Extra: Soul Breeze Part 2
Xiaoxu, I saw you reborn into a new world. I am very grateful to the family here for giving my sister irreplaceable family affection. However, my heart is as painful as a needle pricking me. I can no longer
I can no longer protect her by her side.
Xiaoxu, my brother is really grateful to you. You have abided by the agreement between us. Once, you promised me that if there is an afterlife, your name will definitely be Yimo. Do you miss me? Thank you very much.
However, looking at you lingering in this happiness of pain and sorrow, I see the sadness and struggle hidden under your silver eyes. I blame myself very much. Perhaps, I should not have restrained you or made you smile back then.
, the smile that hangs on your face every day hides unknown sadness and alienation. I really hope that you will not let go of the mistakes you made back then, and don’t stop falling in love!
I'm glad that you got to know those people and you can get more happiness. I listened to what you said to your brother and grandfather in this life in the car. I was really excited and shocked. I didn't expect that.
, you have been feeling more self-blame and regret besides sadness. I really, have not blamed you, Xiaoxu.
Can you please stop being sad?
Xiaoxu, I watch you grow up day by day. Even in this world, even in different time and space, even in different years, you are willing to abide by the agreement between you and me. I watch you leave for the agreement between you and me in the previous life.
Left home, left happiness.
For the agreement between you and me, you learn tennis, but I remember that you don’t like sweaty sports; I choreographed a dance for you, but you still remember it, and still dance, and dance my heartstrings; I see you see that name
The shock and bitterness of being the boy Echizen Ryoma made me deeply understand the depth of your feelings for Liu Mo and me.
I really want you to let go of everything and let go of my restraint on you. I look at the blue and dance the most beautiful melody with my heart.
I watch you grow day by day, which is completely different from how I felt before. In the past, I could give you support, but now, I can only watch you suffer, but I can only see your helplessness, and there is nothing I can do for you.
, I blame myself, regret, and even despair.
You are like an angel who slowly sheds his feathers and is reborn from the ashes, and you are like a phoenix, a fiery red phoenix, dazzling.
Watching you single-handedly found the "Piaoxu Group"; watching you embark on your own acting career, and watching the individuals who accompany you, I am really happy, but it is always mixed with sadness.
You left and then came back, and I watched everything change about you.
Your EQ is directly proportional to your IQ. You definitely know how those individuals feel about you, but you have been avoiding them.
They can easily break down your defenses...
They make you smile your truest smile...
They give you the most beautiful emotions…
They can make you worry and fear...
Until you used your second wish to save Seiichi Yukimura, I finally understood that you fell in love with him, no, you fell in love with him. I was very sad, but I was also very happy. You accepted him, and my heart was filled with joy.
Knife twist.
You explained everything to everyone with your third wish. I saw God saying that my soul was shattered because of your desperate eyes. God may know that I am by your side, but He didn't tell you. I'm sorry for making you so sad.
When I saw the distress, pity, self-blame, and even mercy in those people’s eyes, I suddenly became very angry. What you need is not mercy, just as God said
"I also want to tell you, don't pity her. What she needs is not pity, but your understanding, trust and happiness. She has been hurt too much, which is simply not something ordinary people can bear. She is very strong.
, but she is also very fragile..."
Watching you dance the beautiful waltz, one after another, has captured everyone's heart. However, at this time, you only have Yukimura Seiichi in your heart. Love, I no longer dare to be extravagant. Your feelings for me, you
His feelings for me have returned to their proper place as a brother and sister.
The moment I watched you get into a car accident, my heartbeat almost stopped. Even though I was a soul, I was in the emergency room and watched my heartbeat and breathing gradually stop. I really panicked and immediately used my last strength.
, I wish you to hold on to life, but you are asleep.
I'm so tired, so tired. I want to sleep more and more, and finally I can't hold on anymore. I want to use the last few minutes to enter your dream.
I see your sadness, your tears when you see me, and I feel really heartbroken.
you say:
When everything has become a habit, it is not easy to change it.
Yes, you are right. How can it be so easy to change everything that has become a habit? I sent you back at the last moment. I finally told you my heart, but you didn't hear it. It's a pity.
Well, you obviously worked so hard.
I was still truly stunned.
Xiaoxu, I will always be your brother. I don’t know if you will still remember me?
I have become a wisp of breeze, blending into the air. Really, I can stay with you forever.
Maybe you won't notice my existence
Maybe we will never meet again
Perhaps, we are so destined to be separated from each other
Maybe, I should let go and give you freedom
Perhaps, we gradually changed from intersecting lines to two parallel lines, and there is no connection anymore
I just want to say
I will never forget you, I will always be your brother, I will always love you, and I will not let this happen, because I will always be by your side. I don’t know if your children in the future will know or not.
Does my uncle exist?
I love you, Xiaoxu, with no regrets or regrets, even if it makes my soul fly away, I am willing to do so.
Xiaoxu, I know that you will not forget me, but I hope that you will love everyone forever, let go of your guard, accept the world, and let me, your brother, die without regrets.
Forbidden love cannot be surpassed. If it is exceeded, the world will be turned upside down, love will have no results, the heart will feel like water, and it will hurt but also be happy, just because of the word love.
I will always watch you grow up, watch you have your own world, Xiaoxu, or Momo, if you can, just forget me, I don’t want to give you any burden or sorrow.
If I could go back in time, I hope that if I am the only one who falls in love with you, but you don’t know me, there won’t be so much sadness. I hope that God can hear my prayer, although, I know,
It is impossible to turn back time, the past is past.
We are only human and cannot change everything.
Chapter completed!