[Extra]: I can't stand up anymore
I have been in the hospital for almost two weeks, and I have been in a very low mood these two weeks. No matter how Xie Yun makes me laugh, I can't laugh.
"Zihan, see what I brought for you." Early this morning, Xie Yun smiled and pushed open the door of the ward, holding a plastic bag in her hand, and said to me mysteriously.
What can be there? Isn’t it just a thing?
"What?" I didn't want Xie Yun to be sad, so I asked with a grin.
"Nong." Xie Yun handed me the bag in her hand. I took it and took out the things inside. Haha~~ It was a small pendant with a big head sticker for me and Xie Yun. The background was based on a vampire.
This pendant is what I want most, because it is difficult to make and difficult to buy. I have found many homes with Xie Yun but have not found one, but I didn’t expect Xie Yun to find it at this time.
I really like it, and a smile slowly appeared on my face. It was the one who has been smiling the brightest in the past two weeks.
"Thank you, Xie Yun." I thanked Xie Yun with gratitude.
"I'm not thanking me." Xie Yun blinked mischievously and sat on the edge of my bed. "What you want to write is Ouyang Xu. He knows that you like this is almost like looking for anyone to do something all over the world. In the end, he failed, but he tried his best to make one abroad."
Ouyang Xu...
My head was empty, and I never expected it to be Ouyang Xu. It turned out that he hadn't come these days because of this reason. I felt much more comfortable.
I seem to like Ouyang Xu... When I was with him, it was sweet. But I knew it would always be a dream.
He is like a prince, high above; but I am a sparrow with wings broken and can never be able to reach it, even if I am the lady of the Yan Group.
"Xie Yun, I want to go out for a walk."
When she heard me say this, Xie Yun's face changed, but she quickly recovered, "I'll go find a wheelchair for you."
"No..." Now I feel very clear about the word "wheelchair".
This lady may have to spend her time in a wheelchair...
The doctor said vividly, so I hate wheelchairs.
"I want to walk by myself." After making up my mind, I would not change anymore. Even if my legs were not conscious and I couldn't stand up, I still wanted to do my best to fight once.
"Zi Han, what did you say?" Xie Yun shouted loudly, "You are desperate? Your legs are not well yet. How can you...
"Do you want to spend your whole life in a wheelchair?" I sat on the bed, roaring at Xie Yun in tears.
At this moment, I could no longer hold it in. The resentment and anger in my heart burst out at this moment.
I don’t want to spend my whole life in a wheelchair, don’t. That’s a very terrifying thing. No one can know the feeling of not feeling on both legs, and this kind of pain is something that ordinary people cannot understand.
Regardless of Xie Yun's obstruction, I lifted the quilt and got out of bed like this. I wanted to defeat and stand up.
But God is stopping me.
As soon as my feet touched the ground, when I was about to stand up, I fell to the ground, lying on the ground, tears fell on the ground. I was unwilling to give up, and wanted to stand up again and again, but fell to the ground again and again.
Why, why did God treat me like this? What did I do wrong and punish me like this?
I lay on the ground and sobbed loudly, I was really unwilling to accept it...
"Zi Han, shouldn't you do this?" Xie Yun cried, feeling distressed and wanted to help me up.
"Xie Yun, can you feel the pain? Is there a feeling that doesn't feel?"
"Zi Han, can we go back to the bed first?"
"You go out first, let me calm down..."
The door was closed, and I was the only one left in the ward. I was slumped on the ground, staring blankly at the ground without any thoughts...
Chapter completed!