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She was not a person who liked to peep, but her notebook was lying quietly on the ground. Maybe she had the idea of ​​peeking in her heart, maybe it was just unintentional. But the notebook was still opened by her unconsciously.

(That girl is beautiful, with a temperament like a spring, and a delicate rose. But I don’t like her. My mother wants me to marry her. Just marry her. For me, I lost Fen, it seems like I have lost my soul, and I will marry her. I made the wedding date of my marriage. April 1st April Fool’s Day wedding is ridiculous. But I am very happy. The wedding is really suitable for her... October 10th... After finding Fen, I felt so happy. Although I knew Fen was no longer the pure and simple girl I saw, I still loved her. The kind of heart that was willing to protect her happiness for the rest of my life has never changed.

After... May 2nd, another year passed. My mother asked us to give birth to a child before letting Fen enter. Fen kept pushing and I noticed the fact that Fen could not have children. I was thinking, if she found that girl, if she had not had a miscarriage, then my child would be two or three years old now. As long as I took the child, Fen would not have to give birth to a child...) The scattered and scattered in the notebook were not like diaries, but like a kind of self-written one. It was just the messy sentences he wrote occasionally to vent his mood. But it was from these messy sentences that she knew that he really looked down on her and was just a pity for her.

I don't know when tears fell on the blue notebook, and she wiped them hard with her sleeves, trying to wipe away the tears left on it. The tears surged more, as if the faucet that could not be turned off soaked the notebook.

The last record was a few months after she came back, and then there was no record again. But she understood that one person loved another deeply and would not forget it so easily. He kept her by his side because his child needed his mother, and she actually believed it naively and thought that he really loved so much.

"Miss Wen, do you want to have some snacks?" The voice of Chen Ma came from the door. She wiped away her tears. She said, "No need for Chen Ma, I'll sleep for a while."

Chen's mother responded very consciously and said, "Miss Wen, Miss and Xiao Xiao are coming back tonight. The chef and I went to the supermarket to buy some dishes they like to eat for the children. The two children eat kindergarten food, but there is no delicious food at home. It's so pitiful."

Listening to Chen's nagging voice, she gradually moved away. After she put her cane on and put her laptop underneath.

I sat in front of the computer step by step, but unexpectedly saw the avatar of heaven flashing constantly. I gently clicked on the avatar; there were many messages on it asking her what was wrong, if she had been sick recently, if there were any unpleasant things. Anyway, many of them were concerned about her words. I just didn't mention the matter of his fiancée and girlfriend.

She silently turned off his avatar, sorted out her mind, and felt that she had no need to get entangled with Zheng Xiaolang. Love or hate were just the root of pain. Didn’t she see through him long ago? Didn’t she say that she could just give her children a perfect home? Why do you really care about who he loves and who he thinks about?

In the afternoon, Long Tengxiao called over, and seemed to have something to do. He just asked her how her legs were and asked if he wanted to make soup, so he didn't talk much about anything else.

Looking at the computer blankly, her thoughts were floating like a cloud. She wanted to catch something, but she could never catch it. She felt stupid and helpless. Many things seemed to be so real on the surface, but once she touched the inside, she would find that it was actually a mess.

Finally, she packed up those floating thoughts. She didn't have the habit of drinking afternoon tea, but Shuqi unexpectedly came to Chunning. When Chen's mother shouted downstairs, "Miss Wen is looking for you for Miss Zhang", she had not yet reported the incident. She always liked to call Shuqi, but she forgot her surname Zhang. If Shuqi hadn't been angry and pushed Chen's mother away and ran up in person, who would she think she was.

"Qingyi, you live a carefree life, even my old friend." Shuqi didn't notice that Qingyi's feet were tied with plaster, thinking that she was putting on airs for her to show her, and she felt a little unhappy.

Hearing her tone, Qingyi smiled bitterly, "Madam Mu, please see if my feet are losing their temper." She lifted her feet and asked Shuqi to see clearly.

"Miss Wen, since this Miss Zhang is really your friend, I'll go down." Chen's mother was very cognizable and quietly retreated.

"Qingyi is really sorry, I thought you... she covered her mouth with her hand and pretended to cough a few times." Her face was a little embarrassed.

"It's okay, you're here to see me. It's already very good. How do you think I'm doing? Really, we have been friends for so many years, don't you understand my temper yet?" Qingyi pointed to her legs and took a breath helplessly.

"Qingyi, I'm here to ask you for something." Shu Qi's eyes wandered, as if she didn't dare to contact her.

