Chapter 88: Explain to you
Song Chenyang bullied him again with his strength and tyranny. Although Sui Xinlei was unwilling and struggled, these were nothing in the eyes of the angry Song Chenyang.
The final result was that Song Chenyang successfully kissed Sui Xinlei forcefully.
Song Chenyang hugged Sui Xinlei from behind. Two strong arms stretched out from behind and hugged Sui Xinlei tightly. His two big palms also tightly held the two small hands of the woman in his arms.
This double insurance method prevented Sui Xinlei from easily breaking away from his embrace. Song Chenyang pressed his side of Sui Xinlei's face against hers and rubbed it gently. He wanted to use this kind of intimacy to make Sui Xinlei stop struggling.
Song Chenyang's lips were lingering on Sui Xinlei's neck and cheeks, which made Sui Xinlei feel a little uncomfortable. Uncomfortably, she twisted her body.
Feeling the resistance of this stubborn little woman and feeling her restlessly twisting her body, Song Chenyang sighed:
"Xinlei!"
There was a bit of helplessness and hurt in his tone, "Calm down and listen to my explanation. If you want to sentence me to death, you have to give me a chance to defend myself. Do you know that what you just said really hurt my heart?"
"
Although he couldn't see the expression on Sui Xinlei's face at this moment, Song Chenyang could clearly feel that the little woman in his arms had stopped struggling. She was quietly held by him, which was unintentionally good news for Song Chenyang.
An opportunity for improvement.
Sui Xinlei was finally able to calm down and listen to her own explanation.
"Luo Qi and I have known each other for a long time, and we once fell in love."
Sui Xinlei still felt a tremor in her heart when she heard the fact that had been expected for a long time from Song Chenyang's mouth. Their past...
And Song Chenyang naturally felt it, and he was more or less intolerant and worried, right? Talking about his past with his ex-girlfriend to a woman who loves him, no one would accept it with a smile.
But Song Chenyang had to do this, and had to show the past between himself and Luo Qi one by one in front of Sui Xinlei:
"We met in the UK. It was at a dance held by Chinese people. When I first met Luo Qi, I thought she was so dazzling. She was the focus of the dance that night, and no man was not attracted to her.
I was attracted by her passion and beauty, and so was I."
Listening to Song Chenyang's narration, Sui Xinlei imagined the scene in her mind: Yes, Luo Qi is undoubtedly beautiful, just like the brightest star in the Milky Way, people can't take their eyes away.
"It was the eve of Christmas that year, and the streets of England were filled with a strong Christmas atmosphere. At that time, I had just arrived in England. I was in a foreign country with no connections or social connections. I just relied on my own words.
Enthusiasm makes it difficult for Hongbo to compete
To establish a foothold in the fiercely competitive shopping mall, at that time, I encountered obstacles everywhere, was looked down upon by others, and my career had almost reached a bottleneck. Naturally, I felt a little confused and decadent. I thought about giving up many times, but in the end I persisted.
Already."
Song Chenyang analyzed the secret deep in his heart. He had never confided it to anyone. It is hard to imagine that the now all-powerful and dignified "Hongbo" CEO would have such a past. It turns out that behind every glamorous person, there are
A piece of unknown sadness?
Yes, at that time, after Song Chenyang had a falling out with his family, he went abroad to start a business alone. He went against the expectations of Mr. Song and resolutely gave up his official career and embarked on the road of business. Such him, even when starting a business
No matter how great difficulties or challenges he encounters on the way, he will never look back.
This was Song Chenyang, the Song Chenyang Sui Xinlei knew. Listening to Song Chenyang's sad past, Sui Xinlei felt inexplicably a pain somewhere in her heart. She felt very sorry for the man who was holding her.
Song Chenyang's eyes were gray, and his thoughts drifted to the far away UK: that past was an indelible memory for him, and perhaps it was precisely because of such a memory that he could always be reminded
Thinking about how hard-won today’s “greatness” is.vexn.
