Chapter 98 You Didn't Even Give Me a Chance to Explain
Yucheng has entered September, and according to the Gregorian calendar, it should have entered autumn.
The weather in early autumn is a bit moody. Especially these days, spring, summer and autumn are playing out in the morning, noon and night.
There is a slight coolness of spring in the morning, and a scorching heat of summer at noon, especially now that autumn is fierce. The high temperatures at 37 and 38 at noon are comparable to those in midsummer, and at night Yucheng enters another season. The coolness of autumn, Even if the slightest night breeze blows on your body, you will still feel the coolness that irritates your skin.
It's fine if it's such a weather, but every night these days, the sky changes its appearance: the wind blows violently, and comes fiercely; then there's the loud thunder, which is shocking; and finally it turns into lightning, thunder, and strong winds. Heavy rain raged.
In the past few days, Song Chenyang came back in the morning every day, left after taking a shower, and had almost no verbal communication with Sui Xinlei.
He would take away the thermos that Sui Xinlei had prepared deliberately, but never gave Sui Xinlei a chance to explain.
These days, every night, Sui Xinlei is alone in the entire apartment. These days, I am afraid only Sui Xinlei knows how scared she is.
She is afraid of such weather, she is afraid of the arrival of night, and she is even more afraid of going home from get off work at night.
No one would have imagined that in that empty apartment, when the wind was blowing hard and lightning was thundering outside, she would be huddled in the corner alone, holding her knees with her hands, shivering and burying her head deeply in her legs. between.
She closed her eyes tightly, but she could still feel bright lights flashing in her vision; her ears were obviously blocked by earplugs, but there was still a terrifying thunderous sound that penetrated her eardrums.
Is it true that when people are the most scared and vulnerable, it is always easier to think of some scary things? For example, the more scared Sui Xinlei is, the more she will think of the legends about monsters and monsters that her friends told her when she was a child: the ferocious-faced eating A strange person, a long-haired woman in white clothes...
Fear challenged Sui Xinlei's spiritual world. In the past few nights, Sui Xinlei spent every day in such panic and fear: she fell asleep in a daze, but was woken up by a loud noise. Then the fear started over and over again. She fell asleep and woke up again. She was tortured over and over again throughout the night. After several nights in a row, Sui Xinlei was in low spirits and had a bad look on her face.
"Xinlei, are you okay? Why do you look so bad?"
When he met Lu Nianchen in the tea room and saw Sui Xinlei in poor condition, Lu Nianchen frowned worriedly.
"Oh, it's okay. Maybe it's because I didn't sleep last night, okay?"
Sui Xinlei reluctantly twitched the corner of her mouth, but what she didn't know was that the expression on her face was uglier than crying.15019264
"you……"
Lu Nianchen naturally thought of another thing, "Are you and Song Chenyang okay? How about I explain to him."
Lu Nianchen actually blamed himself a little. If it weren't for him, Sui Xinlei wouldn't be in such a trance. She was like this in the conference room just now. I think Song Chenyang misunderstood it because of what happened that day.
Although he still couldn't accept the fact that Sui Xinlei and Song Chenyang were together, if it was because he saw Sui Xinlei become like this, then Lu Nianchen would take the initiative to explain to Song Chenyang.
Between him and Sui Xinlei, he wanted Song Chenyang to misunderstand, but Sui Xinlei didn't give him a chance. This was just his own wishful thinking.
Lu Nianchen didn't want to hurt anyone, but he accidentally hurt two women. One was Sui Xinlei, and the other was Song Ximin. Both of them were very good women.
"Nian Chen, Chen Yang, me and we,"
Sui Xinlei tried her best to keep the corners of her mouth in a convincing arc, but this time she went against her will and lied.
"We're fine!"
Chengchengcheng Lili. "Really?"
Hearing Sui Xinlei say that she and Song Chenyang had nothing to do, Lu Nianchen felt inexplicably lonely. Isn't this the answer he wanted? But why did he feel a little empty and lost in his heart?
"Ximin, is Ximin okay?"
Lu Nianchen thought of another woman who had been hurt by him, "She didn't answer the phone when I called her, and she didn't reply when I sent her a text message."
Seeing Song Ximin running away in disappointment that day, and thinking about the sadness that flashed across her face, Lu Nianchen felt inexplicably uncomfortable. The two things he did most in the past few days were to call Song Chenyang and send her text messages.
He needs to explain to Song Ximin.
However, no matter which method he used, he never got any reply from Song Ximin. This made Lu Nianchen a little flustered and more worried.
"Ximin should be fine, right? It's just that she needs some time to sort out her mood.
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Occasionally, Song Chenyang would mention something about Song Ximin's condition when he came back. He said that she was beginning to eat the things he prepared for her, sometimes drinking a little porridge, and sometimes eating a few bites of her favorite dishes.