She was a little puzzled for a moment, what was wrong with Shuqi? The matter between her and Mu Lanqing should have been resolved long ago. Now what happened is that she must ask her to beg her.

"If you hide it, how can I help you if you don't say it?" Qingyi looked at her leisurely, waiting for her problem.

She suddenly felt relieved and pinched her bag strap in her hand. She seemed to have enough courage before she suddenly looked up. "It was the girl Nini's business. She is pregnant with Lan Xuan's child." After saying it out in one go, Shuqi was obviously relieved.

"How is this possible? How can you be sure that she is pregnant? Did she tell you?" She opened her mouth in disbelief. Thinking about what this matter has to do with her.

"You also know that since Lan Xuan's grandfather has designed it, she will definitely not let her go. Her every move is actually under the surveillance of the Mu family. A few days ago, she went to the hospital and the Mu family found out the fact that she was pregnant through relationships." Shu Qi's face was a little red. She also knew that the Mu family was not good for surveillance people, and even suspicious that they violated others' privacy.

"Are you sure the child belongs to Brother Mu?" Qingyi frowned, but she didn't expect that her legs had not yet healed and something like this happened again. Originally, this matter had nothing to do with her. But when she thought about it, maybe she could get rid of Mu Lanxuan's entanglement, and her sympathy for Ni Ni immediately disappeared. After all, she was also an ordinary woman, afraid of trouble and trouble.

"Of course, otherwise how dare I tell you. And this little girl seems to want to abort the child, and you know that the Mu family will never allow such a thing to happen. I want you to persuade her. In fact, Mu Lanxuan is not bad. It is not easy to find such a man if he really wants to find a man like this." Shuqi picked up the tea that Chen Ma had just made and took a sip. She was so hot that she smacked her tongue, and even forced her tears out.

"I'm not sure about this. That girl is very arrogant and has never seen me with an eye." Qingyi thought about it and said that she really didn't have much confidence. After all, if she really wanted her help, it would be very annoying. First of all, we have to communicate with this girl, but they seem to be unable to communicate at all. Secondly, even if we communicate, she would not buy her account. She has always had a crush on Zheng Xiaolang and could not give up.

"I'll ask you no matter what, okay? First of all, I don't want that little girl to have something to do, secondly, Lan Xuan is actually really good." Shuqi also knew that she was making Qingyi embarrassed, but she just couldn't stand it.

"Can't their Mu family want to kidnap? It's true." Qingyi always felt that there was something in her words when she heard Shuqi's words.

"I can't help it either, but my reputation for the little girl will never be too good. I'm afraid that the Zheng and Mu families will fall apart and everyone will not be able to live up to their faces. I am your friend, and Lan Qing will be hard to be a human being at that time." Shuqi picked up the cup, took another sip, and frowned slightly.

At around four o'clock, Zheng Xiaolang came back with the child. Shuqi had just left and met on the stairs. He nodded to her. Although he didn't like Qingyi's friend, he still had no less politeness than he should have.

"Would you like to stay here for dinner? I'll ask the chef to cook more dishes?" he asked politely.

"No, I'm going back, the child should be hungry." Shuqi was forced by Zheng Xiaolang's aura and her eyes were panicked. His gloomy eyes seemed to be able to see through her heart, which scared her so much that she quickly trotted downstairs.

"Mommy, what's wrong with your legs? Why do you have to tie something white? Are you like a mermaid?" Beibei looked around her feet indifferently, and her little hands gently stroked them from time to time.

"So stupid, how can you be like a mermaid? Isn't a mermaid good?" The baby looked unbearable and rolled his eyes to his sister.

"What did you learn in kindergarten?" Qingyi felt much better when she saw the child.

"Mommy, we have learned the Three Character Classic. I don't want Beibei to recite it to you." Beibei had already climbed onto the bed, hugged her neck, kissed her face, making her saliva look on her face.

"It's so noisy, what's there to carry?" The baby also climbed up quietly, gently stroked his mother's cheek with one hand.

"Mommy, are you losing weight?" he asked in a shocking voice.

Qingyi was a little moved. Although this baby was as old as Beibei, he was extremely sensible, like a little adult. When he was younger, Beibei cried. He always held his sister with one hand and patted her back gently, helping her coax her sister.

"You two go down first. The baby will take her sister to the game room to play for a while. Mommy's legs are inconvenient. Wait a minute, daddy will come to play with you again." Zheng Xiaolang's face had the gentleness that only father could have.
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