After playing in the arcade for more than an hour, the three of them started looking for a place to eat. Zhang Ning clamored for hot pot. Yu Man asked Mo Xiaoyan, who naturally had no objection. The three of them went to Dai Mei Hot Pot.

As for the matter of ordering dishes, it was naturally Yu Man's choice, and Zhang Ning and Mo Xiaoyan chatted about each other.

"How is college life? Is it fun?" Zhang Ningxiao asked, "I went to the United States before I graduated from high school. I didn't experience anything in the college entrance examination, so I always wonder how your college life is different from ours."

"That's it -" Mo Xiaoyan shrugged, "There are less class hours and more subjects. I have to squeeze out the review time myself. If I can get 60 points in the exam, I will be lucky!"

The two chatted about their respective majors and the problems they encountered in life. Yu Man also ordered food and joined the conversation.

Both of them were surprised that Mo Xiaoyan actually majored in science and engineering, mechanical design and manufacturing.

"Mo Xiaoyan, I think, really, you are completely incompatible with your major." In Zhang Ning's impression, Mo Xiaoyan made a mistake by choosing science from high school. She is so sentimental, smart and rational, but she is also a liberal arts major.

She is a good seedling, and she always thinks that after college, she will no longer be so reckless, and will instead face her own heart and choose subjects that she is good at.

"Subject to adjustments," Mo Xiaoyan said. It's not that he never thought about returning to the liberal arts major, but "I couldn't reach the score line. I was kicked around like a ball, and I ended up here."

"It's a bit cold," Yu Man thought, "This is a major."

"It's okay. Let's just cultivate ourselves as students. Besides, we still can't say where we will work after graduation or which industry we will work in. As long as we are talented, we will be talented wherever we go." After seeing Mo Xiaoyan's silence,

Zhang Ning was busy trying to smooth things over.

The three of them were chatting and laughing, and the hot pot base and the ordered dishes were served. Because Zhang Ning couldn't eat spicy food, she ordered a mandarin duck hot pot base. The three of them ordered a lot of meat, but there were very few vegetables. I wanted to order three.

As a carnivore, I actually finished all the dishes.

After dinner, when we came out of the underground commercial street, although the sky was still a little gloomy, the rain had stopped. It was a bit hot, but because of the wind, I didn't feel hot at all.

Walking forward from the commercial street, there is a small park for people to rest. There are two small lakes inside, with pavilions and promenades built on them. There are willow trees and lawns beside the lakes, and there are specially planted bamboo and poplar forests around them, with pebbles.

There is also a flat cement road on the trail, which is not wide. There will be a row of seats made of stones not far apart on both sides of the road.

Usually, the park is an entertainment place for the elderly, a place for parents to take their children to play, and couples are rare. Every day, people learn opera, play erhu, and sing folk songs in the corridors and pavilions.

There were all kinds of musical instruments, and it was a bit noisy. Amidst the noise, there were old people playing mahjong and poker on the stone table in the pavilion.

There are people fishing by the lake, people walking birds in the woods, and people walking dogs and cats on the road. This kind of scenery is the norm in the garden. However, in hot summer and rainy and snowy days, the yard will be much deserted.

After eating so much meat, Zhang Ning asked them to go to the park together, take a walk, and eat. When they are tired, there are stools to sit on. When it rains, they can go to the pavilion to take shelter. When they are bored, they can rent a fish.

Rod, buy some bait and go fishing in the lake. If you want to have fun, you can go to the children's playground to fish for goldfish and paint Tutu paintings. You may even meet a worldly master who wants to accept you as his apprentice and teach you to play the erhu and learn to sing!

Mo Xiaoyan and Yu Man were so amused by her words that they couldn't stand up straight, but they didn't object to her proposal, and the three of them wandered towards the garden.

"Mo Xiaoyan, let me ask you a question. Don't be angry." Zhang Ning still couldn't help but want to know. She and Yu Man had already gone abroad. She was a senior in high school. What happened? Why did he take a break from school?

What they know is what they hear from other people. Those words are so unfair.

"Ask," Mo Xiaoyan was in a particularly good mood today.

"What happened three years ago?" As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Mo Xiaoyan's feet paused.

"Xiaoyan, don't be angry," Yu Man pulled Zhang Ning and apologized to Mo Xiaoyan, "You are talking without thinking!"

"I care about her too," Zhang Ning glared back at Yu Man, "Besides, if you keep such a big thing in your heart, you will get sick over time. We are all good friends. We can share some of the burden and comfort by talking about it.

A little bit, and my heart will feel much more comfortable!"

Before he finished speaking, Yu Man pulled him aside and started scolding him. The two people were arguing quietly not far away.

Mo Xiaoyan just looked at them in a daze. Yes, that incident had passed a long time ago, but he was still worried about it, suppressed it, and couldn't let it go. He thought that locking up all those secrets was the best thing for him.

, I don’t want everyone to know about this, but I worry day and night that someone will make it known to the world.

I never confided my depression to others, not because I didn’t want to, but because I couldn’t find anyone to talk to.

At this moment, the two people who were still quarreling felt warm in my heart inexplicably, and I couldn't help but want to talk. Indeed, three years later, I was too afraid to make new friends, and was afraid that others would ask about the past,

I always hope that my good friends from the past will still be the same as before, but I am afraid that time has changed, which is just my wishful thinking.

