Chapter 37.5: Three Triangle Two
If a clear answer must be given, Yuigahama Yui feels that she should admire Kogi Yukina. Just like she used to yearn for Yukinoshita Yukino, Yuigahama Yui is attracted to radiant girls.
She has her own aspirations. The winner of Miss Sobu High School for two consecutive years, a girl who stands at the top of the school's popularity as an academy idol, Yui believes that she belongs to that world and the Ogi Yukina she has heard about.
There is no intersection in that world.
If facing Yukino, she can still face each other as if they are both at the same level, then when facing Yukino, who is both a senior and an existence that is out of her reach, Yui has no illusions
of.
If she and Kogisa-senpai meet, it will definitely be a very uneasy meeting between fans and idols. If Yui has had such an idea, she thinks that the meeting should be like this.
——However, the first meeting between Yuigahama Yui and Kogi Yukina was a tense Shura field mode, and it was all because of that child!
Yui knew that her younger brother and herself were completely different types of people. Her younger brother was much better than her. Although the two of them were unexpectedly equally clumsy and bad at some things, they were surprisingly similar in many other places.
The kind of "genius" shown by Yuigahama Kazuya is something that Yui has always been ashamed of. If there is an intersection between such Yuigahama Kazuya and such an outstanding Kogi Yukina, then it is actually not
strangeness.
——Of course, there is still something strange, because Kazuya and Yukina got to know each other not through some high-class way, but through a very simple connection between a migrant worker and a customer.
Then, Yui slowly learned about another side of Kogi Yukina besides being the flower of the high mountain in the school, a side that was more down-to-earth, kinder, and close to people.
However, this did not change Yui's admiration for Yukina. Because, even though she realized another side of Yukina Kogi, she still found that Yukina had a side that she could not match.
That is the protection of his younger brother. Yuigahama Kazuya naturally relies on Kogi Yukina, but he is very strong in wanting to protect Yuigahama Yui. Is it better to be the one who is relied on, or to be the one who is relied on?
The person being protected is happier, Yui can't judge. But what she knows is: in fact, as a sister, she should want to be the "person who is relied on" more.
However, if this is Kazuya's choice, Yui can't stop it - she has never stopped Kazuya in a real sense. She just simply hopes that senior Kogi Yukina can
Taking her place, she has always guarded Kazuya unswervingly.
So, when she found that she couldn't do this, even she didn't realize that her anger would be so serious.
If you can't protect and support Xiaohe from the beginning, then don't take my responsibility from the beginning! Maybe I can't support Xiaohe as much as my predecessors, but I
Know that only I will never betray Xiaohe!
If senior Xiaomu Zhu gives up on Xiaohe, then I should protect Xiaohe now!
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"——Wait a minute, Senior Xiaomu Zhao," Yui stood up after being silent for a long time, "I want to discuss something with you, a personal matter, is that okay?"
Xuecai frowned, glanced at the time displayed on the screen of her mobile phone, then looked at Yui's determined pupils, and nodded slightly.
Yukino on the other side glanced at Yui in surprise. She raised her hand, but the moment she was about to take Yui's arm, she put her hand down.
"It's about Kazuto. Senior, do you know what I'm going to say?" Just like a warrior who keeps moving forward, Yuigahama Yui has no room for retreat. She uses what she is not so good at and gets straight to the point.
In a similar way, it crashed directly into Xiaomu Xuecai's camp.
"I think Kazuya will understand what I mean," Xuecai said softly after thinking for a long time, "He did something wrong before, and I hope he can correct his mistake. So, this is what I want to say to him.
A test, or rather, this is what I expect from him!"
"So senior knows what Xiaohe thinks, right? I know that Xiaohe doesn't want senior to join the light music club."
"He told me."
"Even if you know, you still want to reject Xiaohe's sincerity, just to 'let Xiaohe understand his mistake'. Senior Xiaomu, don't you think you are a little too arrogant?" Yui said hard while
Controlling his voice and not letting the commotion on his side affect others, he spoke unabashedly showing his emotions.
"As a senior, as a person like a sister, I think I should guide Kazuya in the right direction - he has now reached a strange logic, and if not corrected, it will be very dangerous in the future." Yukina frowned.
He frowned and said, "As his biological sister, couldn't you notice something strange about Kazuya?"
"I feel it, I know something is wrong with Xiaohe, but Xiaohe also knows that something is wrong with him, and Xiaohe is also working hard to correct it? So, why can't senior use a gentler approach, like you used to do to Xiaohe?
Why did Xiaohe tell Xiaohe that something was wrong with him in such a strenuous and supportive way? Why did he use such a violent, almost rupture-like method with Xiaohe to let Xiaohe do the so-called 'realization'?
"
"I admit, maybe it's because I still have a little selfishness?" After a long silence, Xuecai sighed and said, "I just have an idea, if he can understand it. I also mentioned it before, that is me
The expectations for him——"
"——If it is an expectation, then say it clearly, openly and openly! Why do people always use such cryptic expressions? Senior Xiao Muyu, you just saw it when you joined the light music club.
On the surface, Xiaohe is unwilling, but do you know how much of his efforts you have trampled on? Both I and the elementary school have long proposed the solution to the problem by asking the seniors to join the light music club, but I was always rejected by Xiaohe.
He was convinced, Xiaohe told us that seniors would not want to join the light music club, and Xiaohe also did not want seniors to be too public in the club. We understood, and Xiaohe also worked harder, trying to do it without affecting the
Xiaohe must have never told you about solving problems under the circumstances of seniors, right? Your current choice has trampled on how much Xiaohe's efforts have been. Senior, do you really know? If it is for your expectations,
Why don’t you go and experience Xiaohe’s expectations for senior Xiao Muyu!”
