Liao Dingding stood beside the emergency bed in the emergency room. She hesitated for a moment and hesitated for a few steps at the door before approaching him.

Shen Che's face couldn't even be described as "pale". His eyes were sunken, and there were dried blood stains on the corners of his mouth. He must have vomited blood before the rescue. There were blood bags and infusion bottles hanging above his head. He had hospital-specific disinfectant on his body. There was also a very strong smell of alcohol. It seemed that Jian Baike was right. He drank a lot before being sent to the hospital.

When Jian Baike rushed back with a stack of procedures in her hand, she saw Liao Dingding standing blankly in front of Shen Che's hospital bed. She didn't know whether to step forward until the doctor and nurse on duty walked in. In the emergency room, several people pushed the hospital bed quickly towards the emergency ward.

It was probably the shaking of the hospital bed that made Shen Che feel conscious. He closed his eyes and hummed a few times. The hand holding the infusion tube moved. Liao Dingding, who was walking beside her, hesitated for a second, and then stretched out his hand to hold it. Caught his cold fingertips

Fan Mocun used his connections to arrange a special single ward for Shen Che, with a quiet environment and complete facilities. After everything was arranged, Liao Dingding asked the couple to go back first and she could stay.

"I'll pick up the car first"

Seeing that Jian Baike seemed to have something to say to Liao Dingding, Fan Mocun said goodbye first, turned around and went downstairs. Seeing him walking away, Jian Baike took Liao Dingding's hand and walked with her to the living room outside the ward.

"What happened between you and Shen Che? I asked him and he refused to tell me, so I had to ask you."

Jian Baike went straight to the point, unlike Liao Dingding, who went straight to the point. He looked straight at her with bright eyes, but couldn't help but sigh in his heart, how could such a good girl be so haggard now? And Shen Che , didn’t you keep telling yourself that you weren’t tempted before? Then why did you drink to drown your sorrows until your stomach bleeds?

Liao Dingding met her searching eyes. She still doesn't know what kind of feelings and attitude she should have towards Jian Baike. In fact, as an ex-girlfriend, Jian Baike is qualified and will not get entangled or entangled. There was no need to harass her, and her rejection was straightforward and unobtrusive. But the more she acted like this, the more Shen Che might not forget it. What she didn't get was always what she wanted.

"Maybe there is a misunderstanding, maybe it's not a misunderstanding. I don't know. From the time he said he wanted to get married, until today, I have been completely passive. It's like you just have two yuan in change in your hand, and you randomly played a lottery ticket, but... Being notified that you have won all the accumulated bonuses in the prize pool is far more surprising than happy.”

Sighing, Liao Dingding looked back at Shen Che's hospital bed and couldn't help but grinned bitterly, "Do you think he really drank to relieve his worries because of his relationship problems with me? No, I'm not that naive, he's just It’s just that he’s not willing to accept it. He’s not willing to accept that a woman who is supposed to love him crazy turns out not to love him that much. It’s like a child. The toy that has always been his suddenly belongs to someone else one day. He is angry and angry, but there is nothing he can do about it. , because he couldn’t explain why this toy should be his, he was just used to it.”

She is also a woman, so she doesn't need to say too much. Jian Baike has already understood and understood the problem between Shen Che and Liao Dingding. Outsiders will only make things more confusing, and her status is special. It was really not appropriate to interfere, so I nodded, comforted her for a few words and then left.

Liao Dingding sent her to the door, watched her go away, and took the elevator downstairs. She leaned against the door, folding her arms to stabilize herself. It was strange to say that she was extremely anxious before she came, and her mind was in chaos. , once you really stand here, you calm down instead. Women are such strange creatures. They are calmer than men when they need to be calm.

She washed her hands, dipped a towel in water and wiped Shen Che's face. There was blood on his face, and there was some vomit on his cheek. The emergency room was only responsible for resuscitation and would not care about such things. Waiting for Liao Dingding to wipe his hands and face. My chest was wiped clean and I was already exhausted and sweating profusely. During this period, the doctor on duty came to check the room again. He said that the situation had stabilized and no surgery was needed. However, he had to stay in the hospital for examination, hemostatic treatment and intravenous drip. Liao Dingding Xie After passing the doctor, he briefly washed up and lay down on the bed next to Shen Che's hospital bed. He didn't even take off his coat because he was afraid of an emergency in the middle of the night.

After the lights were turned off, the ward was dark, with only the red dots on the instruments, the green dots flashing, and the slight ticking sound coming from the infusion tube, making the night even quieter. Liao Dingding's eyes were wide open, and his body was very tired. , but can’t sleep

At around three o'clock in the morning, Shen Che woke up and twisted his body a few times with difficulty. Liao Dingding was squinting when she heard the sound and opened her eyes. She was lying on her side and happened to meet Shen Che's eyes.

"What time is it?"

He asked in a hoarse voice, with a dry voice. As soon as he moved his left hand, Liao Dingding stopped him and said: "Don't move! The infusion is in progress."

