Chapter 18: Going to the End(1/2)
Under the dimly fragrant moonlit night, beside the lake shimmering with silvery moonlight, a man and a woman were kissing each other. Isn't this scene of Shu Fei Cui very beautiful?
The image of a man and a woman kissing each other is brightly projected onto the path paved with fine cobblestones, more like a perfect combination of light and shadow, a beautiful painting full of love.
No one can bear to disturb the men and women in this painting, right?
When several young couples walking passed by the small lake, they couldn't bear to disturb this romantic and loving moment, so they took a detour very wisely.
However, Sui Xinlei's feet seemed to be hammered with nails. She tried to lift them up but couldn't move them at all. She wanted to turn her head, but her eyes refused to follow her orders and stared straight ahead.
The only thing that could move was his own hands, which were hanging on both sides of his body: one hand was holding the plastic bag tightly, and the other hand was tightly pulled into a fist.
The strong visual impact stung her chest, causing a sharp pain. From Sui Xinlei's perspective, Luo Qi was facing her, so Sui Xinlei could clearly see her expression at the moment:
Luo Qi had her eyes closed, very involved and enjoying the kiss at this moment. How could Sui Mi Xinlei not know the feeling of being kissed by the man she loved? She had also had such a happy and sweet moment before. But
, such a sweet scene burned Sui Xinlei's eyes.
Song Chenyang's back was facing him, so he couldn't see his expression at this moment. What he left to Sui Xinlei was a back view:
Under the moonlight, the man's back, wearing a close-fitting dark gray suit, looked even more handsome.
Just looking at Song Chenyang's back was enough to make the pain in Sui Xinlei's chest deepen and deepen.
Sui Xinlei bit her lip to force away the heat in her eyes. The plastic bag that was tightly holding her finger made a deep mark, but she couldn't feel it at this moment.
A great feeling of grief came over her face and invaded her whole body in an instant: Sui Xinlei suddenly felt that her chest was so tight that she could not get up. This tightness forced her to reach out and put her hand on her chest and stroke it over and over again.
Sui Xinlei would never have thought that she would be greeted by such a "visual feast"? Was all her strength drained by this visual feast? So she didn't even have the strength to cry?
Sui Xinlei could only stare helplessly at the man and woman not far away. Suddenly, Sui Xinlei seemed to understand something: It turned out that this was what Song Chenyang had to deal with in Hongbo. It was not a business matter, but an emotional matter.
She also thought about: During these days, when Song Chenyang was not in the apartment, he must have been at Luo Qi's place. There, Luo Qi would make him Song Chenyang's favorite pasta.
Thinking of pasta, Sui Xinlei couldn't help but lower her head and looked at the plastic bag she was carrying. It turned out that Song Chenyang's favorite was the latter between shrimp dumplings and pasta.
When I touched the box containing the shrimp dumplings with my hands, I could no longer feel the temperature inside. The shrimp dumplings were already cold, did that mean that the relationship between me and Song Chenyang had come to an end?
Song Chenyang shouldn't feel very tired there, right? Does being with Luo Qi make Song Chenyang relaxed? There won't be so many misunderstandings and cold wars like being with him.
The grief that spread throughout her body gradually turned into sadness. This time, Sui Xinlei did not push back the tears that filled her eyes. She allowed her vision to become blurred and her cheeks to wet with tears, with tears running along the lines on her cheeks.
It flowed into the corner of her mouth, and what Sui Xinlei tasted was not salty, but bitter.
When Sui Xinlei raised her eyes again and stared at the man and woman, she suddenly felt that Song Chenyang and Luo Qi were a good match together!
Maybe they were a perfect match from the beginning, isn't it a bit ridiculous? A self-deprecating smile suddenly appeared on her face full of tears. She clearly had the right to rush forward, pull the pair apart and kiss each other.
However, she did not have the courage to do so because Sui Xinlei understood that from beginning to end, she was just a passer-by in their relationship.
At this moment, Sui Xinlei recognized the fact that her marriage to Song Chenyang was a mistake and it was time to end it.
