I looked different from other friends. They had yellow hair, blue eyes, and white skin, but I had dark hair, dark eyes, and yellow skin. Once I asked my mother why this was the case. My mother told me that we are Koreans.

But I am an American, born in the United States and grew up in the United States. Where is South Korea? Why haven’t I heard of it? I often hear the name of Britain, France, Germany, China, and Japan on TV. But why have I never heard of the name of Korea?

I asked my mom, is it a Korean?

My mother told me that South Korea is a small country, but Koreans are very united.

What is unity? The friends around me are also very friendly to me. Isn’t this considered unity?

Later I found South Korea on the map. It was really young. Did my parents come from such a place?

I told my mom, I am not Korean, I am American, but my father heard this.

He told me very seriously that we live in the United States now, but our roots are in South Korea.

I was frightened. My father had never spoken to me so seriously before. But from then on, I remember that I must admit that I am Korean, otherwise my father would be angry and my mother would be sad.

So when someone asks me if I am Chinese or Japanese, I always tell them loudly that I am Korean.

Since then, my mother has always liked to talk to me about some things in Korea. My mother said that our life is good now, but she misses Korea very much, misses the kimchi there, the rice there, and the relatives there.

I don’t like to eat kimchi, too much salt makes my tongue feel lost. The rice is OK, but it’s a bit troublesome to eat one by one. Whenever I have leftover rice, my mother will sternly let me finish it. In order not to make my mother angry, I always take very few rides.

This is also the only time when my mother is strict with me. Other times, my mother treats me very well. By the way, I have an older sister and an older brother. But my mother likes the most, I also like my mother the most. Of course, I also like my father, brother and sister. But my most favorite is my mother.

When I was a child, my mother would come to school to pick me up every day and take me to eat delicious food. Later, when I grew up, my mother would not come to pick me up, but when I got home, my mother would always take my schoolbag with a smile.

My mother is the best mother in the world.

In 2002, my mother left.

Dad said that mom went to a very far place. The priest said that mom went to heaven.

I know, my mother is dead.

Please forgive me for using such a direct and dazzling word. Because for me, no matter how direct and dazzling it is, it cannot penetrate into my heart. I feel that my heart has followed my mother to that distant place.

Why did mom go so far? Does she want me anymore? Mom, do you like me so much? Why didn’t you take me away?

My mother went to heaven. Heaven is a place where good people can go. It is said that it is beautiful and everything is beautiful. It is a good thing that my mother can go there, and we should be happy for my mother.

But why is my father crying, and my brothers and sisters crying? Why can’t I see anything clearly now? Why is my face wet?

I don’t know how I spent that time. My father asked me for a month off from school. This was what I wanted most in the past, but now it has been achieved easily.

I rejected my father's request, why can my brothers and sisters go to school, but I have to be at home? Is it because I wake up at night and the pillow is wet after getting up in the morning?

Dad said I needed a good rest and restore my energy. But Dad didn't know that as long as I was at home, I would think of my mother, and when I thought of my mother, I couldn't help crying.

My mother said before that Stephanie is a strong child and I can’t let my mother down. I want to go to school and I want to study hard.

It's been 2 years. Although I still think of my mother often, I no longer cry like I did back then.

My mother always says that I smile the most beautifully, and in order to make my mother happy, I will definitely smile more in the future.

A company came to Korea and held a talent show. My classmates said that I sing well, I was a cheerleader, and I was good at dancing, so I asked me to participate.

For the sake of being both Koreans, I went to participate. As a result, I got the first place. I also had to sign a contract with me to go to Korea for training and then become an artist.

Can I also be a star? I stand on a big stage and sing to others like Michael Jackson and Britney. But Korea is so small? How many people will listen to music?

The people from that company told me that the relationship between China, Japan and South Korea is just like the relationship between Canada and the United States. Both companies and artists can be easily interacted with each other. There are 1 billion people in China and 100 million people in Japan.

Oh my God! So many people? As long as one percent, no, one thousand people like my songs, that's more than one million. In this case, there will be more fans than Britney.

But I will live in that country in the future. I have seen the map, which is very far from the United States. It takes a long time to fly.

Should I tell my dad? No! Dad will definitely object. It would be great if my mom was still there, and mom would definitely tell me the reason for going and the reason for not going.

By the way! Mom always seems to want to go back to Korea to see it. I am my favorite daughter. If I take a look on my behalf, my mother will definitely be very happy.

I just did this, so I went to Korea to check it out. My aunt and her family were also there. In this case, my father would have no reason to object.

I don't know how the person named S.M Company (this name is so perverted...) talks with my father. I only know that my father finally saw me for a long time and didn't speak.

Just when I thought my father would not agree to me, my father sighed and agreed.

Why sigh? Isn’t it good for me to pursue my ideal? Shouldn’t my father support my ideal?

My father did not explain to me. He just gave me my aunt’s contact information and asked me to take good care of myself.

Of course I will take good care of myself. I am already 15 years old and I am not a child anymore.

Korea, here I come!

However, when I got on the plane, I remembered my mother again.

Why do I want to cry again? I am a strong child and I haven't cried in the past two years.

South Korea is so strange.

Mom, please bless me!

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Thanks to yurifan for the reward.

This chapter... should actually be placed in the extra chapter, but it is obvious that it is impossible for me to update the extra chapter recently. So I just put it in the main text.

This chapter... Actually, I am very dissatisfied with it and can be carefully crafted. But in the company, thinking will definitely be affected.

In addition, after the code is done, I am too lazy to modify it...

Maybe in the future, you can see the modified version of this chapter... Well, it should be...

Some book friends said that Jiuzhi's personality is too symbolic. This... a book will definitely have main characters and secondary characters. In fact, if you think about other Korean entertainment books, you also have a focus on the description of Jiuzhi. In addition, it takes a lot of writing and space to describe a person. I am a little lazy... ah hahaha...
Chapter completed!