Every growth is accompanied by a hurdle. No matter whether you can overcome it or not, you are actually growing. The difference is just the difference in gains.

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Seeing everyone in the room looking at her, Kim Taeyeon's body was instantly stiff. She didn't know where she should stand now, what expressions she should put on, and what words she should say.

Kim Taeyeon has always been an introverted and shy child. She always gives people the feeling of being weak, petite, kind, etc.... But the most familiar person knows that this girl has a soft personality on the outside but strong on the inside.

.From childhood to adulthood, most of the things were decided by my parents, and I seemed very obedient. But once I made up my mind, my parents couldn’t change her ideas. When I first learned music, I went to S.M to compete, and I was also a trainee.

Today, in order to see Kang Jae-hee perform for the first time, she immediately asked the teacher for leave after class in the morning, and then said to her parents and got on the bus to Seoul. From decision to action, it only took a few minutes to think about it. Her weakness and kindness outside only stemmed from her uncontested personality. However, few people can forcefully change the things she decided. You can educate her, or even teach her a lesson. But as long as your reasons cannot completely convince her, she will always stick to her own point of view. This kind of stubborn personality is partly inherited by her parents, but the biggest factor is because Kang Jae-hee...

Who made Kim Taeyeon always "inters" with Kang Jae-hee during the period when she really started to become sensible and could think by herself... The girl in her 10s happened to be at the door of teenagers and adolescence. During that period, Kim Taeyeon met Kang Jae-hee.

Originally, Kang Jae-hee said it was the official performance in the evening. Kim Taeyeon originally thought that Kang Jae-hee should be in the company at 1 or 2 pm. But after going there, I found that he could not be found.

Just as she was hesitating whether to call Kang Jae-hee, she met Kang Zhi-jian. When she was living at Kang Jae-hee's house, she had met Kang Zhi-jian several times.

When Kang Zhijian saw Kim Taeyeon appearing here at this time, he used any part of his body to know why she came. He didn't say much, after all, there were many people in the company. He took Kim Taeyeon into the car and took her to SBS TV station.

There is always a gap between dreams and reality...

Along the way, Kim Taeyeon was fantasizing about the surprise, happiness when Kang Jae-hee saw her, and then held her hand to talk to herself. Anyway, all kinds of expectations and shyness...

Only after I arrived, I realized that fantasy could only be fantasy... I saw a surprise in Kang Jae-hee's eyes, but I didn't come over to hold his hand, and what happened later... He was pressed on the chair and could not move, while she was pulled over by a group of people she was familiar with. Next to Kang Jae-hee, there was a strong man sitting, and her small eyes revealed a sense of embarrassment and fear.

Things that are too huge will always give people a sense of oppression. Kim Jong Kook's body is a weapon. It is almost as big as Kim Taeyeon, and his hairstyle at that time and his serious expression because of outsiders. Not to mention Kim Taeyeon who just came, even Choi Sooyoung, who was not afraid of heaven and earth, they were all very restrained because of this.

Kim Jong Kook was also helpless about the current situation, but he had to do so. This place was not on the street, and Kim Jong Kook was not the kind artist in the sun, and this group of friends of Kang Jae-hee was not ordinary people.

In the standby room of SBS TV, he is an artist, a senior, while others are juniors, and artists who have little to do with him. He can trust Kang Jae-hee and joke with Kang Jae-hee like brothers. But Kang Jae-hee’s friend is not his Kim Jong-kook’s friend. As a senior and brother, it doesn’t matter if he talks with Kang Jae-hee or jokes, but he cannot speak freely like no outsiders.

This is an artist. He always has different faces in front of different people. In this circle, if you don’t do this, you will not be able to gain a foothold.

Many people have forgotten their original personality after working for a long time. Only those artists who can still maintain their true intentions even after being a long time can become the top small part of this circle.

Kim Jong Kook likes to contact such persistent artists, and he is also working hard, hoping to become such a person in the future. Now he has also seen this potential in Kang Jae-hee. However, whether the potential can become strength depends on Kang Jae-hee's own efforts and persistence, as well as the guidance and cultivation of others.

As for Kang Jae-hee, he was not very clear about why Kim Jong-July-July-July-July-Hee was so close to him. That song was just the beginning, or the fuse. Kim Jong-July-Chuly-Chuly-Hee for this matter. If anything happens in the future, Kim Jong-Ku will definitely help him. But this can only be considered a half-deal. You helped me once, and I will help you in the future. This is not the reason why Kim Jong-Ku treats Kang Jae-hee as kind as his brother, and Kang Jae-hee himself knows it.

So Kang Jae-hee thought that it was because of his personality that was more in line with Kim Jong-kook, which made Kim Jong-kook so good to him. Anyway, before there was no other reason, Kang Jae-hee would have always thought so.

In the eyes of outsiders, the entertainment industry is just simple. You work hard, I work hard, everyone works hard. Some people work hard and some people work hard. Successful continues to move forward, failure temporarily stops, or retreats, either work hard again, or disappears, and then there will still be new people who continue to work hard...

But in the eyes of people in the circle, the entertainment industry is a jungle beast rule like you, I pursue you, I help you, I help you, you obscene me, I obscene you. Moreover, in addition to people, this circle itself is like nature on the grassland, with certain dangers. In order to survive, it is not only about filling your stomach, avoiding pursuit, but also being able to adapt to the environment.

