I sent Brother Jingshi home early on the grounds that Brother Jingshi had just been discharged from the hospital and was in poor health, because at this time...

I really don’t know what to do. The ripples in my heart cannot be smoothed out in a moment. I don’t want others to see my fragile side, the helplessness and sadness in my heart. I just need to know it alone.

My promise to you is that one day I will confess to you. I don’t know when this day will be, or maybe it will be the next life...

Reincarnation is a dispensable thing. If you believe it, you will have it. If you don’t believe it, you will not have it. So, what does my current experience mean?

Is this time travel? Or reincarnation? I don’t know, and I don’t understand. At this time, I am so confused. The title of genius will always be just a meaningless thing. Who said that everything goes well for a genius? Who says that genius is omnipotent?

And I can't. I can't control people's life and death. I can't control people's fate. I can't even manage my own memory, because I don't know what to do anymore...

I stood on the top of the high coastal rocks, looking at the horizon that has now turned orange. I shed tears in my heart, but only in my heart. What does the orange sunset mean?

It means the end of life. Even if it is tomorrow, it will still shine on the earth again? Today, it will never come back. Not only that, everything in the world is like this. We are human and cannot control the world.

Everything, but I know that there is one thing that we can control...

That is......

Destiny and happiness are our only autonomy.

Suddenly, a white light flashed in front of my eyes, and a person I didn't expect appeared. How? Could it be him? He could appear so blatantly. He is really a god, the greatest!

"God, you appear like this, aren't you afraid of being seen?" I looked at him with a half-smile, and I was complaining in my heart, complaining about the unfairness of the world, why? God and humans are just two different 'human beings', but

, but there is a huge difference. I am just an ordinary human being here.

"Don't look at me like this. Am I that stupid? I don't know what you are thinking. Don't worry, no one else can see me except you." God looked at me with some sadness, but I

No response.

"What do you want from me? It seems like your gods can't appear in front of humans at will." Is it so casual? But why? I can't be so free and unrestrained, let go of the constraints in my heart, the sorrow and sadness in my heart.

mood.

"Oh, you are special. I am here to inform you of something. In recent months, you will have a life and death disaster. This time, it is inevitable, but in the end, will you be able to survive it?

The difficulty lies with you and the people around you. This time, God’s will can’t decide anything, so I’ll give you, a special group of people, a chance to decide your destiny.” God’s expression was slightly serious, but my heart was unmoved.

I have experienced death, so what does the calamity of life and death mean? Moreover, I believe that everything is happening now.

"I knew you were like this, taking everything indifferently. Okay, I've told you what I want to say. I'm leaving. Don't forget my advice. By the way, your tears actually still exist." Bai Bai

The light gradually disappeared, and I seemed to hear such a sentence:

"Actually, everyone's destiny is like the sunset. As long as you are willing, it is not difficult to change your destiny. Everything is not destined. It is destined. It is just fate."

Is it just like this sunset? Yes! The sunset is so beautiful and delicate, but it is so heartbreaking. Tears? I don’t care. Can tears save anything? No matter what thing or object, tears are just

In vain, since it can't change anything, what's the use? If it is really useful, then I would rather use all my tears to exchange for a soul that has been wiped out in ashes.

The sunset is redder.

So mysterious and charming. If you have the opportunity to watch the sunset, it will fascinate you: the sun lies quietly on the western horizon, becomes so big, and its color is so deep yellow and red; it falls slowly, as it approaches the horizon

It actually shrunk and became flat.

If there are clouds in the sky, you will see a brilliant sunset; if there are no clouds in the sky, don't forget to look back, and you will find a mysterious blue-gray dark arc in the sky behind you, with obvious bright arcs inlaid outside the dark arc.

While the dark arc and bright arc rise, a charming purple light will appear in the western sky. As the sun sets, the purple light moves downward and disappears only when it approaches the horizon.

It's a pity that this kind of beautiful purple light is rare.

The sunset is indeed beautiful, colorful and varied.

All good things are rare, so everything needs to be created by yourself, and everything needs to be controlled by yourself. No one can control you, only you.

It turns out that when I was reborn, I said to myself: Just be a bystander.

However, now, I know that I have completely integrated into this world, so there will be countless concerns and I will not be able to be free and easy.

I fell in love with everything here.

That's the only reason.

Actually, I didn’t know that Yukimura Seiichi had already replaced Liu Mo and taken that position. I suddenly realized that maybe Liu Mo already knew my feelings for him, but he treated me as always. Maybe, it’s us

I have that forbidden love in my heart, even though I know the bottom line that cannot be broken.

Is it because of the same feelings that you have to sacrifice your life?

Then I would rather he hate me, so that he will live a good life.

The silent color of blood and the heavy atmosphere will always appear again and again in my memory, but that has passed.

It’s as if everything before now is in the past. What can be redeemed if you regret it?

If I had known all this at the time, I would not have been so willful; if I could have matured and grown up earlier, there would not have been so much sadness at this time; if I had not undergone surgery at that time, what would have happened to all of this?

?If Liu Mo had not saved me, would he be happy or sad? What if...

However, the most regrettable thing is that there are no ifs in this world...

If there had been if, there would not have been so much sorrow and regret in the world.

Everything disappears like the wind... But, it's just things, what remains unchanged are memories...

What I faced at this time was this bloody, sunset...

This color makes me sad...

Now, we have no way to change the past, but we can change what happens now, or what is happening now...
Chapter completed!