Now, Mo Xiaoyan wanted to believe that they still regarded her as their best friend and that she still had weight in their hearts.

"It's not a big deal. It's just that the teacher mistook him for being gay and ruined the school spirit, so he notified his parents," Mo Xiaoyan's voice was low but very clear. "I had a lot of trouble with my family. I dropped out of school, did bad things, and...

I almost got married early, but it’s all over! I’m very good now, really!”

The two people who were arguing stopped and listened to her in a daze, but they reacted as quickly as possible and hugged her.

"Be good, don't cry, don't be sad. You still have us. We know that you will always be a good boy!" Zhang Ning felt distressed. During this meeting, there was always a feeling that Mo Xiaoyan was not Mo Xiaoyan. It turned out that this

Change has such profound causes.

"As you said, in this world, there are always people who discriminate and misunderstand others, and those who are misunderstood should not be defeated and never recover, but should work hard to live a better life and make themselves happy," said the confident and cheerful man back then.

, a girl who occasionally gets a little confused, seems to lose all the beauty overnight, and becomes cautious, humble and unconfident.

"I'm not crying." It's strange. My heart is obviously warm, but my eyes still hurt. "It's because of the wind!"

"Okay, it was blown by the wind." Yu Man didn't argue with her, "We can't bear all this for you. Changes have already happened, but we want to hug you for a while longer to let you know and let you

You can feel that we will always understand you and support you. In the future, when you feel sad or unhappy, you can call us and tell us. Although we cannot be with you, we can warm you and give you courage.

and hope.”

"That's right -" Zhang Ning agreed very much with Yu Man's words, "Whether it's the middle of the night or early in the morning, as long as you call, we will receive it! From now on, you have to make yourself become the majestic one you once were. , a high-spirited and confident girl, remember, even if you can’t be arrogant, you still have to be proud of the world!”

Smiling proudly in the world? Now Mo Xiaoyan couldn't stop crying. She couldn't say anything and could only nod her head fiercely.

The two of them waited for her to calm down before letting her go. The three of them continued to wander forward, and finally sat down on a stone chair next to the entrance of the bamboo forest.

Maybe he had suppressed it for too long and had no one to talk to. Now he finally had someone to talk to. Mo Xiaoyan told everything about what happened three years ago. And now he also told everything about what happened in college, but he didn't talk about it. That night, Shen Chen kissed himself.

"Don't feel too much pressure," Zhang Ning comforted her, "Parents are actually the same. When I came back this time, I was almost locked in the house. This matter, whether it is true or not, is unacceptable to Your parents and mothers are enough reasons to strangle you to death! They still love you, otherwise they would have married you long ago. How can they make you regret your marriage? Send you back to study? However, the crack has already occurred. No matter how you repair it, there will still be a scar, and you can't go back to the past. If you keep staring at it, it will keep reminding you. All you have to do is learn to look at it with a normal mind, and everything will be solved naturally! "

"I don't understand. Does Shen Chen believe this is true?" Yu Man was a little skeptical. Unless his sixth inspiration was really inaccurate, how could Shen Chen, who liked Mo Xiaoyan so much, believe these fallacies?

"There's no need to ask. He watched her pack her things with his own eyes. He didn't say a word, and there were no phone or text messages." Zhang Ning knew that Shen Chen was just a little bastard. I don’t know how bad he is, "He is not as good as Yi Xiaochuan. I used to think that Yi Xiaochuan could be so sentimental, but now it seems that he, Shen Chen, is the one who eats people without spitting out their bones!"

"Are you sure?" Yu Man rolled her eyes at Zhang Ning, why is this kid still so emotional? "Can't you calm down and think about the problem?"

"I've always been calm, okay!" Zhang Ning also rolled her eyes at her and turned to look at Mo Xiaoyan. "Xiaoyan, this kind of man is unreliable. We liked him before because he knew people but not his heart, but now we can see clearly Now that his true colors have been revealed, we have to stay far away from each other, and we also need to tell the girl in your dormitory that we can’t let others fall into the trap of a pig!"

"Please stop talking, please!" This is purely emotional. After all, no one can explain the real reason. "Besides, it's enough for others to fall in love, be happy with each other, and be happy with each other. What's wrong with you teaching others? If someone beats a mandarin duck with a stick, you might end up being disliked by everyone! Xiaoyan, she has her own sense of discretion when it comes to your classmates, and she's not a child. You can at most give some suggestions, and don't be a despised instigator. !”

"What are you talking about!" At this moment, Zhang Ning was not happy and dragged Yu Man into arguing for a long time. Neither of the two popular people ignored the other.

Later, Mo Xiaoyan suggested going to the children's area to buy some food. Unexpectedly, there were marshmallows for sale. The two of them immediately became sweet and reconciled, making Mo Xiaoyan chuckle for a long time.

In the evening, we went to the night market to eat snacks. We only ate a lot of fat. After talking and laughing for a while, the three of them separated. When leaving, the other two were waiting for Mo Xiaoyan to let her get in the car and leave first.

Sitting in the car, watching their figures passing by at the corner, Mo Xiaoyan felt a little bit lost and sad, but she also understood that she could no longer be so depressed.

Mo Xiaoyan, you have to change yourself and you can't continue endlessly. Starting from tomorrow, you have to live a different self, be stronger, more optimistic, more confident, and more cheerful!
Chapter completed!