Chapter 75 I will kill you
Before owning it, you were worried about gains and losses, but after you owned it, you were even more worried about gains and losses. This is probably the most realistic psychological portrayal of Chen Shuo.
To put it bluntly, it means a lack of security.
But this is not entirely up to him. Every day from early morning to dusk, from dusk to dusk, every moment of getting along with her blooms secretly in the water of memories, and every moment can touch the softness in the heart.
The more you get along with her, the more you will feel her beauty. It is normal to feel insecure because you care too much.
And it is precisely because you care too much that you are afraid of losing.
After hugging her tenderly, Chen Shuo remembered that the previous topic was only half discussed, and couldn't help but ask: "Where did we talk about it before?"
"What did you say about not being together anymore?" When mentioning this, Bai Xiaoqi couldn't help but curl her lips.
"Okay, I apologize to you, I shouldn't have said this."
Chen Shuo pinched her mouth and said, "Even if this doesn't happen, I still have to think about your future, right?"
"Then we won't be together anymore, and I don't like you anymore. What else are you considering for me?"
"What if, if I don't think about it, I'll just let you happily be a little fool every day, and one day you won't like it anymore and want to leave, and you'll have to live by digging through trash cans from now on?"
"I told you I wouldn't do it."
"I believe you won't, but this is called preparing for a rainy day."
Chen Shuo leaned back and let her rest on his lap, gently stroking her snow-colored long hair with his hands, feeling the softness, "Besides, the fact that I would consider such a thing has something to do with my liking for you.
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"does it matter?"
Bai Xiaoqi doesn't quite understand, or she can't figure it out for a while, but she always feels that liking is a very pure thing. Like is like, and it means that you have to be together all the time, so that there won't be any separation.
"Of course there is a relationship. When you like each other, you will consider each other. Even if we may not be together in the future, I hope you can live a good life and be able to cope with all the problems you encounter. You can..."
Listening to Chen Shuo's ramble, although Bai Xiaoqi didn't want to hear it, she felt an unspeakable touch in her heart.
She felt like she had found the reason why she liked this person - he was always thinking about himself like this, before, and even more so now.
This is part of it, the others should be that he treats me very well, he is good-looking, and others.
"But why didn't I think about the future for you?"
After listening patiently to what he said, she asked.
"Because you are the one being taken care of in our relationship, so you don't have to think about these things, and you have never thought about the possibility of separation, but I believe that if our roles were reversed, you would also consider it for me.
"
"I won't."
Bai Xiaoqi shook her head, resting on Chen Shuo's lap and looking up at him, "If one day you don't like me and want to break up with me, I won't think about your future and I will beat you to death."
"....Are you going to turn black?"
"...."
She was speechless, turned her face and rubbed Chen Shuo's belly, like a well-behaved kitten, but there was a fierce glint in her eyes.
She felt that if this day really happened, she would beat him to death, very cruelly.
She was very selfish and would not give this guy up to anyone else. She thought about the possibility of doing more intimate things with this guy, touching other girls' hands, kissing and hugging her.
She will definitely turn black in place. If she can't get it, others can't even think about it!
"..."
Chen Shuo looked at the cat girl rubbing his belly in his arms. She looked so well-behaved, and there was no way she could turn black. He felt that she was more intimidating him.
But this threat is probably her true thought.
Reaching out to touch the cat ears on her head, Chen Shuo tried to analyze her psychology: "Like is a very subjective thing. Everyone has a different attitude towards liking. Just like you, you will beat me to death once we break up. This is possessiveness."
, if you like it, you will want to keep it as your own, this is normal."
"Then why aren't you?"
Bai Xiaoqi turned around and looked up at him, "If we break up, you can beat me to death."
"..."
Chen Shuo was at a loss for words and didn't know what to say. He finally understood that this girl's thinking was a one-way thread. For her, once a breakup happened, there could only be two results - either fight.
Kill yourself or be beaten to death by yourself.
Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Bai Xiaoqi couldn't help but ask: "Is it because it is illegal to beat someone to death?"
"No, even if it doesn't break the law, I still can't bear to do it."
Chen Shuo sighed softly, "If that day comes, it means that the relationship between us has come to an end. If it continues, it will just torture each other. Instead of doing this, it is better to let you go and let you live a better life. I will beat you to death."
What's the use? Think about it, is this true?"
"Um."
Bai Xiaoqi had to admit that what this guy said made sense, but she felt that she couldn't do it.
So she said again: "But I will still beat you to death."
"..."
Chen Shuo was silent for a long time before finally speaking: "Okay, you will beat me to death, but it is useless for you to say this, because that day will not come, and we will be together forever."
"Uh-huh."
Bai Xiaoqi nodded vigorously and felt relieved. After talking so much, this guy finally said something he wanted to hear.
She suddenly sat up and stretched out her arms to hug Chen Shuo's neck, and pressed her lips to his.
After a long time, their lips parted. She moved her body away with messy breath and moved to the side. This guy was hitting her again.
In this regard, Chen Shuo could only pretend not to see it, put his arms around her shoulders, and asked her to lean into his arms. At the same time, he adjusted his posture and helped her avoid it with a tacit understanding.
Then he spoke to break the slightly awkward atmosphere, "The reason I just said that was just to find you a job, but you ended up crying and making trouble, and threatened to beat me to death. Is that necessary?"
Bai Xiaoqi was blushing and panting. When she heard the words "looking for a job," the cat ears on her head twitched. She raised her face and asked, "Do you want to send me to a black factory to drive screws again?"
"How is that possible? I just want to discuss with you a job that you can do so that you can have a way to make money and the skills to make a living. Those screwdrivers in black factories are just a joke. Can you stop talking about it every day?
?”
Chen Shuo rubbed her head, and there was a hint of apology on his face, "I have never considered this for you before, and I even almost made the decision for you without authorization. I want to apologize to you for this matter."
"Why are you apologizing? Isn't it because you didn't consider that I don't have an ID card?"
"You can still do some work without an ID card, or there are loopholes to exploit. For example, when I write a book online, strictly speaking, I don't need an ID card. I can use my ID card to register an author number, and then let you
Come and write.”
Hearing this, Bai Xiaoqi was a little moved, but then shook her head, "But I can't write."
"I know, I'm just giving an example, so what kind of work do you want to do, or what are you interested in?" Chen Shuo asked.
"I'm interested in making a lot of money."
"..."
Facing her serious expression, Chen Shuo sighed again, "I know you want to support me, but it's hard for me to satisfy your request."
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