Yes, it should be over. But, it is not now.
Sui Xinlei would not disturb Song Chenyang and Luo Qi at this time, so she chose to leave silently.
Turning around with difficulty, taking the first step with difficulty, the second step... Every step Sui Xinlei took was very hard. Even though it was hard and the pain was unspeakable, she still bravely completed this journey.
It was Sui Xinlei's decision not to disturb her. No one knew that she had been to this small park. No one knew that she had witnessed Song Chenyang and Luo Qi embracing and kissing. No one could understand that Sui Xinlei was hugging and kissing in front of them.
The feeling I felt when I saw the scene was a kind of painful suffering and torture, as if my heart was being delayed.
The moonlight shone quietly on the lawn in the small park, and also on the abandoned plastic bag on the lawn. No one knew that the box in the plastic bag contained cold shrimp dumplings.
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The night was so quiet that you could clearly hear the chirping of unknown insects in the lawn and the croaking of frogs in the lake. Suddenly, a cold voice sounded under the moonlight:
"Have you had enough trouble?"
No one could hear the reproach in this voice. It turned out that Luo Qi, who had her eyes closed and was immersed in the world of kissing, suddenly opened her eyes after hearing Song Chenyang's voice.
She knew that Song Chenyang was angry. She knew that before this man got angry, Song Chenyang always looked very calm.
Just like what Luo Qi sees now: there is no emotion in those amber eyes, they are calm. You can't guess what he is going to say next second, but there is a silent coldness radiating from Song Chenyang's body.
Luo Qi's body couldn't help but tremble slightly.
Even if Song Chenyang is angry, Luo Qi is not afraid.
She bit her lip subconsciously and looked stubbornly into those amber eyes: She was so angry with Song Chenyang just now that she took the initiative to kiss Song Chenyang on the lips. She didn't believe that Song Chenyang could resist her kiss.
However, the moment she kissed those thin lips, Luo Qi knew that she was wrong. The contact between lips was mutual, and there should be a response. However, Luo Qi could not get Song Chenyang's affection.
A hint of response.
What she was touching was just a layer of numb skin. She felt ashamed and angry, but she was unwilling to give in. Her kiss became fierce. Luo Qi wanted her little snake to run into Song Chenyang's mouth, wanting to seduce his
Dancing with herself; her hands began to climb up Song Chenyang's back, and her body took the initiative to get close to Song Chenyang's, trying to get a trace of Song Chenyang's feeling through the touch of her body.
However, in exchange for another blow, Song Chenyang still stood indifferently, letting herself do whatever she wanted to him without giving him any response. This kiss, which seemed very sweet to outsiders, was more accurately said to be just Luo Luo's kiss.
Qi is just directing and acting alone.
During the whole process, only Luo Qi took the initiative. Song Chenyang was always in a passive state. During the whole process, Song Chenyang's eyes were always open and his face was expressionless.
However, because Song Chenyang had his back turned at the time, no one could see these things.
If you could see more clearly, you would also find that Song Chenyang's hands were actually hanging on both sides of his body, and he did not reach out to hug Luo Qi.
It's a pity that Sui Xinlei didn't notice these small details.
"Not enough, not enough,"
Because of the shame and anger in her heart, Luo Qi suddenly threw herself into Song Chenyang's arms again, hugging his waist tightly with both hands, shaking her head like a rattle, and her voice was obviously crying. 11dty.
After staying in Song Chenyang's arms for less than five seconds, Luo Qi felt her shoulders being grabbed by a pair of big palms, and then her body was forcefully pushed out, evacuating Song Chenyang's arms.
In her somewhat blurry vision, Luo Qi saw a still indifferent face in front of her. Then she saw the man in his sight opening his thin lips:
"Luo Qi, don't test my patience again. There are some things that I don't want to explain clearly so that we can have a better understanding of each other. I don't want to mention the previous things again. I hope you can understand."
