Chapter 431: Self-blame
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Qingchengze did not turn around, but just sighed quietly and said, "Ying, do you think I am useless? I can't even keep the promise I gave to Xi'er. I am simply not worthy of being her sweetheart!"
After saying that, he raised his fist and pounded hard at the pillar of the pavilion. Fortunately, he did not use internal force, otherwise the pavilion would have collapsed at this moment. Even so, the pavilion still trembled slightly, and dust fell down from the top.
He didn't blame Lan Ruoxi for treating him with that attitude, nor did he blame her for not understanding her own difficulties. The discomfort at this moment was nothing more than deep self-blame and guilt.
As a man, he couldn't even protect the woman he loved and didn't give her the happiness she wanted. How could anyone be considered a competent husband? Besides, Lan Ruoxi is still pregnant, and he actually made her sad so much that she didn't know if it would affect the child.
God knew that he wanted to go up and hug her in his arms just now, and comforted her softly so that her mood would not be too melancholy. But everything came to an abrupt end after seeing the snow-white hair, and his heart was throbbing, but the woman was still stimulating him with words. It was like sprinkling salt on the wound, making him so painful that he could not breathe.
After following him for many years, Ying naturally knew what his master's temperament was, and even more clearly saw the relationship between Qingchengze and Lan Ruoxi along the way. Both of them clearly loved each other and were dying, but now they were facing a break.
The fist hit the pillar, with a little red blood stain. I noticed something dripping onto the ground. The shadow exclaimed in shock: "Master!"
This is the Lord of Nine Five. It is not good to see blood, but he dare not go forward, for fear of offending Long Yan. Although he has been in the relationship between master and servant for many years, after all, there is a difference between superiors and inferiority. Qingchengze’s current status is no longer the same.
He turned around slowly dejectedly, Qingchengze's face was so dark that it almost dripped out of water. "Let's go back!" He was tired and just wanted to fall on the dragon couch, without thinking about anything and doing nothing.
Lan Ruoxi's determination was like digging out his heart from his body. If she lost her company and smile from then on, what's the difference between him and a walking corpse?
In the empty room, even the dragon couch seemed particularly cold. The wound on his hand was no longer bleeding, but it seemed like he had found an outlet and kept hurting. He did not let the shadows come and the imperial doctor treat his wounds. Qingchengze just lay quietly on the dragon couch. Even though the quilt was already very thick, he could not dispel the cold in his heart.
No matter how difficult the future road is, he is determined to continue! Even if Lan Ruoxi hates him to the core now, he cannot change his original intention. Nothing is more important than his ambitions! As long as he can fulfill his wish for many years as soon as possible, he can explain all the misunderstandings with Lan Ruoxi. By then, there will be only one person in his entire harem.
From beginning to end, all he wanted was that person.
What makes Qingchengze uncomfortable is that Lan Ruoxi is determined to block him from his heart, not just saying it. Once a woman's heart dies, no matter how much you do, she cannot save anything, and she will be even less able to change the status quo.
Chapter completed!