At three o'clock in the afternoon, Lu Yinbing took Xia Yitong to meet the psychologist who made an appointment. The psychologist was the one who treated her a few years ago. The two met and said a few words to reminisce about the past. After that, Xia Yitong went in and she was waiting outside.

Knowing that time is probably short, Lu Yinbing took out a kindle from his bag and reads a book. John Williams's "Stoner" tells the story of an ordinary person's life of constant disappointment against nothingness.

A pot of orchid was grown at the door of the psychological counselor's office. It was growing very well, with fresh leaves and full of vitality. Lu Yinbing was tired of reading books and went to see the orchid to relieve fatigue. When he went to see orchids for the fifth time, the door of the office opened and the doctor politely sent Xia Yitong out.

Lu Yinbing stood up immediately.

"Come here twice a week for the time being." She heard the doctor say this, walked over and asked worriedly, "Is it serious?"

The doctor saw Xia Yitong, and Xia Yitong nodded, and the doctor said: "Middle mild schizophrenia, psychological counseling and medication, have a high chance of being cured. She is still very strong in her own mind, and she can distinguish hallucinations, so she doesn't have any major problems."

"Thank you, the doctor." Lu Yinbing only fell down the big stone.

The doctor smiled when he heard this: "I charge a lot, but it's not free, why do you thank me?" After speaking, he couldn't help but angrily, "Okay, take the person back. You young people are desperate for filming. Can you get mental illness casually? You are not afraid of affecting your whole life."

Lu Yinbing bent his mouth upwards.

Xia Yitong had just received psychological counseling and listened peacefully and obediently.

The doctor looked at it and lost his temper. He prescribed risperidone for Xia Yitong and made an appointment for the next meeting. The two set off and went back. Before they went home, they found a restaurant for dinner, a high-end Western restaurant, and candlelight dinner.

But the meal was very silent, and it was almost New Year. Compared with the end of last year, although the two were separated, they would occasionally make phone calls and get inseparable. Although they were in the same place this year, they always felt that there was an invisible layer between them.

The two sat opposite each other. Xia Yitong moved the chair directly to Lu Yinbing, and put his right arm on Lu Yinbing's left hand: "Teacher Lu..."

"Hmm?" Lu Yinbing looked at her, "What's wrong?"

Xia Yitong pulled her plate over, lowered her head and cut the steak inside into small pieces: "Aren't you going to tell me?"

"say what?"

"The reason why you left the group."

"oh."

Oh. In my impression, Lu Yinbing had not spoken to her so coldly. Xia Yitong couldn't help but be slightly surprised. Lu Yinbing instantly changed into a gentle gaze and voice: "Can you talk about it when you go back? Have a meal first."

It was so fast that Xia Yitong thought she had just had an illusion.

"good."

There was only the monotonous sound of knife and fork colliding on the dining table. Lu Yinbing drank, but Xia Yitong didn't drink, so she was responsible for driving back. Lu Yinbing's eyes stared at a point in front of him for a long time, and an idea flashed across the village and the back of the shop: So tired.

The lover around her is so lively, considerate and gentle, and loves to laugh and act coquettishly. Lu Yinbing's eyes flashed slightly, and she fell from the void back to her real lover. Xia Yitong seemed unhappy. Is it because of her? She made Xia Yitong unhappy.

"Teacher Xia."

"Ah." Before Xia Yitong could react, a piece of tender beef was handed to her mouth. Xia Yitong opened her mouth and bit it, and her eyes lit up in an instant when she looked at her.

Lu Yinbing held the back of her neck with his hand and pinched her soft flesh.

The air heated up a little. The two of them fed me and I fed you a bite and ate dinner. After drinking more than half of the red wine, Lu Yinbing was a little bit over his face. It was okay when he sat, but when he stood, he was exposed and he was swaying while walking.

She went back to take a shower and went to bed at night. She agreed to discuss what she wanted to say, but it was left unresolved. Xia Yitong took medicine and stayed in Lu Yinbing's arms at night, turning on the light to sleep. I don't know if it was the medicine, psychological counseling, or because Lu Yinbing held his tight arms, or all three, the voice in Xia Yitong's ears was no longer so arrogant, and hallucinations appeared, but Lu Yinbing frowned in her sleep, so Xia Yitong had to whisper to her mother: "I want to take care of her now, next time."

Mama Xia was very considerate of her and even came to see her daughter-in-law who had not passed away.

Xia Yitong introduced: "Mom, she is very nice."

Xia’s mother made fun of her: “What is your introduction? Where is her good place?”

Xia Yitong said: "It's just that everywhere is very good, very dedicated, very good at acting, and very good to me."

Mama Xia pointed at Lu Yinbing and said, "You see, she was so moved that she cried."

Xia Yitong was stunned and touched the corner of Lu Yinbing's eyes with his fingers. The liquid was boiling and moist, and it was put into his mouth, with salty and sour mouth.

Lu Yinbing cried in his dream.

After cognition, this cognition hit her mind and made Xia Yitong confused. She could not imagine what reason would be so sad in her dreams for someone like Lu Yinbing?

