238. Chapter 238 My final decision is to let you go
"Are you still able to take care of yourself now?" The hands under you clenched into a fist, your sharp teeth sinking into the thin flesh, and a strong smell of fishy smell surged into the corner of your mouth, which was extremely bitter.
"So I was wondering if I wanted to do that." Qin Yi lowered his eyes, and a drop of crystal tears flowed out of his eyes and fell onto his cheeks.
His shoulders were halfway through, and his back was leaning against the back of the chair, and his whole body looked like a deflated balloon.
His eyes didn't dare to look at her, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold back, and he could not help but have that terrible thought.
His actions made him miss the scene that he would have been happy about, and tears flowed from the corners of the people on the bed.
"Do you want to leave me very much? I'm in pain? I can't do it if I want to let you go." He suddenly raised his eyes and stared at the person on the bed.
"I also want to give you a comfortable life, but I'm thinking, even if I make a mistake and get demoted, can I give you a comfortable life?" The hand under me loosened, and then he held it tightly. He seemed to be trying hard to endure something.
He gently pinched the hair hanging down from the person's forehead on the bed, put it on the tip of his nose and sucked it, and pain appeared on his firm face: "So, I thought a lot, and my final decision was to let you go."
To endured the heart-wrenching pain, Qin Yi took his hand back. Even if he was reluctant to give up on her, he could not be too selfish. She had the right to be happy and there was no need to place her happiness on him. She could fly like an eagle, spread her wings and find her own world and home.
Standing up, Qin Yi didn't look at the person on the bed again, straightened his stiff back, and walked out of the room with his long legs.
The corridor was still silent and there was no one. Qin Yi closed the door gently, and the forced expression finally collapsed.
His body slowly slid down the door, his feet bent, and his knees pressed against the ground, taking a kneeling posture.
After maintaining this position for a few minutes, Qin Yi stood up, walked away from the hospital with his long legs.
When he left the door, he didn't want to drive, but just wanted to walk on the street where she was. At this moment, it seemed like a disgrace. Since the place where he bought a disc next to the road played a sad song.
Maybe we can't even get to the bridge in front of the inn
There is no reason to smile bitterly just torment
I can't see the hug after dawn
I can't accompany you until old age
I don't know who can let you follow me*
I just hope you will remember my goodness
After dawn, I will never hold your hand again
After dawn, I will slowly leave your dream
Don't dare to say goodbye, just can't say it
What reason should you use to keep it after dawn
All that remains after dawn is loneliness
Don't be sad that all the pain is silently endured by me. "Selected from Song: After Dawn"
Looking up at the gray-blue sky, the gloomy sky was rolling, and the dark clouds were violently attacking a steel forest. The pedestrians on the street disappeared in a hurry. In an instant, under the flashing thunder, he was the only one walking aimlessly on the street.
He was so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe. His throat was as heavy as a block of lead. He didn't dare to say it or say it, for fear that he would never be able to keep it after he said it. If possible, he really wanted to win back their love.
Chapter completed!