Shen Che's head was dizzy. He only remembered that he had a severe stomachache before passing out and seemed to have vomited blood. However, he couldn't remember the specific details. He didn't expect that he would go too far this time and end up directly in the hospital.

"It's past three o'clock, you can sleep a little longer"

Liao Dingding lifted the quilt and got off the bed, walked to his bedside, first looked at how much medicine was left in the bottle, and then reached out to tuck Shen Che's quilt. Her long hair slid down her shoulders and hung down. When he reached his neck, he raised his other hand, gently picked up a strand, and slowly wrapped it between his fingers.

His little movements made Liao Dingding dumbfounded, but he didn't take into account his body and didn't try hard to break away, just bending over like that.

"I didn't mean not to go home. I don't know how to tell you..."

He moved his lips, looking very difficult. Liao Dingding silently pulled his hair out of his hand, turned around, poured a glass of water, and took another cotton swab.

"I don't know if you can drink water now. Let me put some water on your mouth first."

She automatically avoided the topic he was talking about and wiped Shen Che's chapped lips with a wet cotton swab. She lowered her eyes and didn't look at him. No matter what the reason was, she knew very well that the guilt he felt now came from causing her trouble. The trouble is not that he doesn't love her enough

When he is well, she will leave. Liao Dingding secretly made a decision. Even if she leaves the Liao family, she will not have nowhere to go. As for the ridiculous wedding, let it be a hypothesis. Everything is empty and has no benefit under the sun. Only those inexplicable love and obsession looked at her quietly in the darkness, like a weak pointing light on the vast sea.

Soon, Shen Che fell asleep again. He lost too much blood and was inevitably dizzy. However, before falling asleep, he firmly held Liao Dingding's hand and refused to let her go.

"Well, sleep, I won't leave"

She agreed against her will, feeling helpless because of his selfish possessiveness and the vulnerability revealed at this moment. But after all, she had loved, loved, so what could she do?

Early the next morning, Shen Che was pushed out of the ward and underwent a full set of detailed examinations. After the results came out, the doctor said that the situation was relatively optimistic. Although it was serious when he was sent to the hospital, he was young and had a good physical condition, so he would recover quickly. , but you must be careful in the future and have a regular life schedule. If there is another bleeding, it will not be easy to rescue.

Liao Dingding was not very clear at first, thinking that gastric bleeding was similar to gastric disease. After listening to the doctor, he found out that the mortality rate of this disease was also 40% higher, and he was immediately frightened. Thinking about last night, he couldn't help but feel terrified.

After writing down various precautions, Liao Dingding called her aunt at home and asked her to pack a few changes of clothes and make some soup for digestion. She originally wanted to go home in person, but she was worried about Shen Che being alone. She still looked very bad and had no energy. She lay on the bed and woke up and fell asleep. The first thing she said when she woke up was to call her to see if she was there.

It's like a bad-tempered puppy. It's usually very fierce and barks at you from time to time. But it's always worried that no one is home and can't stand the loneliness.

The sunshine was rare in the afternoon. Shen Che stubbornly went to the balcony to bask in the sun. Liao Dingding had to help him get out of bed. After only a few steps, when he sat down, his face was already covered with cold sweat.

"Ding Ding, I want it to be faster."

Shen Che closed his eyes and raised his head slightly. The sunlight shrouded his face, adding a bit of ruddy color to his pale and blue complexion, making him look less scary.

Liao Dingding nodded. She also hoped that he would get well soon so that she could find a house and move out. Trying not to have any contact with him sounded difficult to do, but she was really tired and tired of this one-sided approach. Even on the emotional battlefield without gunpowder smoke, she is a love warrior without hesitation, but she is not a cat and does not have nine lives. If she is shot in the heart, she will die.

Without understanding her inner thoughts, Shen Che continued: "The wedding will be held in less than half a month. Let's complete the formalities after I am discharged from the hospital."

Shen Che became an American citizen a few years ago. If they didn't find it difficult to get married, they would have applied for a marriage certificate long ago. Unexpectedly, it has been delayed until today, and they are almost overdue.

Liao Dingding put a blanket over him and didn't rush to say no. However, after Shen Che reminded her, she remembered that time really flew by. The day would be here in more than a week. Fortunately, she hadn't started to notify her friends and colleagues yet.

"I thought a lot. In fact, I just always thought that a person can only truly love one person in his life. I thought that all my emotions were given to Bai Ke, so I could no longer accept others. But when I was so drunk that my mind was almost no longer clear. At that time, my heart became clear, maybe I was wrong."

But when he didn't know where to go, he knocked on the door of Jian Baike's house and saw the happiness between her and Fan Mocun. He only had blessings but no jealousy. At that moment, he vaguely felt that he might be able to live a new life and be with another person. Women live their own lives

"Why don't you speak?"

Seeing that she remained silent, Shen Che felt a little strange. She usually didn't talk much, but she wasn't silent either. Today she was a little strangely quiet.

"It's okay, I was a little distracted just now."

