Chapter 129 Not suitable for children(1/2)
Song Chenyang finally knew what it was like to be misunderstood, and he could finally understand Sui Xinlei's psychological feelings when he misunderstood her.
Unlike her aggressive questioning at that time, Sui Xinlei was unusually calm at this moment, so calm that it made people feel scared.
For the first time in his life, Song Chenyang felt that he was unable to explain himself. Even so, he still had to explain the misunderstanding clearly.
From beginning to end, Sui Xinlei listened to Song Chenyang's explanation unusually calmly, but did not say a single word.
"Xinlei, I swear, it was Luo Qi who took the initiative to kiss me that day. She was just messing around that day."
In all conscience, Song Chenyang really didn't do anything that day. He just stood there, and he didn't expect Luo Qi to take the initiative to kiss her.
However, because Song Chenyang had his back to Sui Xinlei at that time, Sui Xinlei just happened to see a scene that seemed so "ambiguous" to outsiders, and she probably thought otherwise: the pair hugging each other under the moonlight.
The man and the woman match each other very well, and the picture is also very beautiful.
With her beautiful eyes wide open, Sui Xinlei just looked at Song Chenyang, looking at him with a worried look on his face, but said nothing.
Sui Xinlei's silence and calm look seemed to Sui Xinlei to be undergoing a kind of "silent torture", and it was also disturbing Song Chenyang's heart.
Sui Xinlei regained her previous calmness.
However, Song Chenyang would rather Sui Xinlei have a big fight with him, at least that way, he wouldn't keep all his emotions in his heart.
Sui Xinlei heard Song Chenyang's explanation clearly. Is it really what Song Chenyang said? Was it Luo Qi who took the initiative to step forward?
In Sui Xinlei's mind, the scene from that night could not help but reappear, and her suspicious eyes turned on the eager face opposite.
What Sui Xinlei saw was that Song Chenyang frowned, a layer of sweat broke out on his forehead, perhaps out of eagerness, and his hand clenched her own. It seemed that Song Chenyang wanted to tell Sui Xinlei that he was
of innocence and innocence.
When he met Sui Xinlei's calm eyes, Song Chenyang was very anxious. He was waiting for Sui Xinlei's answer. Song Chenyang was not sure whether Sui Xinlei would accept his explanation just now.
"Xinlei!"
Song Chenyang really had no choice. When facing Sui Xinlei's calmness, he sighed, with much helplessness in his breath:
"How can you trust me? I am really just past tense to Luo Qi. You are my present tense and future tense. The only one I love is you."
Song Chenyang said seriously, but Sui Xinlei's calmness and silence were still the responses to Song Chenyang.
In silence, Song Chenyang looked at him. At the same time, his heart was anxious and uneasy.
Finally, after a period of silence, Sui Xinlei finally spoke. This was the first time she spoke after listening to Song Chenyang's explanation:
"Chenyang, do you know? I find that I love you more and more."
Facing Song Chenyang, Sui Xinlei's eyes were extremely serious. But Song Chenyang didn't know what to say for a moment because of Sui Xinlei's words. He just saw the corner of Sui Xinlei's mouth twitching slightly in the next second:
"However, I found that the deeper I love you, the more tired I become; really, so tired."
Sui Xinlei really thinks so, so she feels like this: Falling in love with someone is a very tiring thing. Especially falling in love with a man like Song Chenyang, after experiencing so many things, so many
After the misunderstanding, Sui Xinlei found that she was really exhausted.
This time it was Song Chenyang's turn to be silent. He pursed his lips and stared at the little woman opposite him with his deep eyes. Song Chenyang saw the tired look on Sui Xinlei's face.
"I originally thought I could be generous, but when I saw you and Luo Qi together, I realized that I was actually very stingy myself. Like other women, I will also feel uncomfortable when I see my husband and Luo Qi together.
When another woman is with me, I will also be jealous and angry. But I have always pretended to be generous and indifferent. However, I now find that the love I want is all of it, not just a part of it: I
I don’t want to share my husband with another woman.”
Sui Xinlei had never told anyone about this, not even Tang Meijia, let alone Song Chenyang.
Today, at this moment, Sui Xinlei actually said this, and even she was surprised. Perhaps it was because of this period of time, whether it was the misunderstanding between herself and Song Chenyang or the matter with Sui's father, Sui Xinlei's mental state had been in a state of
In a tense state, the emotions that he had suppressed for so long burst out in an instant, as if he was analyzing his own emotions.
Perhaps Sui Xinlei is not the only one who analyzes emotions. Song Chenyang should also sort out his own emotional clues.
"Chen Yang, have you ever thought about it? In fact, the reason why you care about Luo Qi who is sick is because you still can't let go of her and the beautiful past you two had, not because of the innocence between friends you said.
of concern.”
Song Chenyang still didn't speak, listening to Sui Xinlei quietly, but Sui Xinlei's eyes did not look at Song Chenyang, but at the bouquet of white roses placed in the glass vase on the window sill of the ward.
The autumn sunshine coming through the window just hits this bouquet of white roses. The white petals become more beautiful because of the sunlight. If you smell it gently, you can still smell the fragrance in the air.
The smell of white roses: refreshing!
The bouquet of white roses reflected in her eyes, I am afraid only Sui Xinlei knows its flower language - pure friendship! No need to ask, Sui Xinlei also knows that this is a gift from Lu Nianchen.
Some memory fragments come to mind. Lu Nianchen said that pink roses represent first love and I will always remember your bright and beautiful smile; while white roses represent pure friendship!
"No one will reject beautiful things, just like beautiful memories, no one will deliberately forget them. Chenyang, I think you should sort out your own emotional threads, and you should seriously ask your own heart
, are you really taking care of Luo Qi out of care between friends, or do you actually still have feelings for Luo Qi deep in your heart."