"——Yuigahama!" Yukino stretched out her hand and grabbed Yui who was a little too excited.
Yui's face was red, full of anger, unwillingness, and a bit too heavy a sadness.
On the other side, Xiaomu Yuxuna's face turned uncontrollably pale this time.
"But, it can't be changed anymore!" After a long time, she bit her lip and said.
"Who says it can't be changed, as long as the seniors withdraw from the light music club at this time——"
"——However, there is just no way to change it." Although she was a little confused for a moment, it seemed that Kogi Yukina had adjusted her mentality well, "Of course, I am not saying that I will feel sorry for Kitahara-san who prepared with me.
Touma-san and Iizuka-san, if it were just them, it would be fine to apologize. But if it changes now, then the meaning of the choice I made will disappear."
"For seniors, isn't Xiaowa's true thoughts inferior to the so-called 'meaning of making a choice'?" Yui gritted her teeth and said seriously.
"However, what I want to tell him is exactly what he calls his 'real thoughts'!" For the first time in the conversation between the three of them, Xuecai also rarely showed some angry expression, "If, even
I myself have gone against my truth, so how do I tell him to express his true emotions?"
"Senior, what you mean is that you didn't join the light music club because you wanted to stimulate Xiao He. Is it your true intention to join the light music club?"
"Yui-san, can't you feel it?" Yukina gave a helpless smile, "Kazuya is too smart, but he is also too conceited. He is too self-righteous to think that he can understand my true thoughts. However,
My true thoughts may be contrary to what he thinks, or what he conveys to you!"
"I originally thought that seniors had no reason to join the light music club." Yui murmured, "Maybe Kazuto thinks so too."
"So, Ogi-senpai, can you tell us the reason why you finally joined the light music club, which has nothing to do with Yuigahama?" Yukino, who had regained his composure after a period of adjustment, interrupted at this time.
"Because I like singing, I hope to be able to sing in front of everyone. I hope to be able to convey my inner truth through singing. Is this okay?"
"This reason seems a bit irrefutable!" Yukino nodded, lowered his head again, and began to think deeply.
"So, did you get a satisfactory answer to my 'private question'? Yui-san." Xuecai nodded, looked at Yui gently and said.
"If it were someone else, I would be satisfied, right?" However, what she saw was Yuigahama Yui's unyielding eyes, "But if it were Xiaowa, I would still be dissatisfied."
Yukina looked at Yui in surprise. The stubborn and unwilling look in her eyes showed that Yuigahama Yui was an unexpectedly persistent and strong person in this regard.
"Because Xiaohe is my younger brother! Xiaohe is my younger brother! Senior Xiaomuzi, your explanation is correct - or in other words, your explanation is so impeccable. It's so impeccable that I can't believe that this is senior Xiaomusu.
What I said when I was explaining Xiao He’s problem. Of course, I believe what senior Xiao Mu Zhu said, and I believe that senior Xiao Mu Zhu wants Xiao He to understand, and wants Xiao He to understand - but this is not enough!"
"There is something wrong with the overly rational senior Xiaomu Zhuo. How could senior Xiaomu Zhuo, who is so gentle and tolerant of Xiaohe, become so rational at this time? You just don't want to admit it. You just don't want to admit it. You
You have some more selfish thoughts, and you have some even dark attitudes that you may not even know about."
"My dark side? Facing Kazuya?"
"If, I mean, hypothetically, if I organize a band at this time and want to participate in the cultural festival performance, and invite senior Xiaomu to participate, will you agree?"
"Isn't this too hasty?" Xuecai replied at a loss.
"Yes, it is indeed very hasty, but I just want to explain that there are many ways to sing in front of everyone, but why did you agree to Kitahara-senpai's invitation? You clearly know that Xiaohe and Kitahara-senpai are trying to solve the problem
As a competitor on that issue, you clearly know that Xiaohe doesn’t like Kitahara-senpai. When you know these things, in fact, you can definitely let Xiaohe understand his true thoughts, but at the same time, it will not be irritating.
Small and plethora of real choices, isn’t it?”
Xiaomu Xuecai's face darkened.
"However, the senior has still chosen this path that is not actually the most ideal. Of course I don't hate such a senior, such a selfish senior - but if it is such a senior, I will not treat the child as such.
and entrusted to you.”
"Xiaoyue, um, you can still register for Miss Sobu High's election, right?" Yui turned her head and looked at Yukino.
"Yuigahama, don't you mean -" Yukino's brows wrinkled slightly, "You are overdoing it now."
"Please, Xiaoxue, only this time, only this time, I want to try my best." However, Yui's sincere eyes made her a little confused.
"Senior Xiaomu, I'm sincere this time, I want to work hard," Yui was still a little unconfident, but she still stood up tenaciously, "I hope to work hard. Maybe it's impossible to do this.
Maybe even if I achieve my goal, I may not necessarily achieve the result I want. Maybe this may be one of the stupidest choices I have ever made. But this time, I will defeat you in Miss Sobu Taka's election!"
I'm probably crazy! Yui thought this, this is completely different from the purpose of coming to see Xiao Mizun-senpai in the first place. This is completely different from the purpose of asking for an explanation for Xiao He!
But maybe this is my "real" thought! She laughed softly again.
Senior Xiao Muyu, you mentioned the "truth" in your heart. You wanted to tell Xiao He and let him find the "truth" in his heart. However, it seems that you conveyed this idea to me first!
I admire senior Xiaomu Zhuo, I yearn for senior Xiaomu Zhuo, and I understand that Xiaohe relies more on senior Xiaomu Zhuo—but, I am the one who least wants to lose to senior Xiaomu Zhuo.
Because, I am Xiaohe’s sister!
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Chapter completed!