Liao Dingding smiled and covered it up casually. She didn't want to think about what Shen Che said anymore. She was about to pour him a glass of hot water when he grabbed her arm unexpectedly. She asked in confusion. look at him

"Dingding," Shen Che held her tightly, his eyes revealing something strange that Liao Dingding couldn't understand. Her throat seemed to be pinched by someone, and she could hardly speak. Then she heard him speak again: "I I knew you could control your drug addiction. I finally remembered who you are."

She was startled, and those ridiculous years of her youth flashed before her eyes like a movie. Now she has a "life experience" and job that outsiders who don't know the inside story would envy. Who can compare her to the one who almost died on the road? Station drug addicted girl linked?

He had always felt an indescribable familiarity with her before. At first he thought it was because of the time he was with her in the bathroom, and later he thought it was because of their one-night stand. Unexpectedly, he had an idea in his mind while drinking last night. Flash, finally overlapping the memory fragments in his mind with her own influence. Shen Che himself was also surprised. He didn't expect that he had so many interactions with her.

Coincidence or fate, I really can't tell, but he only knows that in fact, he really doesn't value her as much as he imagined. It's just that he has always been too contented, thinking that it is impossible for her not to love him.

Or should I say that men are all despicable at heart, and the love that comes easily is not cherished? Shen Che smiled bitterly in his heart.

Liao Dingding didn't want to talk too much at this time today, but Shen Che's words once again reminded her of the painful experience that year, the pain like ants eating her heart when she quit drugs, and the feeling of powerlessness when she was tempted by drugs at any time. Coming to her like a tidal wave

"You know it. I'm very grateful to you for that matter, but I don't want to mention it again Shen Che. You let me know that I'm really not good at wishful thinking. I'm sorry, you took so much trouble to prepare for the wedding before, but I suddenly I don’t want anything anymore”

She pulled her hand out of his and walked out of the ward quickly without looking back.

"Dingding, Dingding!"

Shen Che didn't expect that she didn't want to get married. All he saw in her eyes was exhaustion and boredom. He tried to stand up and chase her, but there was a sharp twitching pain in his stomach immediately. He held his stomach and his face hurt. They were all deformed, but Liao Dingding had already closed the door and left.

This may be retribution. Just when he realized that he was attracted and wanted to start over with her, she chose not to want him.

After leaving the hospital, Liao Dingding got into a taxi and looked at the passing scenery on the roadside. Her heart was unusually calm. It seemed that the pain and entanglement of the past few days had been wiped away. She knew what she was going to do.

After reporting the address of the Liao family, she decided to return to the Liao family. Although she disdained anything to do with them, she would not give up easily what originally belonged to her.

When Liao Dingding left Liao's house, she took nothing with her, including the keys. She rang the doorbell and the nanny came to open the door. When she saw it was her, she was stunned for a moment.

"Who's home?"

Standing in the living room on the first floor, Liao Dingding folded his arms and looked around. The furnishings had not changed, except that there was a slightly darker stain on the first step of the stairs, which should be Wu Minrou's blood stain last time.

She sneered and stared at the stain. The nanny replied respectfully that none of Liao's family were here, but his wife had made an appointment with friends for tea and would be back in a few minutes.

Liao Dingding nodded and went directly upstairs to her bedroom. Her room was still cleaned every day, but for some reason she felt a deserted feeling when she opened the door. This feeling made her want to cry.

After standing for a while, she found her suitcase and started to pack her things. Most of what she took were books and DVDs, which she had saved up to buy. As for the jewelry given by Liao’s parents every year during the holidays, all kinds of valuables

She didn't touch any of the gifts

Liao Dingding sorted it out for a long time, and finally took a few sets of common clothes and two pairs of shoes, stuffed them into the suitcase, and then dragged the heavy suitcase downstairs. The nanny asked to help, but she politely declined.

She sat on the sofa and waited. Soon, Wu Minrou, who had gone out for tea, came home. As soon as she entered the door and saw Liao Dingding, a trace of panic flashed in her eyes, but it quickly dissipated, and a usual look appeared on her face.

cold and arrogant

"Hey, who did I say is back? It turns out to be the eldest lady in the family."

She put down her handbag, sarcastically speaking, changed her slippers, walked over and sat down. Liao Dingding remained calm. She didn't come back to quarrel with her.

"Wu Minrou, I'm coming back to get my own things. You have to pay attention. I haven't taken anything that's not mine. From now on, if your Liao family is missing anything, don't put the shit basin on my head."

She opened the suitcase and showed it to her, and continued with a sneer: "Are you sure? You Liao family are all scoundrels, and I have no choice but not to treat you as gentlemen. Ugly words are ahead. If you walk too much at night, you will encounter them sooner or later.

Ghost, when the time comes, don’t say that God doesn’t open his eyes and all things reincarnate. If you don’t believe it, just look at the sky and never let anyone go. Mrs. Liao, don’t you think so?”

Liao Dingding squatted down, zipped up his suitcase and stood up, staring at Wu Minrou meaningfully, making her shrink involuntarily.

She sneered and passed by her. When she was about to reach the door, she suddenly turned around as if remembering something and reminded her "kindly": "Oh, by the way, there is one more thing. If you have time, why not put more thoughts on you?"
Chapter completed!