Chapter 189 Only by that free and noble vision is enough to live with God(2/2)
The request was reached and Mo Ranqiu lay back, closed his eyes and chose to sleep.
Already sleepy.
It's very difficult to open your eyes.
Because antipyretics and cold medicines have some sleeping ingredients, there is a bonus for eating, and Mo Ranqiu slept for an extra quicker time. Within five minutes, her even and lengthy breathing sound came from the room.
Li Wei slowly flipped through the pages of the book, the sound of Mo Ranqiu's breathing, the sunshine that came in from the window in the morning, and the quiet appearance of all the years, very warm.
The expression on Mo Ranqiu's face gradually became softer from the original expressionlessness, and the originally slightly frown brows also slowly relaxed, as if the discomfort caused by the cold after taking the medicine was relieved a lot.
After seeing such a change, Li Wei was a little relieved.
When Mo Ranqiu gets up again at noon or in the afternoon, take a dose of cold medicine. The cold should be cured tonight.
If you catch a cold, you will be very embarrassed. If you discover it in time, take medicine as soon as possible. If it is inappropriate, it will be cured quickly.
The trouble is that you don’t have a fever and have mild symptoms, taking medicine is not the case. It’s uncomfortable if you don’t take medicine. It also affects your normal life while being annoying.
Thinking about it like this, having a fever with a refreshing heart is also a good choice.
There are also formal reasons to rest and fish properly.
This kind of opportunity to sleep openly during the day during the week is also a rare holiday for patients with severe insomnia like Mo Ranqiu.
Seeing that Mo Ranqiu's condition improved, and nearly twenty minutes passed, she showed no sign of awakening. Li Wei took the title of kitten and quietly left the room.
He did not hesitate to use various skills, but Li Wei basically left Mo Ranqiu's room without making any noise and returned to his own room.
First of all, it's about eating.
Because the rice was basically cold, Li Wei put the breakfast that he had left for him in the microwave and snatched it around. After a few quick bites, he put it in the lunch box.
Back in the room, I took out the notebook I usually used to record inspiration, a folder of white paper and a pencil case for painting, kicked the headphones on the desktop into my pocket, and sneaked back to Mo Ranqiu's room with a stack of things.
With his current reading speed, even if he was afraid of waking up Mo Ranqiu to slow down the page turn, it would only take less than 40 minutes to finish reading.
After that, playing with mobile phones would be a bit too wasteful of time, so Li Wei planned to take advantage of this time to complete the task of "creating music" in the guise of taking leave from Mo Ranqiu.
However, it is also possible that the plan for the collapse of Zhongdao is not possible. In order to prepare for a protracted war, Li Wei still added some painting supplies.
After all, although they are close and have various high-quality stealth skills, they will inevitably make some small noises when they go back and forth, which will be bad if they wake up Mo Ranqiu, who has finally woken up.
When you are sick, it is necessary to maintain a good sleep.
I sat back to the desk, put down the things I had at hand, opened the lunch box and looked at the books in my hand while eating. It seemed to be very enjoyable, but at this time Li Wei's mood became more and more unhappy.
‘Once someone asks what they want, they don’t want anything in that moment. It’s okay, but there is no way to be anything that makes me happy anyway – this thought suddenly passes through my mind.’
Japanese literature has more or less the characteristics of "decline in things". Compared with prosperity, they prefer the beauty brought by decay and incompleteness.
Mo Ranqiu's bookmark is here. Li Wei dared not guess whether it has a deep meaning or a hint, but even if he doesn't think about it, he already had an answer in his mind.
‘Cowards are even afraid of happiness, and they will be injured when they touch cotton. Sometimes they will be hurt by happiness. While they are not injured, I think they will part ways quickly.’
As the preface of this book says, everyone can find a sense of resonance in this book.
That's true.
But this negative resonance is not a good thing, but it should be sad about it.
Most people have a sense of resonance with such things. Doesn’t that mean that there are too few people in this world who have a sense of happiness?
When reading this book, Li Wei inevitably had a strong sense of optimism.
Because, he hoped that this book, in Mo Ranqiu's opinion, did not possess the so-called "resonance" work, but was just a simple Japanese literary novel with a chronological history, and that's all.
But as the pages gradually flipped and came back to look at a passage marked by a highlighter, he knew that his expectations were finally disappointed.
‘Even if you do nothing on the earth, you can live with God by your freedom and noble vision alone.’
Li Wei is not sure what the meaning of the special mark is.
He didn't know what Mo Ranqiu wanted to express.
Li Wei didn't understand what the meaning of reading this book repeatedly.
After reading it for a while, the story was finished.
The analysis of human nature is extremely sharp, and the story is as expected, a perfect tragedy. It was after the author himself who jumped into the river with his last lover and committed suicide after finishing writing this book.
‘So…it seems to be understandable when Mo Ranqiu took a knife and wanted to kill me at the beginning?’
I understand it logically, but in the psychological sense, Li Wei is still confused.
For Mo Ranqiu, ‘What is the meaning of her own life?’
Her "love-sacrificing behavior" is undoubtedly due to imitation factors, and the fundamental source of this imitation is this work that has had a profound influence on her.
So, after giving up committing a love affair with her lover like the author of her favorite book, what is the reason why she read this book again?
At this time, Li Wei was thinking about such a question.
However, as a real world without superpowers, as an ordinary person who only learns plug-ins but does not know how to read minds, as long as Mo Ranqiu doesn't speak, he will definitely not understand.
Mo Ranqiu's reason for reading this book again was very simple, just to seek the meaning of living.
There will be a hundred Hamlets in a hundred people's psychology, and the same is true for Mo Ranqiu.
In the end, she found the reason and meaning of living again from this book that wanted her to cut off all her longing.
Even if you do nothing on the earth, you can live with God by relying solely on the freedom and noble vision.
Chapter completed!