Xia Yitong's forehead was pressed against Lu Yinbing's forehead, and she felt her trembling and sobbing, and her heart seemed to be sharpening with a blunt knife, and she could hardly breathe.

She held Lu Yinbing's shoulder in her hand and wanted to wake her up. Her eyes changed a few times, and she slowly lowered her hands as if she was leaving.

Xia Yitong lay on the bed with her face up, and a drop of clear tears fell from the corner of her eyes and penetrated into the pillow under her body.

The two of them had a premeditated strike together. The next day they slept until noon. This time, Xiaoxi didn't come to call lunch and didn't get up at noon. They were hungry until they would feel stomachache if they didn't eat anything. They slowly got up.

Xia Yitong went to see the tears in the corner of Lu Yinbing's eyes. The other party looked as if nothing had happened, as if he couldn't remember what happened last night. Xia Yitong naturally wouldn't expose her, but she wanted to know why.

It has been two days since she came back, and Lu Yinbing kept silent about that matter, and had reason to doubt, no, it is almost certain that she was evading and adopting a procrastination policy, and how long she could be delayed.

She got up and washed up, spent the whole day in bed, ordered takeout at night, and planned to go to bed after eating. Lu Yinbing was so abnormal. When she mentioned this problem, she found various reasons before talking about it. On the third night, Xia Yitong couldn't bear it anymore and blocked her on the sofa in the living room.

"Can you tell me the reason now?"

She is young, strong, straightforward, and has a beautiful beauty that is different from herself. In the future, more people will like her. Lu Yinbing looked at her, and all the messy thoughts surged in her mind, which she couldn't control.

If you can't hide, then come out of the snail room.

"I may not be able to be an actor again." Lu Yinbing said, "I fell off the stairs last time and hit my head, there is..." She took two breaths, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she continued to say, "The sequelae... I... can't remember the lines."

She choked and said, "It can't be cured..."

She thought she had accepted the facts and could say these words in a very calm tone, but when facing Xia Yitong, she could no longer pretend to be herself. She was very sad, sad, and in pain that was almost dead.

I want to cry loudly.

Her tears really fell anxiously and fiercely, and she stood against Xia Yitong's shoulder and cried bitterly.

Xia Yitong murmured, "How could this happen?"

But the woman who collapsed in her arms told her: That's how it is, it's ridiculous, but it happened.

Dong Yafei was sentenced to five years in prison, and she deserved it. Lu Yinbing did something wrong, why was it not enough to walk in front of the gate of hell to save half of her life, and she still had to pay for her for the rest of her life?

God, if you have eyes, why is it so unfair?

"Huh..." Xia Yitong looked up at the ceiling, smiling sarcastically and sharply, then closed her eyes and tears fell like rain.

...

Lu Yinbing was tired of crying in her arms. Xia Yitong raised her hand and pressed her to her chest. She pulled the towel over one side and covered the two of them. Then she slowly fell down her upper body and hid on the sofa together.

In the crowded space, sometimes she felt safer. She felt that there were traps around her, and there were huge mouths to eat people hidden under each trap, so she was waiting for her and Lu Yinbing to appear and swallow it in one bite, leaving no bones left.

"Let's just be here." Xia Yitong said.

Lu Yinbing looked around with her black eyes and buried her face in her arms again. The two of them nestled on the sofa for a night, their clothes were wrinkled, and Xia Yitong was pressed to make her arms cramped. She couldn't move for a long time. Lu Yinbing stretched her muscles and screamed in pain. Most of them were acting coquettish. Lu Yinbing ate this set very much and rewarded a kiss.

Lu Yinbing went to the kitchen to make breakfast, and Xia Yitong helped her. It was a very simple style, sandwiches and hot milk, bathed in the morning sun, and enjoyed the home breakfast bite by bit, as if all the haze had been swept away.

"It's going to get moldy when you stay at home every day. Let's go out for a walk today?" The suggestion was not Xia Yitong, but Lu Yinbing.

Xia Yitong agreed too quickly and choked by the sandwich. She pressed her neck and nodded, for fear that she would change her mind.

Lu Yinbing: "There is a temple on Mount xx, let's go there."

This time Xia Yitong was stunned for a moment and said, "Okay. But why did you suddenly remember to go to the temple?"

Lu Yinbing replied: "I feel confused and want to go and calm down."

The temple is two hours away from where Lu Yinbing lives. It is a real suburb. The monuments are well preserved and are quite beautiful. They are incense and have many people on weekdays. Most of them are older and sad young people wandering in front of the Main Hall.

The palace is offering a golden body of a Bodhisattva, sitting cross-legged on the lotus platform, with a very soft eyebrows and eyes, revealing a bit of compassion. When the light shines in from outside, the Buddha statue seems to be covered with a layer of precious light, and the Dharma is solemn.

The sound of beating wooden fish and chanting scriptures sounded in the Great Hall, and the Buddha's voice was Zhuang Su.

Xia Yitong followed Lu Yinbing to kneel on the cushion. She looked out of the corner of her eyes. Lu Yinbing's face was soft and she devoutly knocked down her head towards the Buddha statue in front of her.
Chapter completed!