Song Chenyang spoke clearly enough, and Luo Qi heard it clearly. Luo Qi saw the suppressed anger in the eyes of the man opposite her, and she knew what Song Chenyang was referring to. With a little bit of panic and uneasiness, Luo Qi sniffed and explained:
"Chen Yang, have you misunderstood? Listen to me, didn't I explain to you just now, I really don't know about the video, and I don't know that the video will be on my phone, I..."
"Loki!"
Song Chenyang could tolerate Luo Qi's occasional willfulness and her temper, but he couldn't tolerate her hurting the woman he loved.
He glanced at the woman standing opposite him, with red and swollen eyes and wet cheeks. Her aggrieved look was pitiful, but that was in the past. For Song Chenyang now, he would no longer be affected by Luo Qi's
She was deceived by appearance. It was because she trusted her too much that she misunderstood another woman, thereby hurting Sui Xinglei.
Whenever he thinks of these things, Song Chenyang's heart will be oppressed by endless guilt, making him unable to breathe.
If he hadn't seen with his own eyes a video of "Sui Xinlei helping Lu Nianchen into the house" on Luo Qi's phone, he wouldn't have believed that it was Luo Qi's fault. Perhaps, he was still thinking about the old friendship, Song Chenyang
He didn't want to fall out with Luo Qi like this. After all, Song Chenyang still had to take her current condition into consideration. Song Chenyang sighed helplessly:
"As I said, it's best not to challenge my bottom line again, let alone do things that hurt others. Luo Qi, do you know that when you hurt others, you are also hurting yourself."
Luo Qi looked sadly at the man opposite her, sobbing quietly:
"Luo Qi, I have contacted the doctors in France for you. You can go to France next week! Leaving here will be good for your condition."
In the end, Song Chenyang couldn't bear to be cruel. He tried his best to tolerate Luo Qi. He believed that the reason why Luo Qi became like this was entirely because of him, so he felt a little guilty in his heart.
And that's all he can do for Luo Qi.
No longer looking at Luo Qi, Song Chenyang turned around and wanted to leave. But at the moment when he turned around and took a step, Luo Qi's voice came from behind:
"Song Chenyang, why can you forgive Sui Xinlei, but you can't forgive me for what I did? What she did is not any more noble than what I did. Have you forgotten the previous land bidding meeting? Could it be that
Have you ever doubted Sui Xinlei? Do you believe her so much?"
The words made the raised steps freeze, and the back figure froze in place. Song Chenyang could hear Luo Qi's words clearly. With his back to Luo Qi, Song Chenyang's eyebrows knitted together tightly:
Does he believe Sui Xinlei? This question has been bothering him, and he has been hesitating. He wanted to say "yes", but he couldn't muster the courage. At the same time, he wondered, if he didn't believe Sui Xinlei, then why was he listening?
When she borrowed money outside and rushed back to the apartment immediately, although she had a gloomy face, she just wanted to see if she was doing well;
And why would he frown at times when he felt her thinning body while holding her?
Why does my heart feel a dull pain when I see her being sick and uncomfortable?
To be honest, Song Chenyang is very conflicted right now. For the time being, he still can't figure out his feelings for Sui Xinlei. It will take him some time.
The handsome figure in his sight did not turn around in the end, and without looking back, Song Chenyang left. His back just disappeared from Luo Qi's sight, and she watched Song Chenyang leave ruthlessly.
Full of despair and sadness:
"You still believe her!"
Luo Qi dug her fingernails into her skin so hard that little red stars appeared on her skin, but she didn't feel any pain at all.
Suddenly, a sneer appeared on Luo Qi's lips:
"Song Chenyang, you believe Sui Xinlei, but will Sui Xinlei still believe you? Will she? Hahaha..."
Luo Qi fell to the ground, staring blankly in the direction Song Chenyang left. The moonlight fell into her eyes, and she saw a hint of coldness flashing through Luo Qi's eyes.
Song Chenyang didn't see Sui Xinlei, but Luo Qi did. Sui Xinlei was in the isolation zone of the flower bed not far from them.
To be continued...