Chapter 61 Shi Yi: I have experience(1/2)
Long after Xu Ze left.
The sound of the piano did not stop.
Gu Wanqing sat in the air, playing with her slender fingers on the xylophone.
Before Xu Ze had gone far, she tried her best to play every note, hoping to rely on the sound of the piano to bring the two of them back to the past.
But after Xu Ze completely walked away.
Although the sound of the piano has not stopped, it has lost its original tone.
While playing the piano, Gu Wanqing raised her head and looked around with slightly dull eyes.
Once upon a time, every time she played the piano, Xu Ze would listen and look at her quietly.
But now...
The surrounding area was empty, with only the broken half of the cliff proving that Xu Ze had been here.
Tick tock.
Tick tock.
In a daze, tears flowed out of Gu Wanqing's beautiful eyes, slid down her cheeks, and finally dripped on the xylophone.
At the same time, the sound of the piano stopped suddenly.
She can't play anymore.
At this moment, she finally understood.
If there is no one who listens to the piano, no matter how good her piano skills are, the tone she plays will lose its soul.
"Hey."
Wiping her tears and putting away her xylophone, Gu Wanqing sighed softly.
Although she was sad, she was also happy.
Because compared to before, Xu Ze today is at least willing to talk to her.
Although the words are full of strangeness, isn't this considered progress?
"Xu Ze is going home..."
Thinking of what Xu Ze said just now, Gu Wanqing murmured.
She knows it very well.
The "home" in Xu Ze's mouth is not the wooden house, nor the spiritual bamboo and peach forest, but the original home, the Xu family.
She knows it too.
When Xu Ze returns home this time, he will definitely tell his parents about the fact that the two have separated.
This made Gu Wanqing's beautiful eyes darken.
Once upon a time, she always felt lucky.
Fortunately, the Gu family and the Xu family still don't know the fact that she has separated from Xu Ze.
This kind of happiness is like the only remaining red thread connecting her and Xu Ze.
But now.
Xu Ze finally decided to go back and cut off her happiness with his own hands, cutting off the last red line between the two...
"This is not Xu Ze's fault. If I want to blame it, I can only blame myself." Gu Wanqing whispered.
Having said that.
But this still gave her a feeling that Xu Ze seemed to be going further and further away, and she couldn't help but feel lost and at a loss.
She wants to follow him back.
She wanted to tell Xu Ze.
Give her some more time to forgive her sins, at least for this moment, and don’t tell the two elders of the Xu family and the Gu family about their separation.
But she can't do it.
It’s not that I don’t want to, but I don’t want to make myself more annoying.
It was she who failed Xu Ze.
It was she who broke Xu Ze's heart.
It was she, too, who first chose to turn around and leave in their relationship.
Under such circumstances, how could she be qualified to ask Xu Ze for anything?
Suddenly.
Gu Wanqing's eyes were blurry, and she remembered the situation when she got married to Xu Ze.
The wedding day.
The elders of the Xu family and the Gu family are all telling Xu Ze not to let her down, to keep the beginning and the end, and not forget the original intention.
Can it bear fruit?
She is the real heartless person...
"If my parents knew this, they would rather not have a daughter like me, right?" Gu Wanqing muttered, looking up at the sky.
Xu Ze's affection for her moved her parents deeply.
The two elders of the Xu family had said this to her more than once.
He said that although her appearance was completely ruined and she could not practice cultivation, she was still lucky.
Fortunately, in the lowest days, she found the person who was willing to give everything for her!
But at this moment, the person she should have cherished for the rest of her life was lost by her...
Gu Wanqing knows it all without even thinking about it.
After learning that she and Xu Ze were separated and it was all her fault, her parents might not believe it at first, but they would soon accept the fact.
Because when her appearance was completely ruined, Xu Ze did not leave her! After her appearance was restored and she became like an empress, Xu Ze would not be like this anymore!
In other words.
As soon as the news of their separation spreads, anyone with any sense should know that it must be her fault!
Gu Wanqing had no intention of refuting this, because it was the truth.
Now she is just thinking...
"Perhaps, even if I don't go back with Xu Ze, I should go back myself? In this way, I can give an explanation to Xu Ze and the Xu family." Gu Wanqing said to herself.
As she spoke, her eyes became brighter and brighter.
She understands that if she goes back, she will definitely face a lot of criticism.
But it doesn't matter, she can bear it.
Furthermore, in her opinion, this is the punishment she deserves.
Besides, she has another idea.
The last time I saw the spiritual bamboo and peach sapling in Shi Yi Pavilion’s bedroom, I had this thought that had always been there.
If she and Xu Ze could return to their former home, to the spiritual bamboo and peach forest.
Perhaps, this can bring back Xu Ze’s memories?
She does not expect that this move will make Xu Ze forgive herself. She only hopes that it can make the distance between the two less distant than it is now.
"Well, that's it, let's leave now." Gu Wanqing decided.
The moment the words fell.
"No!"
With a sound of stopping, Shi Yi fell from the sky as her dress swayed.
"Master? Why are you here?" Gu Wanqing asked after being stunned for a moment.
"If I don't come, you will make a mistake!" Shi Yi shook his head and said seriously: "Wanqing, you can't be too hasty, you need to give Xu Ze time to calm down!"
After saying this, she imitated the tone of asking the ancestor and said seriously:
"Wanqing, the more times this happens, the less anxious you can be."
"Man, the harder you push, the farther you will run."
"I know you are eager to pursue your husband, but being too impatient will only backfire!"
"What you need to do now is not to show up in front of Xu Ze again and again, but to learn to stay away and give Xu Ze a certain amount of time!"
"Only in this way can things have the possibility of starting over!"
To be continued...