Unexpectedly, as soon as Liu Yan entered the room, his eyes were staring at the bookcase in a daze.

I saw him walking to the bookcase, raising his hand to open the glass door of the bookcase, taking out a few of the thickest and heaviest reference books, and throwing them heavily to the ground.

Fan Lili asked in surprise: "What do you want to do?"

Then, Liu Yan threw out another pile of books and said to Fan Lili dullly: "Throw it away, these are no longer needed. It makes me upset."

Just as Fan Lili was about to dissuade her, Liu Yan had already stopped.

He walked around Fan Lili and walked to the corridor outside the room. He looked at the closed door and said, "My parents' room is gone. It's all their stuff."

Then, he turned to look at the living room with half of the curtains closed: "Most of the things here are from the ocean, just leave them to him."

Listening to Liu Yan saying some incomprehensible and irrelevant words, Fan Lili suddenly felt scared. She asked again: "What do you want to do?"

Liu Yan had a miserable expression on his face. Looking at Fan Lili, he suddenly started crying and said, "It's boring, there's no life left, there's no hope, there's nothing left..."

Fan Lili said loudly: "No! You have me, your parents, and Zhou Haiyang. You can continue to look for a job! Why is there no hope?!"

Liu Yan shouted: "Now that my file is in the subdistrict office, do you think it is so easy to find a job?"

"Don't worry! Let's take our time. I believe we will find something we are satisfied with. I will accompany you, step by step. We are only twenty-three years old, so we have plenty of time.

If you collapse after this little setback, then what’s the point of coming to this world in your life?!”

After hearing this, Liu Yan walked back to his room silently, sat on the bedside and said sadly: "Take your time, it's too far away, we can't wait. I want today to be different from yesterday, and I want tomorrow to be different from today.

I can't wait ten or twenty years..."

Hearing what Liu Yan said, Fan Lili's body and mind couldn't help but be shaken for a moment.

At this moment, she finally made up her mind.

She may not be able to make Liu Yan's tomorrow different from today, but she can definitely make his today different from yesterday.

She walked to the window, looked out the window, and said, "Don't you mind being exposed to such a strong sun?" She then closed the curtains.

She was worried that the wind would blow the curtains open, so she bent down to pick up a copy of Cihai that Liu Yan had just thrown away from the ground, and pressed the hem of the curtains against the windowsill.

At this moment, Liu Yan turned a blind eye to Fan Lili's actions and still sat expressionless.

Fan Lili walked to the bed, sat down next to Liu Yan, and fanned her face with her hands in an exaggerated way.

After a while, she said: "It's so hot. The roof of your house is too thin and the house is almost scorched."

Liu Yan was a little unhappy: "My heart is so cold, but you are still too hot."

"Really, if you don't believe me, just touch it." Fan Lili took Liu Yan's hand and put it against her face.

Suddenly, the two of them glanced at each other in surprise, because Fan Lili's face was indeed hot, and Liu Yan's hands were indeed cold.

Liu Yan withdrew his hand and pointed toward the door: "The fan is in the hall. The ocean is not hot. If you want some air, you can move it inside."

Fan Lili ignored what Liu Yan said and just lowered her head and rubbed her fingers.

Suddenly there was a "pop" sound, and she unbuckled her belt, took out the belt and put it next to the bed.

The heavy belt buckle dragged the belt and slid from the bed to the floor, making another "snap" sound.

Seeing that Liu Yan still looked indifferent, Fan Lili continued: "These jeans are too hot, can I take them off?"

When Liu Yan heard this, he was shocked all over, turned his face and stared at Fan Lili blankly.

Gradually, his eyes began to light up.

There was a light in the eyes, and it became brighter and brighter. Not only was it filled with aura, but it was also full of desire.

In this way, Liu Yan changed from a person seeking death and survival to a normal living person, and from a living person to a man...

At this moment, Fan Lili was breathing rapidly, her face was full of nervousness, and her heartbeat accelerated several beats.

She watched every change of Liu Yan's, until Liu Yan's face showed a wicked smile and asked: "Didn't you always allow me to touch the two basic points and the center?"

Fan Lili bit her lip and said solemnly to Liu Yan: "From today on, you can do whatever you want."

…

After the two of them had passed for a while, Fan Lili suddenly said, "Let's play a song. It's too quiet. I feel nervous."

Liu Yan, who had been extremely nervous for a long time, stood up quickly and pressed the play button on the dual-card recorder on the desk. The song "Asian Heroes" sung by Wei Wei and Liu Huan suddenly echoed in the room.

…

After a while, Fan Lili asked softly: "Will you remember today?"

After waiting for a while, there was no response from Liu Yan, so she asked again: "Will you always remember it?"

"Yes, I will always remember today." Liu Yan finally breathed a sigh of relief and said.

Fan Lili then asked: "Let me ask you, is today different from yesterday?"

