Chapter 18 That’s Wanqing’s ex-husband(1/2)
The picture in front of me suddenly stopped, faded, and then gradually disappeared again.
When Gu Wanqing came to her senses, she found that she was still in her room.
She buried her head and clenched her slender fingers tightly.
Her shoulders trembled slightly, and her heart felt as if it was blocked by a big stone.
Lean slightly.
Huge tears overflowed from her beautiful eyes, dripping down and soaking her clothes like a bead curtain.
She didn't know why she was crying.
Obviously before viewing the memories, she had reminded herself many times that those were the past tense and there was no need to immerse herself in them.
But in the memory screen.
The smiles on the two faces, the affectionate and warm scene were carved into her mind like an ax and a chisel.
These images and laughter reminded her over and over again.
She and Xu Ze were so happy in the past.
Xu Ze once paid so much for her.
But now, the two of them are strangers...
"I'm not wrong! I'm not wrong!"
"If Xu Ze didn't hide his cultivation and talent! How could I feel that there was a gap between the two of them? How could I choose to be indifferent?"
"I have the appearance of an empress, and I will ascend to the throne of God sooner or later! I cannot and do not want to give up!"
"I don't want to endure those days of hiding from people and feeling low self-esteem anymore!"
While crying, Gu Wanqing muttered.
She's right.
She firmly believes that she is right.
Although the relationship between her and Xu Ze was warm and happy, the seeds of "inferiority and cowardice" were buried deeper and deeper in her heart!
"It's obviously like this, it should obviously be like this." Gu Wanqing murmured.
While speaking, she kept wiping the tears on her cheeks and taking big breaths, trying to hold back the tears.
"But why can't I stop these tears!" Gu Wanqing lost her composure and roared.
In fact, she knows it well.
The reason why she feels uncomfortable and why she cries is because the memory scenes of those scenes are constantly reminding her and telling her.
She lost something very important.
But she didn't want to face it.
Not only because the matter is a foregone conclusion, but also because she feels that this is not her problem alone.
After all, in her opinion, Xu Ze hid too much from her.
Gu Wanqing didn't know how long she had been crying. She only knew that when her mood calmed down a little, the morning light started to shine in from the window.
The warm morning light illuminated the room and also illuminated the broken xylophone.
A strange combination of circumstances.
Gu Wanqing raised her hand and gently stroked the surface of the piano with her white and delicate palm.
This moment.
In the memory screen, the words Xu Ze once said kept reappearing in her mind.
"I want to make a piano for Wanqing."
"This will not only give her something to do, but also cultivate her self-confidence."
"Although the engagement is no longer there, my relationship with Wanqing is still there."
"Wanqing, I give this piano to you. I made it myself."
"..."
In addition to these, there is also Xu Ze's words: "Wanqing, you play the piano so beautifully."
For a while, the tip of Gu Wanqing's nose felt sore again.
Taking a deep breath, she placed her index finger on the piano surface and flicked it gently.
But no matter how hard she tries and how dedicated she is, she can only produce nondescript music.
Because the xylophone broke a string...
After giving up playing the piano, Gu Wanqing sat blankly in front of the piano table.
Her expression was tangled and her eyes were dull.
Suddenly.
As if she had decided something, she finally picked up the xylophone, held it in her arms, and rushed out.
She wanted to go to the Qi Peak of the Shengdao Sect and repair the xylophone.
She didn't know why she did this or what the significance of it was.
But guessing.
Doing this may make her feel better.
But just as she rushed out of the pavilion door, she saw someone.
The man stood on the cliff in front of the pavilion, his plain dress flowing in the wind, and his face as cold as frost, under the sunlight of the morning, actually gained an extra warmth.
"Master?" Gu Wanqing was stunned and called.
Hearing this, Shi Yi turned around.
Shi Yi first glanced at the broken xylophone in Gu Wanqing's hand, and then asked with a cold face: "What are you going to do?"
Gu Wanqing frowned slightly.
In the past, although my master also liked to have a cold face, that was towards outsiders.
For her apprentice, she has always been kind-hearted!
But at this moment, Shi Yi's attitude and tone made her feel like she was facing an iceberg!
"Is Master in a bad mood today?" Gu Wanqing secretly guessed.
Seeing Shi Yi staring blankly at the xylophone in her hand, she hurriedly explained: "A few days ago, my disciple's xylophone broke a string. I was planning to go to Qifeng to find a way to repair it."
As soon as she finished speaking, Gu Wanqing regretted it.
Because she knows it very well!
Shi Yi not only knew that this xylophone was just a Fanqin, but also knew that it was a gift from Xu Ze!
And just as she thought, Shi Yi was going to start the education mode again and let her focus on cultivation.
"Now you know how to practice piano? Why did you go there earlier?" Shi Yi glared at her!
Gu Wanqing was stunned!
I don’t understand at all why my master reprimanded me for this kind of thing!
"I, I..."
After coming back to her senses, Gu Wanqing hesitated for a while, not knowing how to reply.
"Wanqing, although this Qin is an ordinary Qin, since it was given by Xu Ze, you should cherish it! If you break it next time, it will be confiscated as a teacher!" Shi Yi said again .
This made Gu Wanqing even more confused!
At this moment, she just wants to say one thing!
Master, you didn’t say that before!
To know.
In the past, when Shi Yi saw her playing the piano, he would scold her and tell her to focus on her cultivation!
But now it's good that she is allowed to cherish the xylophone?
Also!
Why should it be confiscated?
Even if she didn't cherish the piano given by Xu Ze, it was her own business. How could her master have the idea of confiscating it?
This logic makes no sense at all!
"Why don't you go quickly? Why are you standing here?" Shi Yi glared at her again.
Gu Wanqing nodded instinctively, gave a slight salute, and trotted away.
To be continued...