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122 Waking up

"Grandpa." I looked at my grandpa, my eyes full of confusion.

"I know what you are going to say. One day you will know. Take a good rest for a few days and then leave." Grandpa gently patted me with his hands. The wrinkles on his face seemed to have increased a lot, which seemed different from when I left. They were much older. But strangely, the appearance of my parents has not changed at all. "Child, your anger is too heavy, it's good to rest. Remember, believe in yourself." Grandpa seemed to be coaxing the child to sleep, his tone was very calm, and it seemed that he was not surprised at all.

Compared with my grandfather's peace, my heart is filled with storms.

I wanted to ask, but my grandfather stopped me. I don’t know why, this dream was so weird, but in my grandfather’s arms, everything seemed to be no longer important. I was very relaxed, as if I really went back to my childhood.

Grandpa held the big bong and sucked it, "Bang" and then blew it on my face, making me choke and tears flowed.

Then he slapped the smoke in the air with both hands, then stood up and chased the black goats at home running all over the mountains...

There are no more killings, no intrigues, and no heart-wrenching pain when I am separated from my brothers. At this moment, my heart became very, very calm, just as nothing had happened, just as I had never left here, everything was no longer related to me.

For me, who has already had such a bloody life, suddenly I felt that this seemed to be the paradise I have been pursuing.

"Grandpa, when will I come back? It's the kind of real thing to come back." I didn't look up, I just knew that I wanted to stay here forever, but this was just a dream, I wanted to come back forever.

Now I also saw that my parents, I just fantasized about it in this dream. They are all the things I expected and what I remember. But obviously, grandpa is not. I don’t know why I feel it so, but I am absolutely sure that grandpa is definitely not my dream.

"Whenever you want to come back, then whenever you want. As long as you think you can come back, that's fine." Grandpa spoke slowly, his old big hands gently caressing my tender face like a warm wind.

The afterglow of the sunset is like a layer of golden mist, and the grandfather and grandson in front of the house are shrouded in like wax figures.

Everything in the deep mountains is shrouded in the sunset, like a beautiful painting.

"Okay, go and go and go around, everything here has not changed." After saying that, grandpa stood up, walked into the house with his hands behind his back, and dad followed him in.

I looked around and saw that everything was too real. There were colorful flowers everywhere, and the cries of all kinds of birds were endless. Fish swam around in the stream.

I walked to a place with a flat terrain and a slow water flow, and looked to the side. A tender little face appeared in the pond. The eyes were so clear and beautiful. I squatted down and reached out to touch it. As soon as my fingers touched the water surface, ripples appeared on the surface of the water. The tender face disappeared, and in a daze, it seemed to be replaced by a hideous terrifying face that was ferocious and blood-devouring.

It seemed to be smiling at me.

I sighed, which one is me? Is it that young and cute little boy, or the man with blood-devouring and murderous intent on his face?

I shook my head and looked at the calm water again. My pair of clear and beautiful eyes were staring at me, and my face was filled with a smile that made me feel as warm as the sun.

This time, I didn't dare to touch it with my hands, but just stared at him quietly, and then smiled happily, with the little tiger's teeth reflected on the water, which was very cute.

After a while, I slowly looked away because I knew that except here, I could no longer see this warm, beautiful little boy. He was dead and never existed again, right?

In the flowers beside me, a few butterflies as big as bowls were dancing, quiet and beautiful. I walked over without realizing it, chasing the dancing butterflies, and then chasing the little hares in the mountains running all over the mountain, and then holding a bouquet of wild flowers...

The entire mountain stream is filled with heartfelt, happy, and tender laughter.

Until after a long time, I was tired of playing and collapsed on the green grass. Unconsciously, tears flowed out and the sky slowly became dark.

"It's time to eat!" An extremely familiar call echoed through the sky. I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, "It's coming!" and then hurried back. Even though I knew it was just a dream, I still cherished it very much.

In my grandfather's earthy house, the oil lamp was lit. The three of them looked at me with a smile on their faces. Slowly, I made it next to my grandfather and dad, smiling foolishly, and then tears kept flowing.

Not long after, laughter and joy kept coming from this small earthen house, just like many, many years ago...

During this period, I have been here, and even my father and mother have been "me" left here. It seems that I have returned to the past. I have never thought about anything else, just like I have never left here, as if it was heaven.

"Xiaoxuan, you should leave. If you don't leave, you will never be able to leave." Grandpa touched my head and spit out a mouthful of smoke.

"Grandpa, I don't want to leave anymore, I really don't want to." To be honest, I really can't bear to leave.

"You have to know that all this is just illusory." Grandpa again, "Bada" snatched his big bong twice, "You have to know that your real parents are still waiting for you to come back at home, distinguish the pros and cons, you are not yet at the age to enjoy a comfortable life."

Grandpa smiled and looked at me earnestly: "Go, I know the reason why you dare not come back. That is because you are not strong enough. When one day you are strong enough, you will be fearless. When that day comes, it will be the time when our family reunites, children, we will wait for you."

As he said that, grandpa disappeared directly, and disappeared without warning. Everything around him gradually became illusory, and the original flowers, plants and trees all turned white until they finally turned completely white.

"Grandpa! Grandpa!" I yelled, but to no avail.

"Ah!" Suddenly, there was a pain in my chest. I opened my eyes and the scenery in front of me changed instantly. A huge room was considered a single white. I was lying on a bed with a bunch of various instruments next to me, and a bottle was still in my hand.

"Ah Xuan! Ah Xuan! You're awake!" A surprise sound came. Cheng Xiaoyu was lying on the edge of the bed, awakened by the scream I just now. She quickly raised her head, her face was haggard, and her eyes were dark. It seemed that she had been waiting for a lot of nights.

Seeing that I woke up, I threw myself on me and hugged me tightly. This time I caught my gun again. I grinned and endured it. I didn't say a word, but I was stunned, my hands were open, but I didn't know where to put them.

Cheng Xiaoyu buried her entire face on my shoulders. After a while, I felt a warm and wetness. With sobbing, Cheng Xiaoyu finally cried. After sobbing for sobs, she finally released her grievances after seeing me wake up.

I hesitated for a moment, slowly placed my hand behind Cheng Xiaoyu, and patted it gently: "Don't cry anymore, we won't cry anymore, be good."

At this time, Cheng Xiaoyu also let go of me, her face full of grievances, and instantly turned into happiness. "I'm sorry, I thought you couldn't wake up. I'm really scared, so I'm so happy that I didn't care for you."

"No." I chuckled softly, reached out to wipe Cheng Xiaoyu's tears, looked at her tired and haggard face, and suddenly felt very sorry for this girl.

"Don't worry, I can't die, I will protect you forever." I didn't know why I said this, very determined, "Forever!"

"Puff." Hearing my words, Cheng Xiaoyu burst into tears and laughed. If it were before, she would have quarreled with me, but this time she did not. Instead, she stretched out her slender hand, then bent her little finger slightly, making a hook-shaped hook-shaped face, with a serious face like a fairy-like face. Come on, hook-shaped hook-shaped!"

"Okay!" Seeing her serious look, I also stretched out my little finger and hooked it with Cheng Xiaoyu's little finger. Cheng Xiaoyu's eyes were big and black, with glittering eyes, very moving, looking straight at me, with red lips lightly opened, and a sweet voice came out, "Hooking and hanging, you can't change for a hundred years, whoever changes is a puppy!"

As he said that, he shook my hand, and then he pulled the gun on my body again: "Hiss..." I took a breath of air conditioning. (To be continued)
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