It's not that she was angry, Sui Xinlei was very calm at this moment. But her calmness made Song Chenyang uneasy. A sharp light flashed in his amber pupils. The words of the little woman in front of him made his mood fluctuate a little, and he narrowed his eyes:
This little woman would actually doubt his feelings for her? What else is there to clarify one's feelings?
The big palm that was originally holding Sui Xinlei's hand gently moved, and Song Chenyang easily pulled Sui Xinlei into his arms.
Song Chenyang's action came too unexpectedly, so before Sui Xinlei had time to react, a pair of warm lips pressed against hers.
"Well..."
The next second, Sui Xinlei felt that all her breath was taken away by Song Chenyang.
Song Chenyang's kiss was more of a punishment. Sui Xinlei could clearly feel the pain on her lips, but why did he punish herself?
Instinctively, Sui Xinlei stretched out her two small hands and resisted against Song Chenyang's chest.
However, all this was in vain. Song Chenyang still pressed his lips unscrupulously, skillfully prying open Sui Xinlei's tooth shell, his little snake nimbly penetrated, and then seduced Sui Xinlei to dance with it.
Gradually, Song Chenyang's kiss became gentle, not as wild as before. The kiss continued to deepen, and became more gentle as it deepened.
Unknowingly, the two resisting little hands that were still pressed against Song Chenyang's chest slowly wrapped around Song Chenyang's neck at some point.
The temperature in the ward was rising. It wasn't until Sui Xinlei could hardly breathe from being kissed that Song Chenyang let Sui Xinlei go. However, he did not let Sui Xinlei withdraw from his arms.
Song Chenyang pressed his two hands on Sui Xinlei's arms. Only in this position could Sui Xinlei face him head-on.
Her deep eyes were fixed on Sui Xinlei's face, because she had kissed her just now. At this moment, looking at it from Song Chenyang's perspective, Sui Xinlei's cheeks were flushed and her lips were swollen, red and moist.
The light is very attractive.
Involuntarily, his lower abdomen felt tight, but Song Chenyang tried his best to suppress it.
Putting his hands on Sui Xinlei's arms, his eyes were a little eager, but more serious. Song Chenyang's breathing was a little quick:
"Sui Xinlei, you want me to sort out my feelings, right? OK, I'll tell you now."
Sui Xinlei was a little confused and stunned with her burning eyes: But one thing Sui Xinlei was sure of was that Song Chenyang was angry. What was he angry about? Was he angry at himself for saying that just now? Sui Xinlei didn't know how to react for a moment.
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Just now, Song Chenyang did that on purpose. He was very angry, angry that a little woman like Sui Xinlei would doubt his love for her, so he had to take some practical actions to punish this little woman; at the same time, the kiss just now was also
In order to declare his feelings for Sui Xinlei like her.
"I, Song Chenyang, only love a woman named Sui Xinlei. Sometimes this little woman is very confused, and when she is confused, she often forgets to turn off the natural gas; sometimes this little woman is very childish, and is often afraid of the bitter taste of medicine.
She would rather be sick than take medicine; sometimes this little woman is very emotional. When she sees a touching plot, she will sit on the sofa holding a tissue box and be silly.
She shed tears stupidly; this little woman is sometimes very rational, and becomes a messenger of justice at work; this little woman is sometimes very timid, especially when encountering thundery weather, she will hide under the quilt in fear
I don't dare to come out; sometimes this little woman is missing a muscle, but she makes people feel cute; sometimes this little woman is very stubborn, and her stubbornness makes people have headaches..."
Song Chenyang's eyes were shining. In his eyes, Sui Xinlei was such a little woman. She was not pretentious or pretentious. She cried when she wanted to cry and laughed when she wanted to. She had no scheming and treated everyone around her sincerely.
Whether it’s a colleague or a friend:
Sui Xinlei is such a real little woman; and Song Chenyang fell in love with such a little woman,
Love is something that cannot be controlled; just like Song Chenyang and Sui Xinlei, it was originally just a contract marriage, but no one thought that they would develop feelings for each other while getting along, and when both of them fell into this ocean of love,
It will get deeper and deeper. This was not the original intention of Song Chenyang and Sui Xinlei, nor was it something they could have expected.
Accident is such a beautiful word. Especially for Song Chenyang and Sui Xinlei, falling in love with each other is really a surprising thing!
This was the first time that Song Chenyang expressed his feelings in front of Sui Xinlei, and it was also the first time that Sui Xinlei heard about her image in this man's mind from Song Chenyang's mouth.
Sui Xinlei was a little surprised that the man in front of her actually understood her better than she did. A warm current was surging in Sui Xinlei's heart.
When a man analyzes his feelings in front of you so sincerely and expresses his love to you, I am afraid that no woman will not be moved by it, right?
There was some movement in Sui Xinlei's eyes, and Song Chenyang naturally saw the movement in her beautiful eyes.
"Xinlei, do you believe me now?"
There was a little desire in Song Chenyang's tone, which was what Song Chenyang cared about most at the moment. He believed that Sui Xinlei was moved, but he saw her nodding with his own eyes, and wanted to hear her say "believe it".
However, Sui Xinlei did not give Song Chenyang the answer he wanted. However, Song Chenyang was not impatient.
He squeezed the hand that was originally supporting Sui Xinlei's arm tighter, and then gently pulled Sui Xinlei into his arms.
Once again, Sui Xinlei was hugged by Song Chenyang and hugged him. Maintaining the same position as before, Song Chenyang's chin rested on Sui Xinlei's head.
Sui Xinlei could feel Song Chenyang's chin gently rubbing the top of her hair.
This time, Sui Xinlei did not refuse to struggle. She obediently allowed Song Chenyang to hold her.
To be continued...