V 506
She walked to the corridor at the end of the ship and was looking into the distance. It felt like it was going to rain. The air suddenly became a little stuffy. Just when she was about to go back, she suddenly heard a painful sound coming from a room.
She followed the sound curiously and came to the outside of a room, where it seemed that the sound was coming from here.
She gently opened the door and walked in. The room was dark and she could see nothing. She only heard a painful voice inside.
Then a flash of lightning flashed outside, and she saw a figure huddled on the ground, looking like he was in pain and murmuring.
"Are you okay? What's wrong with you?" The room returned to darkness.
Suddenly, the person on the ground opened his eyes, pulled her to the ground, and pressed her underneath him.
Then he took off her clothes in a very cruel way. No matter how hard she struggled, it was of no use because her strength was far inferior to the man on her body.
A gust of wind blew and closed the open door. Her extremely painful voice could be heard in the room, as well as her powerless struggle.
The man seemed not to notice anything and only knew how to vent the most primitive things in his body.
I don’t know how long it took, and I don’t know how many times she was treated like this by him. She gradually lost consciousness, as if she had fainted.
"Don't... don't..." Xu Zhishuang waved his hands, as if he wanted to wave away the things deep in his memory.
"Shuang'er, Shuang'er..." Shen Junhao, who had not slept all night, looked at the sweaty man on his forehead and felt distressed in his heart.
He patted Xu Zhishuang's cheek, hoping that she would be fine when she woke up.
"Ah... don't... go away..." Xu Zhishuang opened his eyes and looked at the man in front of him, as if he was still dreaming, and slapped him.
The crisp slap brought her back to her senses, and she suddenly realized that she had just been dreaming.
"I'm sorry, I..." He looked at Shen Junhao apologetically.
Shen Junhao smiled bitterly. He deserved this slap in the first place. To be precise, he should have deserved it ten years ago.
"Shuang'er, it's me who's sorry for you, but you have nothing to do with me." Shen Junhao held Xu Zhishuang's shoulders and said with deep affection in his eyes.
"Jun Hao...I..." Xu Zhishuang was a little afraid of his touch and hid behind him habitually. The dream just now should be everything that happened that year.
It should be said that it was not a dream, but her memory came back. She had selective amnesia back then, so she lived these years without any worries.
If she had not lost her memory, she thought she would still be living in the shadow of those years.
When Shen Junhao saw her retreat, his heart ached, and there was deep loss in his eyes. She was afraid of him, she was avoiding him.
But he can understand, can an eighteen-year-old girl in her prime not be afraid or hide when she encounters something like that?
Thinking of the mental and physical harm he had caused to Shuang'er, he deeply blamed himself if she had not met him.
She won't drop out of school, and she won't just go to a third-rate school. Maybe she goes to a famous university, and when the time comes to be hired by a first-rate company, her future will be limitless.
Maybe she has already been shining in society, and it is impossible to meet him who is a leftover man.
He turned around sadly, wanting to leave some space for her.
"Jun Hao..." Xu Zhishuang looked at his back as he walked out, and felt a pain in his heart. She was still in that dream, so she was still afraid.
After one night, she remembered everything that happened that year.
Later, she became pregnant, but she was confused and locked in her own world every day. Her belly was getting bigger day by day, and she didn't care.
In this way, it became difficult for her to give birth to a child. Later, during the confinement period, she had a constant low-grade fever as her parents said. After the confinement period, her fever subsided, but her mental state was far worse than before.
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In this way, she returned to school. She spent her senior year in high school in a daze until she went to city A to go to college. Perhaps because of the change of environment, she gradually got better.
After Shen Junhao went out, he also recalled that he was sitting in front of the window last night and tried hard to recall what happened back then. Although he still didn't gain much, he already had some fragmented scenes.
After going through some scenes, he realized how cruelly he treated Shuang'er back then. She was so young, so thin, and had been tortured by him for so long.
I am really a beast, no, simply worse than a beast. Even if it is because of the medicinal properties, it still hurts a simple girl.
He didn't know how to face Shuang'er, didn't know what to do, especially when he saw Shuang'er avoiding him and being afraid of her, he felt even more guilty and uneasy.
Now that Shuang'er is pregnant again, she will definitely feel a heavy burden on her heart. If her mood fluctuates at this time, it will definitely be very bad for the child.
At this time, the Xu family's doorbell rang. Xu's father and mother had gotten up early and were making breakfast.
When he heard the doorbell ring, Father Xu went to open the door.
When I opened the door and saw the people standing outside, I was stunned.
"Is this Xu Zhishuang's home?" Ming Ming asked politely. He knew that the person in front of him was his mother's adoptive father and the person who abandoned him, so he didn't feel good about it.
Father Xu was a little excited when he looked at the child in front of him who looked exactly like Shen Junhao. He looked so similar.
If he hadn't had the conversation with Shuangshuang and the others last night, he really wouldn't know what was going on.
Fortunately, I found out last night that this child should be the one they said, and it was also the child I carried out ten years ago.
"Yes, yes...child, what's your name? Can you find your parents?" Father Xu's eyes were red with excitement.
Ten years, ten years later, this child has grown so big, and his facial features are just like his father's, so handsome.
"You don't have to worry about where they are." He was obviously indifferent, because the shadow of abandonment in his heart had not yet dissipated.
"They are still sleeping. My child, you are Shuangshuang's son, right? It was all my fault back then. I'm sorry for you mother and son. Don't blame your mother. If you want to hate, just hate me." Father Xu wiped it gently.
From the corner of his eyes, at this moment, he felt as if he was being favored by God.
The child is also back, and the family can be reunited after suffering so much.
"Huh... do you think it's enough to just say sorry? If sorry is useful, why do you need the police?" He obviously didn't buy it, and it was only because adults like them had made their own decisions that he was abandoned.
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