"On such a carnival night, on such a carnival street, two equally lonely and lonely hearts were walking. That Christmas Eve, I unexpectedly met Luo Qi, who was also alone. Through the carnival crowd, I saw each other.
There was surprise in the eyes, and then they looked at each other and smiled. It turned out that we were not alone at that moment. It turned out that at ten
An hour ago, Luo Qi learned that her work had been plagiarized by her best friend. Not only that, her best friend actually complained first, falsely accusing Luo Qi of plagiarizing her work. That day, Luo Qi was the most
One gloomy day, she said that the work had nothing to do with it, but it was the betrayal of her friendship that made her most sad."
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It can be imagined that in this foreign country, two equally frustrated people were comforting each other, and their hearts were getting closer at that moment.
"Later on, we fell in love. Each other's careers seemed to have changed: as Hongbo's orders increased, my entertainment became more and more; and Luo Qi was not erased by the last plagiarism incident.
Although she lost her confidence, she seemed to work harder. Several of her works won awards in design competitions, and some
Being valued by jewelry merchants. Maybe it’s because both of us are busy with our own careers, so gradually, we spend less time together, and gradually our communication with each other becomes less and less, but the quarrels seem to become more and more.
.She is not satisfied with me going out to socialize, and I naturally don’t want her to spend all day hanging out with various men for the sake of her career.”
It is difficult for two people who are equally ambitious and very strong to maintain their relationship. The final result can only be a breakup.
"It was a morning in early spring in England. We had just quarreled over a trivial matter the night before. Every time we quarreled, we would enter a cold war. She shut herself up in the room angrily, and I also went to the bar angrily and stayed up all night.
I just didn’t expect that when I returned to my place in the morning, I would get angry and throw him at me the night before.
The fragments of the glass vase on the ground had been swept away. After searching the whole house, there was no sign of Luo Qi, but they found that all Luo Qi's luggage was missing. The irony is that in the photo to commemorate our visit,
On the Western dining table we bought together, there was a note written by her: Let’s break up!”
With her back to Song Chenyang, Sui Xinlei heard a bitter smile:
"Later I heard that Luo Qi had gone with a French jeweler. I heard that in order to catch her, the jeweler would send a large bouquet of roses every day. Luo Qi loved roses the most, and she would definitely be touched by them.
Yes. Thinking about it, which woman would refuse such a romantic offensive? Which woman would refuse the temptation of roses? The French jeweler has been between Luo Qi and me for a long time, but I am like a fool.
I just don’t know.”
Zhuang Suan is on the ground. What kind of pain does it feel to be betrayed by a lover? I am afraid that only Song Chenyang himself knows. At this moment, Sui Xinlei only felt that the tip of her heart hurt again, for this man named Song Chenyang. It turns out that the appearance is like this
He was indifferent and was once a victim of emotions!
And it was at this moment that Sui Xinlei suddenly realized that she didn't seem to understand Song Chenyang at all. His past, his past, were all so unfamiliar to her, but they made her feel distressed in a strange way, whether it was relationships or career.
Involuntarily, the small hand held by Song Chenyang gently grasped his big palm, as if wanting to give him a little warmth.
Sui Xinlei didn't see it, but this small movement of hers made Song Chenyang's frown relax a little.
"I met Luo Qi again when I was on a business trip to Hong Kong."
I am afraid that even Song Chenyang himself would not have thought that he would meet Luo Qi again. He also did not expect that this time they would meet in the hospital.
"That was at a private high-end clinic run by my friend. Grandpa's heart surgery was performed at this clinic. I don't think Luo Qi thought that she would meet me again in such a scene. Or,
In other words, if she had a choice, she would not want to meet me again under such circumstances."
Sui Xinlei agreed with Song Chenyang's words. Yes, how could she have the face to face a man she had loved before and who had been so hurt by herself? After all, she was a woman, and Sui Xinlei could feel Luo Qi's mood at that time.
But as for Song Chenyang, his mood at that time was probably more complicated than Luo Qi's, right?
Is this called fate? It was fate that the two of them met and fell in love with each other, but they met again after being hurt and hurt.
