Moving forward doesn't mean completely letting go of the past.

But if she wants to go forward bravely, Xia Xinyu must establish a mentality - everything in the past is just a prologue.

Life before this was all prologue.

When she reached the door, Xia Xinyu stopped and looked at Chen Yuan, whose hair and body were still wet, and reminded him: "Go take a shower quickly, don't catch a cold."

"Um."

Chen Yuan looked at Xia Xinyu and stopped talking.

Although his life is safe, his mental condition is still worrying.

"If you have anything, just send me a WeChat message or come to me... But don't push the door directly, knock first." Xia Xinyu said with an awkward smile.

"It's time to repair your door lock, otherwise it won't be very safe after all."

Even though a thief would tearfully throw away two hundred dollars when he entered this shabby room, after all, there was an innocent 17-year-old girl inside, and there was no guarantee of how high the other party's moral bottom line would be.

Unlike me, if I really can't do it, I can still fencing to deal with it.

"Then I'll go back."

"Um."

Chen Yuan nodded, and the two returned to their respective rooms with their backs to each other.

And just when Chen Yuan opened the door lock, her voice came from behind again: "Well, you can ask your class teacher tomorrow."

"Ah?" Chen Yuan turned around and met Xia Xinyu's eyes.

"Aren't you worried about whether the puppy is alive or dead? In that case, just ask directly. If you ask, you won't be worried and you won't be depressed." Xia Xinyu explained.

Do you still think I look depressed because of that dog?

Oh, that's right, she didn't know that she could see the lifespan of a living thing.

However, if you don't have this ability, you won't be able to see the 'terminal disease' in your dog, and you won't even be able to see the source of the trouble.

Of course, the other party's good intentions still need to be responded to.

"Okay, I will ask on Monday. Although Lao Mo is arrogant, he is not too bad. He will not treat me as a human being just because I am not in the top 100 of the honor roll." Chen Yuan nodded.

"besides…"

"Well, you say."

Chen Yuan, who is familiar with the book "Emotional Intelligence", knows that generally speaking, things like "and" that seem to be mentioned in passing are what the other party really wants to say but hesitates to say.

"I, you don't have to worry anymore."

Looking carefully at Chen Yuan's calm eyes, Xia Xinyu's eyes did not dodge in any way. On the contrary, she took the initiative to meet Chen Yuan's eyes and locked them tightly.

Very impressive.

Since her lifespan returned to normal, Chen Yuan no longer worries.

The previous countdown was like a reminder to him, making him extremely flustered.

Why should she tell herself?

Because she was worried that she would think she wanted to commit suicide, which would affect her mood.

It is indeed so strong that it makes people cry.

In comparison, the 30-year-old woman was just her best friend who got pregnant by her boyfriend. Such a trivial call to the police would make people think that she was a trivial matter to Shabi. She actually wanted to commit suicide. After being rescued by a strange man,

They also suck each other's body like an octopus to seek warmth. Their mental maturity is completely different.

But Xia Xinyu's behavior is not a good thing.

That simple proverb goes well - the more sensible you are, the more grievances you will suffer.

Of course, I am just a neighbor, and now I am asking others to hug me like an octopus, which is really over the line.

"knew."

"Okok good night."

After saying these words, the burden in Xia Xinyu's heart was finally relieved by more than half.

After returning home, she moved the table and propped it up against the door, then took a good shower, dried her hair, changed into loose short-sleeved shirts and shorts, and finally lay on the bed with her tired body.

She knew that night was the most painful.

In fact, things were fine all the time during the day, especially today, when I was with Chen Yuan, my attention was unconsciously diverted, and the image of my parents dying in a mudslide was not pushed into my mind.

After sleeping properly and closing her eyes, Xia Xinyu tried to let her sleepiness overcome the memories in her mind.

But after the surroundings quieted down and the room became dark, scenes and sounds still appeared in my mind involuntarily.

But tonight's movie is different.

"This star is for you."

The light green firefly in his hand slowly rose.

The star he gave to himself slowly flew away and disappeared into the bush.

And following that glimmer of light, she saw stars dotted in the human world.

Likewise, tears still slid down my cheeks.

But this time it was different, she didn't want to cry.

She knew that she was not empty in her heart now, and the loneliness like the tide would never drown her again.

Lying on her side, clutching the quilt and no longer covering her head completely in the quilt, she looked outside through the gap in the curtains where the street lights were dimly lit.

She knew she could no longer be afraid of waking up.

Although Xia Xinyu couldn't see the stars in the night sky, she still felt as if they were there. She whispered with a hint of crying in her voice: "Mom, Dad, you don't have to worry about me. I can go on alone."

of……"

………

Although No. 11 Middle School has weekends off, it is only to cope with the Education Bureau's rule that "weekends cannot be used to make up classes before the second semester of high school." Studying cannot be left behind at all. Those students who live on campus still have to study by themselves at school.

As for Chen Yuan, this kind of day study means watching online classes at home.

How should I put it, although No. 11 Middle School is a provincial experiment, it also occupies a place among the second-tier elite schools in the city.

But the upper limit for students depends more on their consciousness.

Therefore, in the past two days, he mainly attended classes at home, wrote questions, and watched some dramas.

Why not go out and play?

Of course, I don’t want to waste my study time, and it’s not because I pretended to be a wolf a few days ago and had a good meal, which made my living expenses difficult.

However, after knowing that the other party would no longer commit suicide, Chen Yuanxin calmed down and did not take the initiative to find Xia Xinyu. Xia Xinyu only chatted with him a few times on WeChat.

She said she had agreed with her aunt that she would go to class on Monday.

Grandpa's funeral in her hometown has been completed, but she still has to go back, but she has no idea about the specific time.

Although some things can definitely be overcome in the future, they are still unbearable when faced head-on.

Similarly, Xia Xinyu also discussed with herself whether to tell her name to her aunt. If she didn't talk about the fact that he saved her life, she still wouldn't say it yet.

Of course, Xia Xinyu promised - as long as my aunt comes, I will introduce your name to her.

Actually...I didn't think much about getting to know my aunt.

In the past two days, the most annoying thing for Chen Yuan was when Xia Xinyu's lock would be changed.

He would stare every time he went downstairs, and it even became obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Fortunately, Xia Xinyu finally had the door lock repaired on the weekend afternoon.

In other words, tomorrow morning, Xia Xinyu will be like herself, as a day student in a boarding school, catching the bus and subway to go to school.

Can you really come out?

Chen Yuan has been thinking about this question.

In the spirit of a good person just going to the end, he planned to verify it carefully.

"It's half past six."

Monday, morning.

In the past, when I could meet Xia Xinyu on the stairs, it was always at this time in the morning. Her life was very regular. Unlike Chen Yuan, sometimes she wanted to go to class to make up for homework, so she would leave so early.

Click.

After getting dressed and carrying his schoolbag, Chen Yuan opened the door naturally after hearing a crisp sound outside the door.

At this time, Xia Xinyu came out and locked the door carefully with the key.

……etc!

What about the lifespan countdown?
To be continued...