Sonoda left on her own initiative. I did not try to keep her, and I had no position to keep her. I knew that if I showed any wavering at this time, it would give the other party a false sense of hope.

And I no longer want this wish to continue.

This is a very good girl, but it was only because of my pride, my rashness, and maybe a moment of weakness that the situation developed into the irreversible situation it is now.

Even though I still want to act weaker, at this time, I have no other choice.

It turns out that when people become weak and want to find a place to rely on but can't find it, will it become so painful?

I think I somewhat understand Yukinoshita's natural desire to rely on others. This is just to make the most reassuring choice when the failure is the most complete.

However, now I can only use my last sanity to give up the last hotbed.

At the same time, I knew that things would not end like this, so when Sugiura Koharu appeared in front of me, I was not surprised at all.

"It's troublesome for a senior to be too responsible. Why do you have to work so hard for a junior?"

Still playing the role of the villain, I looked at Xiaochun standing in front of me with a calm expression, and tried my best to make a mocking smile.

"You want to say that in your heart, that child is just a 'younger generation' at best?"

"To correct you, 'a junior' is the word I use to describe the relationship between Sonoda and you, and it is not appropriate to use 'the relationship between a senior and a junior' to judge my relationship with her."

"So what kind of relationship is more appropriate to compare? An ex-couple who has no actual relationship? A partner who stands together for a common goal? Or is she just someone you can get rid of after using her?

burden?"

Has this been revealed? Isn't it true? Unable to bear the most serious self-blame, the last thing I can do is to confess, whether the final purpose is to ask for forgiveness from the other party, or just to alleviate the guilt in my heart

.Furthermore, looking at Xiaoharu’s appearance, she has obviously forgiven Sonoda. Or maybe we were not able to deceive her so well from the beginning.

"Well, that's probably the last option, right?" However, this won't change my original intention of continuing to play the villain here.

"Do you think I would believe it?"

"Believe it or not, don't you think it's meaningless to act as a messenger of justice who is trying to fight for your descendants? You are only one year older than Sonoda, and you are not much more mature than her.

Don't be bound by the so-called responsibilities of seniors." I put my hands around the back of my head and turned my head away as if I didn't mind.

It's really tiring to do this, so if you can realize it, just stop here, okay?

However, for Xiaochun, this may not be enough.

"I heard that before, you rejected Senior Xiaomu for that child."

"That was probably one of the worst decisions I ever made." Judging from the current situation, this sentence is not a lie. If I had chosen to betray at that time, the outcome might have been completely different.

"But you still did it," Xiaochun raised his eyebrows and raised his voice, "You did it at that time, which means you paid a sufficient price, which means that the child is in your heart

It still has enough weight.”

"But, I am someone who would reject Ogi-senpai for inexplicable reasons. Since I am already so bad, then it is okay to reject Sonoda for inexplicable reasons, right? What's more, because of inexplicable reasons, I am not

return"

I still haven't finished the last sentence, but judging from Xiaochun's livid face, she knows what I'm going to say.

I'm so bad that I rejected you for some inexplicable reason, right?

"Hey, Kazuya" However, after a few seconds of silence, she finally spoke.

Haven't you given up yet? I have never felt that I am less good at playing the role of a villain than I am now. Can you value your juniors to this extent?

"Hey, Kazuya, don't you think that child looks a bit like me?"

"You mean you brought up a good junior?"

"There's no need to pretend, I know you understand what I mean," Xiaochun smiled and shook his head, "It's very similar, right? Like me, I was arrogant like you in the beginning, and it seemed like I didn't do anything.

Good thing, guys who only embarrass other people are very annoying. Like me, they are very arrogant and think they can control you and get close to you. Like me, I think you are actually a serious guy when you get serious.

He is still a good person. Like me, everything I did was seen by you, so I was very dissatisfied. Like me, I felt complacent when I was able to help you in the end. Isn’t the final outcome the same?"

