How do you feel when you like someone to the point of your heart but he doesn't know?

When you have a crush on someone, carefully collect those emotions, suppress your own heartbeat, but can't help but look back, what kind of heartbeat will it feel like?

When you get to know the person you like, you are glad that he doesn't know your little thoughts. You are frustrated, why doesn't he know your little thoughts?

When you are still guessing whether he likes you and what are the possibilities between you, suddenly, he tells you, I think it is better for us to be friends. What will you do?

Should you sternly walk away? Or should you freeze your last smile and turn around and never know each other again? Or should you pretend you don't understand and continue to like her indifferently?

Mo Xiaoyan was the biggest failure, because she understood what he meant, but still wanted to get close to him, even if there was pain.

That kind of feeling is not unwillingness, but reluctance.

I always think that maybe, if it takes a little longer, it will be possible.

After all, everything he said was due to the high school system, parents' expectations, and invisible pressure.

Furthermore, let yourself be the best one, then when he turns around to look for you, you will be standing closest to him.

After two weeks of tangled thinking, Mo Xiaoyan finally compromised. However, he put away his overly obvious liking and tried his best to develop everything in the direction of learning and mutual help.

In fact, Mo Xiaoyan also did it.

The initial shyness and awkwardness between her and Shen Chen seemed to have disappeared.

Everything is as free and easy as when we first met.

It's just that he is so good and so many people like him, so much that it makes people feel heartbroken.

However, Mo Xiaoyan would grit his teeth, curl up the corners of his eyes and mouth, and make an indifferent smile, and sometimes he would tease.

Zhao Xin said that Mo Xiaoyan was a person who came out of the book, he was crazy and stupid.

But Mo Xiaoyan felt that since youth only happens once, it is still unknown when he will meet the next person who will make his heart beat. Why not cherish this feeling and seize this feeling, even if it will turn into a jar of tears, think about it

They will still cry.

At least, there is one person for whom my youth has been moved, saddened, and cried. Then, maybe when I wait for the person who no longer makes me cry, I will hold his hand and tell him, thank you,

Let me know that he is more important than you!

"Mo Xiaoyan——" It was Shen Chen, sitting next to him as if no one else was around, "Do you know?"

"What do you know?" Mo Xiaoyan felt guilty, lowered her head and turned over the textbook in her hand.

"The monthly exam is coming up next week, how do you feel? Are you confident that you will do well in the exam?" Shen Chen started chattering, and he was talking about how the results of this monthly exam will affect future position transfers and so on.

Mo Xiaoyan just stared at the books on the desk, her thoughts no longer knowing where they were going.

"Are you listening to me?" Shen Chen pulled the textbook under her arm, "Anyway, you have to review well so that we can sit together."

"Ah?" Mo Xiaoyan looked at him in confusion, the corner of his mouth twitching, "It seems unlikely, right?"

"Are you not doing well in science?" Shen Chen was a little surprised, "I see you are reading seriously every day, isn't it?"

"Yeah," Mo Xiaoyan pouted, because she couldn't understand it, but she didn't want to admit that her choice was wrong, "I thought I would understand it after reading it a few times!"

"Then do you understand?" Shen Chen asked her.

"No -" Mo Xiaoyan took a pen and scribbled on the draft paper. If he could understand it, why would he be so melancholy?

"I don't know it at all, or do I only know a little bit about it?" Shen Chen felt that since he chose science, he must have some confidence!

"Can you say that you can't do it at all?" Mo Xiaoyan stuck out his tongue. Everyone knew that he was not a science major. He chose this subject not because he liked it, but because the person he liked chose it. I thought that if I did this, I could get close to him and get into his heart. But now, I have been sentenced to death before I even confessed. I want to be friends, but if I don’t keep my grades, I will be kicked out of this class. . You must know that classes are also positioned based on grades. Now that you enter this class, it is not because of your scores in science, but because of the help of your scores in liberal arts to your overall score.

"Are you a science student?" Shen Chen was a little doubtful, "Are you lying to me?"

"It would be great if what you said is true," Mo Xiaoyan turned over her exercise book to him, "A genius in science, he's awesome!"

"Awesome!" Shen Chen's eyebrows twitched and he almost laughed. He got seven out of ten questions wrong, and the best result was half correct. It would be strange to say he didn't believe it now.

"Mo Xiaoyan, how are your grades in liberal arts?" Shen Chen suddenly became serious, "It's not long since I was a sophomore in high school. It's still possible to transfer to another major. If you are really reluctant to take science, just choose what you are good at. After all, it has nothing to do with your future. It has a lot to do with it.”

"I -" Mo Xiaoyan scratched his head and avoided his eyes. How should he answer? It's not that Mo Xiaoyan didn't know this, and it wasn't that he didn't think about it. How many times had he made up his mind to walk to the door of the teacher's office? However, his feet were nailed firmly and he refused to go in. He also warned himself countless times that with his own performance, it was impossible to follow Shen Chen. The two of them would only get further and further apart, but why? , just can’t do it?

