Chapter 402 Please, don’t reject me
But Su Jingxiao didn't know how to answer.
She knows best the pain and suffering of having a crush on someone.
In those years, she had a crush on Phytolacca, and she finally mustered up the courage to confess her love to Phytolacca.
Although she was rejected, she at least said it.
But Ke Yinan has never expressed his secret love for her over the years.
Ke Yinan knew clearly that what she liked was Phytolacca, and she had always been obsessed with Phytolacca and could not let it go, but he still had a crush on her for twenty-three years.
How many people in the world can persevere in this long-lasting love?
To say that I am not impressed is definitely a lie.
But after thinking of something, her whole body was suddenly filled with a sense of powerlessness.
"Ke Yinan, I..."
"Jingxiao, don't reject me first."
Interrupting her again.
"Listen to me first."
It took me twenty-three years to muster up the courage to say these words to her.
He wanted to tell it all.
Otherwise, he is afraid that if he does not speak out, he will have regrets.
The dim light illuminated his handsome figure.
Under the light and shadow, his eyes became more determined.
His inner voice was firmly expressed.
"You know, Jingxiao, when Shangluca said he wanted to marry you, I really hoped you could marry him."
"I know you have loved him for many years."
Just like he has loved her for many years.
"Only by marrying him will you be happy."
"Who doesn't want to marry the man he loves?"
"But in the past two years, I have realized something: you will not be happy if you marry Phytolacca."
"Shangwei doesn't have you in his heart. Even if he chooses you, it's just out of responsibility."
"Only when you feel loved can you be happy."
"Jingxiao, I may have been too abrupt just now. It would be too sudden and insincere for you to directly agree to my proposal."
The more he wanted to express, the more nervous he became.
Suddenly some words didn't express what I meant, "You, me, we..."
No, I can't be nervous.
He paused for a few seconds and said with great sincerity:
"Jingxiao, do you think this is okay? Let's try dating first."
"You should examine me for a while first."
"After you feel that I am qualified and that I can bring you happiness, love, and beauty, we will get married."
After saying that, Ke Yinan looked expectantly at Su Jingxiao under the dim shadow of the lamp.
Both looking forward to it and fearing it at the same time.
I want to hear her answer, but I'm afraid to hear it.
Time beat in his heart second by second, making his heart beat faster and faster.
My whole back was tight and I didn't dare to relax for a moment.
The man who cared about her so much made Su Jingxiao burst into tears.
What good thing does she have that makes Ke Yinan value her so much?
She is just a person who has been abused by men and her body is already dirty.
To put it mildly, he is a poor person.
To put it bluntly, it's just a piece of junk.
The shadow of that incident was like a dark cloud, hanging over her.
She couldn't really get out.
Seeing that she didn't answer and even cried, Ke Yinan was very anxious.
He reached out to wipe away the tears on her cheeks.
Su Jingxiao, who was sitting in a wheelchair, immediately escaped.
He thought he had scared her, so he said sorry several times.
But she cried even more choked up.
She held onto the armrests of her wheelchair tightly, her body shaking uncontrollably.
Look at her like this.
Sitting in a wheelchair, my legs are useless.
None of this is important.
Her body had been used by several men... Some unbearable images were surging in her mind, causing a dull pain in her chest and making her brain explode.
Choking, she rejected Ke Yinan, "We are not suitable. Ke Yinan, thank you very much for thinking so highly of me. But, we are really not suitable."
"Jingxiao, are you..." Ke Yinan was afraid that bringing it up would hurt her heart.
He didn't want to irritate her or make her recall that unbearable past.
But he had to express his attitude, "Jingxiao, I don't care what happened to you in the past. I really don't care."
"But I care." She choked, feeling inferior and bitter, "I care."
How could she be so miserable and worthy of such a beautiful Ke Yinan?
"Jingxiao."
Ke Yinan was emotional.
He wanted to use the most sincere language to express his firm determination for her.
Just when he was about to take out his heart, Su Jingxiao said firmly, "Ke Yinan, please stop talking. We can't be together."
Chen Xing saw that something was wrong with his boss, so he quickly followed him to see what was going on.
This is incredible.
Her boss's face was filled with tears and his mood was very wrong.
Chen Xing quickly increased his pace, trotted to Su Jingxiao's wheelchair, and looked at Ke Yinan reproachfully.
"Why did you make Mr. Su cry? What did you do to her?"
Ke Yinan blamed himself endlessly.
It was indeed him who made Su Jingxiao burst into tears.
When she wanted to explain, Su Jingxiao grabbed Chen Xing's hand and said firmly, "Xingxing, take me back, I want to go home."
"But..." Chen Xing was a little confused, "Mr. Qin's wedding banquet is about to start."
"I feel a little uncomfortable, please take me back."
Seeing that she was in bad condition, Chen Xing decisively pushed her wheelchair and prepared to leave.
Ke Yinan chased after him, and Chen Xing yelled at him, "Mr. Ke, can you please stop messing with my Mr. Su? Didn't you see that she was in a bad mood?"
"Xingxing." Su Jingxiao grabbed Chen Xing's hand on the armrest, "Don't leave him. It's because I'm not in good condition. Let's go back quickly."
After getting in the car, she hurriedly sent a message to Qin Sen: Second brother, I'm not feeling well and can't attend the wedding banquet of you and sister-in-law Weiwei. I'm sorry!
She didn't say a single extra word.
Qin Sen hurriedly asked Song Wei to eat something first, so that his wife would not starve during the toast later.
At this moment, he didn't have time to look at his phone.
In the lively wedding banquet, naturally no one knew that Su Jingxiao had left.
Everyone entered the table and sat down.
Qiao Qiao wanted to sit next to Su Jingxiao, but after looking around, he couldn't see Su Jingxiao.
She hurriedly pulled Shanglu's sleeve, "Why don't you see Jingxiao? Where did Jingxiao go?"
Shang Lu's eyes scanned around the dinner party carefully, but Ke Yinan was nowhere to be seen.
He patted Qiao Qiao's hand and said, "Don't worry, Ke Yinan is gone too. He should be with Jingxiao."
"That's not right. If Yinan had successfully confessed his love to Jingxiao just now, these two people should have happily appeared at Qin Sen's dinner party. How come they were all gone?" Qiao Qiao became even more worried.
Shang Lu guessed, "Perhaps Ke Yinan's confession made Jingxiao uncomfortable and even made her feel inferior and dare not accept it..."
After all, that incident was too devastating to her soul.
Jingxiao seems to have stepped out of that shadow, but in fact she cannot face that past.
She will definitely feel that she is not worthy of Ke Yinan.
This ending was all approved by him.
Chapter completed!