Song Chenyang did not continue talking, but let go of Sui Xinlei who was hugged by him, and slowly turned her body over so that Sui Xinlei faced him head-on.
"She almost ran away, completely ignoring the freshly prepared medicine she left behind."
Yao? Sui Xinlei looked at Song Chenyang and found that the expression on his face instantly became a little heavy, and she could also feel a bad premonition from this heavy expression.
"Loki is sick!"
Song Chenyang slowly sighed, and this sigh seemed to weigh a thousand pounds.
"Furthermore, according to current medical science, there is no cure for this disease yet!"
There is no cure? Sui Xinlei's heart tightened: the word cancer flashed in her mind.
Looking into Sui Xinlei's eyes, Song Chenyang spoke for a long time:
"Sle, Rocky has SLE, comprehensive systemic lupus erythematosus!"
It was a completely unfamiliar term. Sui Xinlei had never thought that there was such a disease in this world.
SLE is a diffuse, systemic autoimmune disease. It mostly occurs in young women. The cause and pathogenesis of SLE are unclear. It is not caused by a single factor. It may be related to multiple factors such as genetics, environment, sex hormones and immunity.
It affects the skin and mucous membranes, skeletal muscles, kidneys and central nervous system, and can also affect multiple organs and systems such as the lungs, heart, and blood.
Because it is systemic, SLE can evolve into various diseases: lupus nephritis, neuropsychiatric lupus, lupus pneumonia, lupus myocarditis, and lupus hepatitis, etc.
Because it is a disease of the autoimmune system, the immune resistance of patients will be lower than that of normal people. And they can easily develop osteoporosis due to long-term medication. This type of patients is taboo on exposure to the sun and is contraindicated.
Tiredness and infection are more taboo.
"Common symptoms of SLE patients are: butterfly erythema, joint pain, erythema, oral ulcers, hair loss, etc. Hair loss and butterfly erythema recently appeared on Luo Qi's body."
Butterfly erythema? Sui Xinlei suddenly remembered the butterfly tattoo she had seen on Luo Qi's ankle that day.
No wonder Song Chenyang was so worried about Luo Qi's pollen allergy. It turned out to be because he was worried about her low immunity.
"Now, do you forgive me?"
Looking at Sui Xinlei with her eyelids lowered, Song Chenyang knew that this little woman was moved. With her slender fingers, she gently lifted Sui Xinlei's chin, and looked at her with a pair of amber eyes sincerely:
"Luo Qi is also a miserable person. She is an orphan and has no relatives who care about her in this world. Now that Luo Qi is sick, she needs people's care the most. For Luo Qi, it is just a pure concern between friends.
It has nothing to do with love. Xinlei, do you know that your disappearance made me completely crazy, but it was also because of your disappearance that I discovered that I had fallen in love with you. When I couldn't find you, I found that I was so
He was helpless, helpless like a child."
Song Chenyang's truest feelings were unreservedly displayed in front of Sui Xinlei. He stretched out his hand and gently tucked a strand of Sui Xinlei's hair scattered in front behind her ear:
"But fortunately, you are standing in front of me now. I have not lost you!"
In those amber eyes, Sui Xinlei saw a flash of joy at this moment, and she also felt Song Chenyang's sincerity.
"Song Chenyang, are you confessing your love to me?"
The topic just now was too heavy, Sui Xinlei just wanted to lighten the atmosphere.
Um? Song Chenyang was stunned by Sui Xinlei's words. But in the next second, he answered solemnly:
"yes!"
Sui Xinlei was undoubtedly moved. She found that her eyes became hot. In fact, she had been moved for a long time.
"So do you believe me? Do you forgive me?"
Nodding is the best response at this time. At this moment, in the eyes of Song Chenyang and Sui Xinlei, all they see is each other and their smiles.
What is the most beautiful picture in the world? The kiss between lovers must be the most beautiful. At the corner of the stairs, a pair of beautiful eyes are looking at the couple kissing not far away.
Chapter completed!