"Then I really want to congratulate you two on these commonalities."

"I asked, how long are you going to continue this kind of performance?" However, Sugiura Koharu interrupted me abruptly, "You should know, your current performance is really too clumsy."

"Why?"

"Because I am the person who has been rejected by you the most times, right?"

Looking at the girl who said this calmly, I didn't know how to respond. Maybe, I never realized it, maybe this is the person I hurt the most.

However, the girl just continued calmly: "However, if you want to continue performing, I can cooperate with you as long as you don't feel tired."

"Even if you say so"

"But before that, let me finish the rest, okay?"

Xiaochun has completely mastered the rhythm of the conversation, and I can only nod silently.

"Kazuya is right! Although I care about that child, although I like her very much, and I also want to help her. However, after all, I am not able to fully devote myself to it, so I want to do my best.

Help her because she is very similar to me, right?"

"Because they are so similar, I could see her feelings from the beginning, so I wanted to inflict my failed feelings on her. At that time, on the night when I first saw you two together.

, I even had the illusion that if Haiwei is with you, then she has defeated Xiaomu-senpai, does that mean that I have defeated Xiaomu-senpai?"

"In fact, we won once, right? It was the time when Kazuya rejected Ogi-senpai for her. No matter what reason Kazuya told me, I will regard it as our win. After that time, I look forward to more

, isn’t it normal?”

"But this is wrong. My self-righteous support and self-righteous help did not take Umi's feelings into consideration at all. It was entirely based on my selfish considerations. It should be said that it was purely because of my

I am not willing to give up. I am really bad. I have already announced my abandonment of Kazuya. Because I have announced my abandonment, I dare not compete openly, so I can only use this method of exploitation. This is wrong. Until

Just now, I finally realized this."

"I didn't take into account the child's thoughts. I didn't consider that everything that child did was originally for me. I didn't really understand the pain and contradiction in that child's heart. I just felt that that child could represent me and win the battle.

This battle is enough. I think, even if I really win, after the brief pleasure of victory, I might be jealous of that child? After all, I just regard her as my stand-in and my copy.

That’s all. By then, the price I have paid may be greater than it is now.”

"So, even though you performed poorly just now, it's really good that you can let me know your determination, Kazuya!"

After speaking a long monologue in one breath, Sugiura Koharu showed a smile that was too bright.

I nodded numbly, understanding every word Xiaochun said and all her feelings, but I didn't know how to respond.

However, Xiaochun gave me a chance to respond.

"So, now that I know my thoughts, and now that I know that I am still unwilling to give up, if I can, Kazuya, can I ask you another question?"

I already know what she's going to do.

"Now, if it is now, if it is now that you have broken up with Ogi-senpai, can you choose me, Kazuya?"

The resolute and courageous gaze made my face hurt.

This time, it's different from the last time. Last time, she said goodbye to herself. This time, she needs me to give her an answer.

"Sorry, I feel that it is at this time that I am even more unable to accept your feelings. Wanting to find someone to rely on is different from love."

"Yes, I know, I understand, I understand what Kazuya will do. But when I take advantage of others' danger, it is already my last chance. I have already done my best, right? Is that right?

"

"Well, you successfully made me hesitate, Xiaochun."

"But if you just hesitate, there is nothing you can do!" She closed her eyes and turned around, "Actually, there is one more thing."

"Before coming to see you, Haiwei asked me to bring you this."

I looked at the CD in my hand and felt a little dazed for a moment.

"It's a very good song, if you can accept it."

"Yeah." I tightened my grip on the CD in my hand.

"Then, that's it. I think, Kazuya, this time should be the last, right?"

Without waiting for my answer, she turned and left.

This time, everything should be over.

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Well, the next chapter is the girls side of Xiaochun and Haiye. This should be the last time. Xiaochun will not be beaten to death anymore. Xiaochun’s party will let me go qaq; by the way, you can take a guess at which song it is.
Chapter completed!