"I'm just saying," seeing her eyes dimming suddenly, Shen Chen hurriedly explained, "Actually, the theory of science subjects will be a bit unclear at the beginning, but you will understand if you do more questions. , very logical. Moreover, girls are born with better memories and are not weak in liberal arts."

"Yeah," Mo Xiaoyan didn't know how to answer, so he just smiled. He was really going to be driven crazy by these theories.

"Do you like science very much?" Shen Chen reconciled the textbook and returned it to Mo Xiaoyan.

"How should I put it?" You don't know anything at all, okay?

"Then you hate liberal arts?"

"No," Mo Xiaoyan shook her head, "I just don't like to memorize awkward things. Although I know how to respond to the answer, I don't quite understand what it means. And sometimes, it always feels too far-fetched and like brainwashing. !”

"I think so too," Shen Chen slapped his thigh, "That's why I don't like liberal arts. I always feel that the words in it are the subjective consciousness of the editors. However, I have to stand from the perspective of the public and the level of a saint to educate. People who learn kill other people’s other ideas.”

"It's not like that. It's just that your own sense of resistance is too strong." Mo Xiaoyan shook his head. "Books only provide direction for those who have no sense of direction. For those who have other opinions, they can agree with it or oppose it. , there is no absolute requirement for students to agree 100%. I hate teachers who are too excited to teach. It seems that our disagreement is the same as committing a capital crime. There are also people who set exam questions and the answers are too - —”

Before he finished speaking, Mo Xiaoyan paused, and Shen Chen didn't answer. The two of them were silent for a long, long time.

After the class bell rang, the two of them smiled reluctantly, and Shen Chen returned to his seat.

"Hey!" Mo Xiaoyan sighed and went to flip through the physics textbook. This class is a physics class. What we are learning is the third law of Newton's three laws - the action force and reaction force between two objects. On a straight line, the magnitudes are equal and the directions are opposite.

However, before learning, the teacher still led everyone to review the two laws they had learned before: Any object remains at rest or moves in a straight line at a uniform speed until it is forced to change this state by the force of other objects. Objects When subjected to the action of a net external force, acceleration will occur. The direction of the acceleration is the same as the direction of the net external force. The magnitude of the acceleration is directly proportional to the magnitude of the net external force and inversely proportional to the inertial mass of the object.

The physics teacher on the podium was still chattering, gesticulating, and writing, but Mo Xiaoyan had already started to go on an errand.

Maybe, Shen Chen is right, he shouldn't stay in this place, and science is indeed not his strong point. Think about his parents' expectations of him, and his life, what should he do if it ends in disaster? ?I can’t continue to be obsessed with a secret love that has been given a death notice, can I? Even the person I am obsessed with has advised me not to continue, right?

Just as he was thinking about it, the classmate in front of him suddenly leaned his back against his desk and made a sound that only he could hear. At the same time, he tried to put the hand behind his back on the desk. Mo Xiaoyan was a little confused and looked at By the time a piece of paper was placed on the corner of the table, the classmates in front were already immersed in taking notes.

It was Shen Chen's calligraphy. Mo Xiaoyan saw a few small words on the folded square piece of paper - To Mo Xiaoyan, thank you!

I was shocked at first, that he would take the risk of writing a note to himself during class? Then I felt warm, he was writing a note to himself, but when he got it in his hand, he became nervous again.

What will he write? Will he persuade himself to give up science, or - what?

After hesitating for a long time, Mo Xiaoyan made up his mind to open it.

Of Newton's three laws, which one do you like? ps Are all physicists philosophers?

What does this mean? Mo Xiaoyan was a little confused. Newton's three laws? What does this have to do with Newton's three laws? With some doubts, Mo Xiaoyan stared at Shen Chen's back for a long time, but did not find that he had any There was no abnormality at all, but he seemed particularly stupid. Some of his feelings could not be said to be joy or sadness. Maybe he didn't care about these at all?

Mo Xiaoyan folded up the pages on which the three laws were written and read them carefully. Then he carefully wrote down his thoughts on the note and checked it several times to make sure there were no typos or language errors. After asking unclear questions, he let it return to the person who sent it along the way it came.

Then, I waited anxiously.

Soon, there was a reply, written on the back of the note.

When Mo Xiaoyan opened the note, he opened it backwards. When he opened it, the one facing him was his previous reply, and the back was Shen Chen's reply. He couldn't explain why, so Mo Xiaoyan read over what he had written before. :

Newton's three laws, the first law, the world is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change? The second law, everything changes, and the extremes of things must reverse? The third law, yin and yang coexist? Ps, whether a physicist is a philosopher depends on the individual Understand, I prefer the second law, everything has a trace and a way to do it.

Could it be that what I wrote was too casual and he couldn't understand it, and he felt that he was talking like a chicken and a duck, and his words were inconsistent with his heart? I also wrote randomly.

Gritting my teeth, there is only one word behind the note: nice

Mo Xiaoyan was stunned instantly.

Physics class is the last class. After that, school is over. Everyone has almost left. Mo Xiaoyan is still struggling with the word nice.
Chapter completed!