"No, I can't leave."

"Why? Did they force you?"

"No, no one forced me, it was my own choice."

"This is impossible, I don't believe it."

"It's true. I personally promised the Queen Mother, and Gu Xiangguo was also present. If you don't believe me, just ask him."

"Mei Niang!"

"Shilin, listen to me, hiding is not an option. I've known that the flat ground will cause waves, which will bring disaster and good fortune. If I follow you, Runzhu won't survive. How can I bear to sacrifice others? Even if I escape, I won't

You will live with peace of mind, you and I are the same, right?"

"How can you feel at ease if you ask me to go? No, I won't let you go. Follow me. The carriage is outside. You can leave the city overnight and return to Kunlun." Shilin knew that it would not be easy for him to compromise, so he held her hand and said,

He even pulled her out with a drag and a hug. Xu was determined and exerted all his strength and refused to let go. Mei Niang couldn't get out no matter what, and she was so angry that she felt so anxious:

"Shilin... let go! How can you be so selfish? How can you ignore the life and death of others? Don't you want to save your son?"

"..." He trailed off, which effectively made him let go of his hand. At the same time, he looked at her confusedly and staggered back a few steps.

"Am I selfish? Am I selfish? Mei Niang, do you know what you are doing? You are not at the end of your rope yet, so you don't need to be like this." Shilin had never been so angry, and he had never scolded her with red eyes. At this time

It rushed out of the throat and lost its sense of proportion.

"I..." After being yelled at by him, Mei Niang was speechless. It was no wonder that he just started crying. Shilin knew that his words were harsh and frightened her. Normally, she would not be able to say a word.

She wanted to reach out to comfort her, but she was anxious. She sighed one after another and became anxious step by step. Still, she couldn't stop wiping away tears frequently. Yuyan outside the house heard that something was wrong and wanted to go in. Runzhu pulled at it and shook her head. They were in a stalemate for a while.

, when he saw the sky, he suddenly felt that he could not delay any longer, so he had the courage to put his arm over her shoulder.

"Yes, I am selfish, I don't care about others, whatever you say, whatever you want to complain about, today I just want to..." Mei Niang suddenly raised her hand to block his lips, tears already covering her face.

"Don't say anything. I know you won't let me go, nor will you let Runzhu go. So, how are you going to explain it to Jin Guo? This crime is too heavy. If I go, at least I can get back Gu.

An and Xiaoshan; at least for a while we were together; at least... we were with you. I don't want to be separated, not even for a second, Shilin..." Mei Niang fell into his arms and couldn't help sobbing.

, Shilin tightened his embrace, closed his eyes and bit his lip. Tonight, he begged Yu Yan for help, arranging a meeting with Mei Niang, trying to persuade her to leave the palace. He was originally full of confidence, but now he heard her express her feelings.

, facing this deep feeling, my consciousness became blurred.

"With you gone, can I feel at ease?" He still repeated this sentence.

"Stop talking about it, just think I'm selfish for once, okay... okay?" Mei Niang pulled the skirt of his chest, very tight, she was deeply afraid that it would be fleeting, but her body couldn't help but tremble slightly, she had once fled through the sea.

But separation.

"I don't agree, you go back immediately." Shilin pulled away from her, grabbed her arms, and said firmly.

"No! If I leave and something goes wrong, what will happen to Gu'an and Xiaoshan? How can you live up to Bilian? The children are so young that they cannot live without their biological father. Yuyan and Xiaorou are both still young, and they cannot live without their husbands.

, uncle and aunt are old, if they lose their grandson, can they bear it? As long as I go, I can save so many people, isn't it worth it? "

"Baoshan and I will find a way to save them. If we have to sacrifice your life, they won't agree if they find out."

"Then don't let them know that I owe Gu'an too much. If you ask me to do something for him, just agree." Mei Niang stared at Shilin with tearful eyes, and a wide ocean appeared between her eyes.

The other person's face became more and more misty. There was no ferry, no driftwood, and they were struggling in the wave of contradictions and heartache, until Shilin's hand gradually loosened, and the red slipping from his lips pierced the mist.

"Ah~Shilin~." Mei Niang was shocked, and without thinking, she put her lips to his and gently sucked the wound. The salty smell overflowed between her teeth, and she swallowed the pain together. Shilin stood upright.

As he stood, his thoughts were frozen in the soft embrace, and he was completely suffocated by the push. He didn't know what he was doing, so he slowly raised his hand and put it on her shoulder... At this moment, heaven and earth, forever.
Chapter completed!