Liu Yan turned to look at Fan Lili and nodded vigorously: "It's different!"

"Do you want to do it again tomorrow? Make tomorrow different from today?"

"Tomorrow? Can you come to me tomorrow? You don't have to go to work during the day? But at night the ocean is..."

Seeing Liu Yan's eager look, Fan Lili smiled slightly and said: "As long as you want it, you can always find a way. But at least you have to have thoughts in your heart. As long as a person has thoughts, there is hope. If there is hope,

Figure out a way.”

At this time, a "click" sound suddenly sounded in the room, which startled both of them. It turned out to be the sound of the tape being placed at the end and the play button automatically popping up.

Fan Lili murmured: "I have no memory of what song was played just now..."

"This recorder is too old. It doesn't even have the function of automatic turning over. When I make a lot of money, I will immediately replace it with a Hitachi TRK-3D5E." Liu Yan vowed.

When Fan Lili heard this, she happily raised her upper body, got close to Liu Yan's face, looked at him and said, "Really? You want to make money? That's great!"

Liu Yan looked at Fan Lili with doubtful eyes: "Isn't it natural to make money? Is there anything good about it?"

"Of course. In addition to thinking about me every day, just think about how to make money, so that you won't have random thoughts anymore."

After hearing what Fan Lili said, Liu Yan suddenly stopped talking. He stared directly into Fan Lili's eyes, his expression becoming more and more serious.

Seeing this, Fan Lili couldn't help but become worried again, and quickly asked: "What's wrong with you?"

"Lili, let me ask you, what you did just now, did you treat me as a patient and yourself as medicine?"

With a face full of shyness, Fan Lili lowered her head and subconsciously smoothed the sheets little by little with her fingers.

After a while, she said: "No, I am not as noble as you said. I really like you, and I also want to..."

Liu Yan suddenly felt another shock all over his body, his breathing became rapid and his heartbeat accelerated. He whispered into Fan Lili's ear: "I thought about it again..."

…

After another more violent storm and heavy rain, Liu Yan and Fan Lili completely lay flat.

The two people were dripping wet from top to bottom, as if they had undergone a thorough baptism, indicating that their lives would never be the same again.

Fan Lili looked at the ceiling, frowned and moaned: "It hurts me so much..."

Liu Yan touched Fan Lili's arm: "This is the first time."

"No, it's the second time."

"Okay, your first time, my second time."

"No, your second time is also my second time. From now on, our times must always be the same, and no one is allowed to have more times than the other!" Fan Lili gritted her teeth and shouted stubbornly: "You

Did you hear that?!"

Liu Yan was about to get out of bed when he was startled by Fan Lili's last words. He stepped on a pile of books that had just been thrown on the ground and suddenly slipped and fell backwards.

Seeing this, Fan Lili laughed loudly while lying on the bed.

At this moment, she was holding her own Nike T-shirt.

But what puzzled her was that there was something strange about this T-shirt.

She raised the T-shirt to her eyes, looked at it carefully, and immediately shouted angrily: "Liu Yan, did you wipe it with my clothes just now?! How do you want me to wear it home?!"

…

The curtains were blown open by the wind, and a cool breeze rushed in. Fan Lili turned her head and glanced at the clock on the bedside table.

Liu Yan said: "Don't worry, the ocean will not come back at this time."

"Then we can't let people stay out too late, right?"

"It doesn't matter. Anyway, he memorizes words and answers questions wherever he goes. As long as it doesn't delay his return to sleep."

Fan Lili looked at the ceiling and suddenly chuckled.

Liu Yan turned around and looked at her in surprise, only to see Fan Lili say in a confused manner: "Needing and being needed are both needs; owning and being owned are both possessions."

Liu Yan thought for a while, but seemed to understand, and suddenly said with a wicked smile: "Satisfaction and being satisfied are both a kind of satisfaction."

Fan Lili pushed him with her body and said angrily: "I hate it! You don't understand at all."

"I just need to understand that you are good to me." Liu Yan responded naively.

"Well, just understand. Just remember, no matter when and where, as long as you want me to be by your side, I will definitely be by your side."

"How is that possible? You don't go to work?"

"If you don't go to work, you won't go to work. It's a big deal, so don't do it. What's the big deal? I'll just stay with you..." Fan Lili said while looking at Liu Yan quietly, with a charming smile on her face.

Liu Yan felt like he was being stared at all over. He scratched his face and wiped his neck, thinking he had something stuck to him.

Fan Lili saw that he was at a loss, so she said happily: "I like you just like you are now. Although you don't have a job and don't earn a penny, you still have a strong ass and are very handsome!"

"Alas, who said I won't make any money? How do you know I won't make any money?

Let me tell you, during the Spring Festival in 1980, I spent less than 300 yuan to buy 50 editions of monkey tickets. Guess how much they are worth now?"
Chapter completed!