Physical trauma can be recovered through dietary therapy, but emotional trauma should take time! After waiting for a while, the cheerful and lively Song Ximin should be back!
This time, Lu Nianchen did not speak anymore, but nodded slightly, thoughtfully, and then left.
When I got off work, the wind started blowing again, and today was destined to be another sleepless night.
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The first half of the night was calm, but in the second half of the night the wind started to blow again. Sui Xinlei was woken up by a huge thunder in her sleep.
The nightmare for the rest of the night started again from this moment.
However, tonight, the wind seemed to be even more ferocious. Sui Xinlei could almost hear the eerie sound of the wind blowing on the roof, and the thunder seemed to be more violent than before.
"Boom" was accompanied by a loud noise that shook the earth, and a bolt of lightning split the dark night sky in half. In an instant, the sky was as bright as day.
Sui Xinlei was just about to reach out for an earplug placed on the bedside table. Before her slender hand touched the bedside table, there was another "boom", which scared Sui Xinlei and quickly took her hand back, and quickly covered herself.
ear.
Who knows how scared Sui Xinlei is at this moment? She just feels that her heart is jumping into her throat because of fear, and her eyes are already filled with tears because of fear. This is completely
Physiological response.
When people are extremely scared, they will have these corresponding extreme physiological reactions.
When another muffled thunder sounded, what suddenly flashed through Sui Xinlei's mind was a sentence someone once said:
From now on, as long as I'm here, you don't have to be afraid anymore!
This is Song Chenyang's promise. Sui Xinlei remembers it clearly. But, Song Chenyang, where are you now? Where is the promise you made?
The tears that I had been holding back finally burst out of my eyes at this moment. Then, as if a dam had burst, the whole thing collapsed.
Another bolt of lightning flashed across the sky, illuminating Sui Xinlei's face, her cheeks filled with tears of grievance and fear.
In an instant, his cheeks were wet and his vision was blurred. Did he have a hallucination, or was he frightened by the thunder and messed up some nerves? Why did he see Song Chenyang's figure?
Moreover, the figure was walking towards him step by step, then slowly squatted down and pulled herself into his arms.
Sui Xinlei opened her eyes wide, with both fear and shock in her eyes.
However, she could feel the man holding her, his hands holding her so tightly. Sui Xinlei was stunned to be held like this, her chin hitting the man's broad shoulders.
Is it Song Chenyang? Why do you smell his breath?
Finally, after being stunned for a few seconds, Sui Xinlei began to struggle. The more she struggled and tried to break free from the man's arms, the tighter he held her.
At this time, Sui Xinlei was also annoyed. She slapped the man's shoulders and back with both hands like crazy.
She was venting, venting the fear in her heart and the grievances she had suffered in the past few days. Her harsh slapping did not make the man let go. On the contrary, he hugged Sui Xinglei tighter, but it did not hurt Sui Xinglei.
He did this intentionally, letting Sui Xinlei vent out all the grievances she had suffered in the past few days, so that she would feel comfortable.
"Song Chenyang, let me go!"
Sui Xinlei finally couldn't help shouting, but the movements of her hands still did not stop. She did not want Song Chenyang's hug at this moment. For her, she no longer needed it at this time.
However, Song Chenyang did not move at all and allowed Sui Xinlei to hit him and scream.
"Song Chenyang, let me go, do you hear me?"
The more Song Chenyang behaved like this, the more crazy and excited Sui Xinlei became, and every blow she hit Song Chenyang was heavy.
While shouting and struggling, Sui Xinlei heard Song Chenyang's voice suddenly ringing in her ears:.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
As he spoke, Song Chenyang also began to tighten the two restless hands and restrain them. At the same time, Song Chenyang also held Sui Xinlei's twisting body in place, trying to calm her excitement so that she could calm down and stay.
In one's own arms.
And just these three simple words touched the softest part of Sui Xinlei's heart, and like a tear gas, Sui Xinlei's originally low sobbing turned into a loud cry:
At this moment, she is like a child:
"Song Chenyang, how bad are you? You clearly know that I am afraid of thunder, but you are so cruel to leave me alone at home. You clearly know that I will be afraid, but you are so determined. Do you know how I came here these nights?
Do you know that every night I fall asleep in fear, and then wake up in fear again? You are so cruel. Uuuuuuu..."
Because of her excitement, Sui Xinlei's crying suddenly became more fierce, and she was also a little choked:
"How could you do this? Who said that even if he had to be sentenced, he should be given a chance to explain, but who didn't even give him a chance to explain? How could you be so cruel? Why?
Okay? I don’t want you to hug me, just let me go!”
Chapter completed!