Kim Jong Kook has been living in the grassland in the entertainment industry for many years. After he was almost killed, he was so strong that he began to slowly expose his minions after a long time of rest. Kang Jae-hee also officially began to survive independently in this grassland. Kim Taeyeon Choi Soo-young and the others are still in the reserve, trying to make themselves stronger and stronger. Maybe Choi Soo-young once lived independently, but it was the Japanese entertainment industry, which was not a grassland, or a tropical rainforest, or next to the desert, so if she wanted to live in the grassland, she still needed to make changes and work hard to adapt to such an environment.

Countless people want to be elephants and lions, but many people can only become jackals and hunting dogs, while more people can only become herbivorous animals such as antelope and wildebeest.

Everyone in the Korean entertainment industry naturally has their own understanding. However, for Kang Jae-hee, he has many choices and does not necessarily have to live in this circle. So his mentality is very peaceful.

Kang Jae-hee was really happy when Kim Taeyeon's sudden appearance. If it were anyone, she would be very happy to see the person she cared about appearing when facing such an important moment. Of course, if Choi Soo-young and the others also appeared suddenly, Kang Jae-hee would also be happy.

But there will always be a little difference.

Kang Jae-hee, who had been tossed for a long time, was finally liberated. I have to say that Su Xiaoxiao, a woman who doesn't know whether she is a clothing assistant or a makeup artist, is very skilled. She did not make exaggerated modifications to Kang Jae-hee's face. Kang Jae-hee is still Kang Jae-hee, but the lines of her face are softer, making the slightly immature face mature.

I chose a set of clothes suitable for songs and changed them. Before I could chat with others, the TV station staff pushed the door open and entered.

"Kang Jae-hee XI, please come with me and come on stage immediately."

I don’t know if these people have become magical after saying the same thing too much. When the words are finished, the atmosphere in the standby room suddenly becomes tense.

Everyone stood up and stared at Kang Jae-hee with his strong arms. Kim Jong Kook kept patting Kang Jae-hee with his huge arms.

"Don't be nervous, this is just a rehearsal. Even if you are not satisfied, it's nothing. Be more casual, it's almost like recording. Once the lights are on, you can't see clearly in the audience. Don't pay too much attention to the audience. If you are really nervous, you can lower your head or simply close your eyes. Well... it's not good to close your eyes, just lower your head." Kim Jong Kook is usually chattering endlessly. Others are not good at talking because Kim Jong Kook, the senior, have been talking all the time, and they look at Kang Jae-hee pitifully.

Whether it is Kim Jong Kook or Kang Jae Hee's friends, it seems that they are more nervous than taking the stage by themselves.

"We will go to the sidelines to cheer for you, so don't be nervous. If you can't sing well because of your nervousness,

The staff had to use the pre-recorded live version CD. That way, once it was spread by the staff, it would be a big blow to you." The man is a man. Kim Jong Kook seemed to be comforting people, but what he said... If it weren't for his senior, Han Se-hyun would have really thrown him out. Of course, if he could throw it away, then...

Just when the staff urged him for the second time, Kim Jong Kook was still talking... I really don't know where such a man who usually doesn't seem to talk much at this time...

Kang Jae-hee, who was not very nervous when he was seen by Kim Jong Kook's words and the eyes of others, was now a little nervous. He obviously felt that his heart was beating faster and he was breathing a little heavy.

Kim Taeyeon was the first to react. She clearly felt the difference between Kang Jae-hee and her usual time. It was not the tension and excitement mixed with her competition. Now Kang Jae-hee is obviously a little nervous because of Kim Jong-kook's words. Kim Taeyeon was secretly dissatisfied with Kim Jong-kook...

Looking at Kang Jae-hee's aimless and somewhat distracted eyes, Kim Taeyeon's eyes were a little wet for some reason. It was not happy or sad.

Suddenly a force came from his heart. Kim Taeyeon squeezed away Choi Soo-young and Park Jung-soo standing in front of him. Regardless of what Kim Jong-kook was still saying to Kang Jae-hee, he did not consider that so many people were watching Kang Jae-hee. He grabbed Kang Jae-hee's slightly cool hand, held it hard, and looked up at him.

The warm and soft feeling in his hand pulled back Kang Jae-hee's somewhat mixed thoughts. His vision, which became blurred because of the lack of focus, became clear. Then he saw Kim Taeyeon beside him.

The eyes are caring, nervous, worried, encouragement, support, expectation, and only the reflection of your own figure.

At this time, Kang Jae-hee suddenly thought of something she heard at the beginning. When a man is irritable and helpless, only that woman can calm him down.

Kang Jae-hee used to sneer at this sentence, cigarettes, alcohol, brothers, and these can also make men vent their emotions.

But now he believed it, because his heart is extremely stable now.

A calm smile reappeared on Kang Jae-hee's face, gave Kim Taeyeon a look that made her feel at ease, patted her hand gently, smiled and bowed to Kim Jong Kook, nodded to others, and walked out.

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I arrived home at around 11 o'clock yesterday and took a shower and had dinner. It was already 12 o'clock at that time. I was so tired that I couldn't open my eyes.
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